So, here we are
A/N: Well Drowning in Deep Green is almost done and with my various one-shots this will be my new project, starts at the end of the gang's time at Britannia High and goes on from there
Chapter 1: Lauren
I may have lost my feelings for Danny a long time ago but knowing I might not see him again scares me, Jez, Lola, BB and even Claudine… I'll miss them so much! I mean the party is going to be great fun but can I last until the end of the day without fainting!
I'm thinking about who will end the year dating who as I walk down the hallway. Lola and I bet the last Galaxy bar in the cupboard Jez and BB will end up together they are made for each other… much like Stefan and herself. Oh crap! I forgot! Lola and Stefan will be leaving almost permanently soon… I say almost because Lola can't explain very well…
"Hi Lauren!" BB is grinning… I glare at him, he seems suspicious
"What?" I ask, flustered"Ha! Well… Lola blabbed about your bet and… I was wondering if you think it would be cruel to …" BB pauses and coughs "You know, go out with 'im if I'm not 'sexually attracted' to the guy… the thing is I don't want to fuck him… but I'd not survive without 'im there…"
"Well yeah… it would be cruel but, you see, if feelings could develop…" BB hurries me along, I'm obviously speaking slowly trying to think too hard… "then tell him!"
"Tell him what!?"
"That you 'wouldn't survive without him'" I'm grinning. He can be so awkward, BB… I mean how nice for Jez I wanna sing to BB - quoting Wicked - 'you deserve each other!' Maybe that quote would be more romantic if it didn't end with 'this hat and you'…
"Well… I guess I could… but what if he turns me down? Then everyone will think I'm gay!"
"Well… aren't you?" He's really confused me… this must be how Lola feels around Jez and his 'intelligence'
"No! Wait… I dunno! It's weird I wanna kiss Jez - don't you dare tell anyone I said that - but he's the first guy I've wanted that for without bein' able to blame it on hormones!"
The bell… damn I wave bye to BB and think how I could help… I know! I'll talk to Jez! Yeah… great! Drama theory next I sit next to him in Drama theory!