Broken Mind, Broken Past, Broken Heart
What were to happen if you were to wake up in a mental hospital and be told that all you have believed in was a lie? What if every memory was a lie? Every touch was false? Even who you were yourself was not you real identity? Read to find out!
Rated M for Mature
AN: Hi! This is my first Fan Fic and it has been itching at me for a awhile to write it. I hope you enjoy this psychological thriller inspired by my okasa (mother) who works with this everyday, and has been my own fear for a long time. So to face it, I present this story to u. Thank you. Please review if it is good!
Chapter 1: The Beginning, The Surprise
"Oh God….Can this day be anymore beautiful?" Usagi whispered into warm morning sunlight. The cool breeze tousled through her long golden locks, floating them gently to her lover's bedside from whence she was perched on the balcony taking in deep cool breaths to greet the day. Her gentle blue eyes looked to the deep pink and orange sky where gray clouds skimmed and if to show the difference between the strong light to the gentle darkness. As the orange sun began to rise it sent a glow against her soft porcelain skin and sent a sparkle onto her beautiful golden band, her wedding ring. 'So…' Usagi thought 'This is peace…Beautiful, calm, peace.'. Rini had left the past and returned to Usagi's future self Neo-Queen Serenity and her future lover's self Neo-King Endymion. Usagi thought about how much she already missed the brat since Rini had left a month ago, eight years after the final battle with Galaxia. The little Brat smiled her kawaii smile and her bright red eyes as she left with her bouncy pink hair flowing behind her. It took all of Usagi's strength not to grab onto her, to never let go, and let her future child return to whence she came. 'But I will see her soon…' Usagi thought as she smiled and patted her abdomen. 'As soon as Momo-chan and I are ready, Rini will come back and I will see her grow.'. There has been no more battles, so it came naturally for the truth about the Sailor Scouts to become ledgens in people's minds, and until Crystal Tokyo became a reality so shall it stay that way. All the scouts were still as close as ever and kept in contact through thick and thin, but also continued something so much more important. They began to have their own lives without the pressure or being a Sailor Scout.
Rei, soon after her grandfather's death, did indeed become the high priestess of her temple. She has enjoyed being such so much that she has even opened her own school to raise other priests and priestesses to carry on her legacy and so the ancient traditions could never be forgotten. She is still stubborn about not falling victim to a man's charm.
Mako-chan, opened up her own business too in time. She opened up her own flower shop and bakery, combined, to where her customers could eat outside in her beautiful garden yet buy her goods inside. She is still looking for a man to whom she could share her life with, but so far she is getting along fine without one, so far.
Ami after graduating from collage at the youngest age of 22 has earned her masters degree in medicine and, thanks to her mother's contributes, opened up her own small emergency hospital way up in the mountains by a smooth glassy lake. Ami had created a hypothesis, that has proven to be true so far, that if a seriously ill patient were to have a beautiful secluded area that was more like home then they would heal faster and better. Ami, not having time for a man, is still single despite her pushy friends trying to set her up with a date. But what has surprised everyone is Ami adopting a child, a little girl to be more precise, whom she has lovingly named Annabell Spring.
Minako-chan became a star in her own time after moving to New York and acting on Broadway under her stage name Mina Heart, which she replies, is easier for Americans to say than her real name. After acting for a year she was found by a singing agent who fell in love with her voice and got her to sign a singing contract. Minako-chan has created two albums, which were major hits as soon as they hit the stores. She combined in her albums her languages and sings about her secret love and life. Minako insisted on living in Tokyo but when purposed for a world tour, Minako-chan took all of her friends for a couple of months before they had to return back to their own lives. She now lives in a grand condo in Tokyo with Artemis, who is now in complete heaven with Luna by his side.
Luna and Artemis live between houses now of Usagi's and Minako's unable to be apart but mainly spend their times outdoors in parks and the woods or what not. Having love and planing out the kinks of Crystal Tokyo.
Hotaru, now eighteen, is now going to a near by collage near her adopted parents Haruka-papa, Michiru-mama, and Setsunsa. She's studying psychology and the history of mankind , and she can't decide which she be her major. If she dose psychology she will be a psychotherapist who helps mentally ill patients with history of child abuse, but if she chooses history, she will be an archeologist, studying the dead language and try to bring light into the gaps of the world called the dark ages. Either one would be good for her. Even though she misses her little friend, she is happily dating a boy who is from her psychology class.
Haruka and Michiru are now retired from their careers at the age of twenty-five and twenty-six. They live together happily as a couple sharing their country home with Setsuna. Sometimes Haruka and Michiru go to perform at charity events but that's about it for their jobs. With plenty of money, there was no need to worry about the future and so they finally adopted…their own dogs named Wind and River after Hotaru went to collage when they agreed that raising Hotaru had been enough for having their own kids.
