I try and hide
My true nature
But I bleed inside
I couldn't make her
Change her mind
It is forsaken
To not be blind
The truth be taken
And twisted so
It has no meaning
It shapes a knife
And so I'm bleeding
Rules of honor
Now discard
Modest meanings
Don't regard
What did happen
Silent hate
That you don't know
And try to make
The best of all
And every thing
But you do show
Your cruelty.


9/25/02