JUST TO CLARIFY --- the first chapter is nothing like the rest.
A flash of lights, a swerve, it's attempted to be avoided, a bang, and it's over. They try to save you, but it's pointless. Today is your time; the Lord said it was so. People are bound to cry, mourn the loss of their dear friend, but you hope they know that it was time for you to leave and that they know that you're sorry for leaving them without finishing the job. It was unlike you to do something like that. They'll forgive you, comrade.