Disclaimer: I don't own South of Nowhere nor the characters

AN: I know I haven't uploaded a new chapter in neither of my stories the Twilight fic and South of Nowhere fic but I have a reason. Right now I don't have the time to write a lot but I will post soon a new chapter to both stories. I have written on paper most of the chapters for both stories and I will upload them sometime this week. I'm really sorry for those who read both stories. Also I thank all my readers and reviewers for both stories. I love you guys a lot and thank you so much for the support.

Now on with this one shot. It's something that came to me a few weeks ago. I hope you enjoy it.

~Teddy Bear~

The way she looks at me still makes my heart jump. The friendly touches that sometimes went noticed and unnoticed by our friends, but all those touches, all those looks have made me feel something deeper. Something that each day that passed grew even more. Funny part is that I'm really screwed. First she is my best friend in the whole wide world, second she's the only girl I have ever crushed on, and third she's straight. Sometimes I wish that I could be the only one that touches her, the only one who can kiss those lips and whisper sweet thing in her ear to make her smile. Sometimes I cry at night because she's not by my side, wishing how to stop this feeling that I have, but I can't. I can't because it's already there. I wish she would notice how weak my knees every time she walks by, or how bad I melt every time she kisses my cheek. I remember when I ditched school so that I would be able to avoid her but that was a mistake. All those times where I was away from her only made me crave her more. I also wish that I would have never agreed to be here today.

Today's the day she marries someone who isn't me, this is the day where my heart would shatter into millions of pieces. So here I am walking down the aisle with a plastic smile in my face taking my role of maid of honor. I take my place and look at the entrance. There she is in all her glory and beauty walking down the aisle with her father at her side. I can feel the tears building up in my eyes. She stands next to me and looks at me confused.

"Why are you crying?" she whispers to me. I look at her and give her a weak smile.

"I'm sorry but I can't be here any longer" I say to her, tears falling down my eyes destroying all my make up. I can feel everyone's eyes on me. That look that she gave me was a look of pain as if she was the one breaking when in reality it's me that is breaking. I leave, leaving everything behind me. All I know it's that my heart can't take it no more. I can hear someone's footsteps behind me so I decide to hide. I hide in the guys change room. Suddenly I am faced with her scent. All my life I have always known when she was near me, like right now. I look up and there she is, her eyes red from crying. She sits next to me making my breath hitch. God even crying she still looks beautiful.

"What's wrong, teddy?" she says using the nickname she gave me when we started being friends in high school.

"I have a secret and you have to understand that once I tell you I have to go back home, to be away from you" I tell her looking straight at her eyes. She nods and motion me to continue. I take a deep breath. It's now or never, says my inner voice.

"I love you, bear. I've always loved you and that's why I can't stand it no more. My heart is breaking a lot more than before. I can't stand there with a plastic smile in my face knowing that the love of my life is marrying someone else." I say more tears falling down. She doesn't say anything, she just stays there looking at me. I stand up and give her the matching ring she bought for us years ago.

"I wish you the best in your life and know that you will always have a place in my heart. Go and be happy don't let me ruin your day" I say for the last time. I give her a kiss on her cheek and open the door. Without looking back I leave, leaving everything inside of me in her arms. Now I will begin my life, a life without her.

AN: Okay so there it is I don't know if I might continue it make it a little 3 chapters long but for now that's all. I bet you can't guess who it's the one breaking? if 10 people guess it right I'll put the second part up tomorrow if not then you will just have to wait until the weekend. :P Toodles