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Know in advance… I'm a Mer/Der fan…
I still don't know why I did it. It didn't mean anything to me. I hope it didn't mean anything to him either. Plus, it was totally awkward.
Totally awkward.
Tomorrow is going to be ever awkwarder. Wait, that's not a word. More awkward. Yes, tomorrow will be ever more awkward.
It's just that I needed someone to be there. And, well George was. George was right there.
I know it was a mistake. I love McDreamy. I will always love McDreamy. But I needed McDreamy to be there… and he wasn't.
So I guess I settled for George. Poor George. I know I mislead him, I know I did.
I burry my head under the covers and hear the bed creak slightly across the hall.
George is having trouble sleeping too. Maybe he feels the same way. Maybe he also knows that it was a mistake.
xoxoxoxoxoxo
Wow. So this is what I was missing out on. Meredith Grey, sex god. Who would have known?
Well, actually I kind of already knew. I mean from the screams that came from her room every night while she was dating Dr. Shepherd, well, let's just say that I knew.
I was surprised at how it was totally not awkward. I expected it to be weird and bad, but it was totally the opposite!
And this smile on my face; well, I don't see it going away any time soon.
I hope that Meredith feels the same way. I hope she wanted it just as much as I did.
I lie back on my pillow with my hands folded neatly under my head. I hear someone move in the room across the hall.
Mer is having trouble sleeping as well. Maybe she finally feels the same way I do. Maybe Meredith finallyloves me too.
Ok, first of all… why the hell did Meredith and George hook up? I mean yay for George finally having the courage to say it… but Mer, you love McDreamy! Okay sorry, I just wrote a letter to Meredith, a character in a TV show. Oh well! Maybe I'm just a tad disturbed.
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