Setsuna continued to quit her job as a school nurse once Hotaru and Rini left but continued to work at a planetarium, studying the stars and planets making sure everything was all right and looking out for any future enemies in case of sudden attacks. Remaining single at the age of twenty-eight, she has found that her only true love was to work with the stars and no one could or should interfere with that. Once being the guardian of time working alone for so many years, she now found it to be a nice change to work with other people.
As for Usagi and Momoru, Usagi moved in when she turned seventeen and Momoru was twenty and so they went to collage together. Being peers by day and lovers at night. Usagi's family never found out about her being a sailor scout but approved of Momoru to be Usagi's future husband. Once the day of Crystal Tokyo came, their own memories of Usagi would be erased as if she never existed. Usagi was sad about this but she knew that it was for the best since their minds wouldn't even begin to comprehend the fact or the danger they would be put in when they found out who she was. So in what time they had left Usagi did all that she could to keep her family happy. So as Momoru graduated collage by the time Usagi graduated the standard collage course, and with six years of medicine under his belt he opened up his own practice working in a hospital and referring recuperating patients to Ami. As for Usagi, she found her passion in fashion designing and now had her own clothes line, so she did not become a housewife when she married at the age of twenty-one with Momoru at the age of twenty-four. Their official marriage was held in Elysion with Helios to marry them, while their "normal" wedding was held in a church in Tokyo where all friends and family and friends were invited such as Molly and Usagi's family. Now they have been happily married for a year but moved to a larger condo, which has two offices one for each business, a large kitchen, two bedrooms (one for Rini when she was born), living room and beautiful balcony. They'd been living in this condo for over five months and have not had one problem in their marriage and with their jobs so flexible they got to see each other whenever they want 24/7 .
'So this was true happiness. For everyone. For ourselves…'
"Happy Birthday Usako." A strong masculine voice whispered so lovingly in her ear, wrapping his arms around her small waist. "Mmm, Morning Momo-chan, and thank you." Usagi replied giggling, his voice always sent shivers down her spine. She turned around to find her husband staring down adoringly at her with his storm blue eyes and midnight hair against his slightly tanned face, which was strongly chiseled. His hard naked chest was a great deal of comfort as Usagi laid her head against it and inhaled his sent deeply. He smelled of gentle pine from the forest and he didn't look a day older than from the day they meet. He smiled as he nuzzled his nose into her soft locks, "My little bunny 24 today, wow! Your growing up right in front of my eyes!" "Stop teasing me Momo-chan!" Usagi giggled as she playfully punched Momoru's chest. " I'm an adult now! So you should treat me as such!" "Oh REALLY?" "Really!" "Well then its time to give you an early birthday present!" Momoru said as he whisked her of her feet and blew a raspberry in her neck as Usagi screamed in delight. Then he carried Usagi off into the bedroom where they made long gentle love into the afternoon.
"Mmm. That was good Momo-chan." Usagi sighed as she snuggled up to a sweaty Momoru "I'll tell you what I'll never get tired of this! It gets better everytime." Momoru chuckled at this, "Well I'm glad you like your present." "Mmmm? Oh yes I did. How about a rebound?" Usagi said as she rolled over on top of him. Momoru laughed, not surprised by her actions. "Ugh! Usako! I swear you will kill me one day!" "Oh what a punishment!" Usagi whispered into his ear seductively. "To die by sex, wow, that is such a punishment." "Only if it's in the legs of my love I don't care." Momoru replied. "Oh You!" Usagi said as she playfully punched him as she hopped off but was soon grabbed by Momoru around the waist as a small growl escaped his lips and a squeak and giggle escaped from hers.
"Momo-chan?" "Hmm?" "Can we just cancel the party tonight the one with all of my friends? We can have it another day." "Usako…Do you really think everyone will stand for that?" Usagi laughed, "Probably not and they would barge in here anyway." They laid side by side for a while, enjoying one another's company before Usagi whispered "I am so lucky. I have everything I could possibly want, I hope it stays like this forever." "Me too Usako. Me too." "I love you Momoru. I love you so much I hope you know that.", Momaru smiled. "Yes Usako I do. I love you to very much too. I love you with all my heart and soul." For a while they stayed like this before Usagi replied "Well I'm going to get ready for the party tonight." She said as she hopped out of bed and started walking nude towards the bathroom. "Hey!" Momoru yelled, Usagi turned around with a smile, her hair flowing behind her like a veil. "I thought you wanted a quickie." Usagi smiled another seductive smile, "Who said I didn't?" As she indicated for him to follow with her index finger. Momoru smiled and jumped out of bed and chased her into the shower where they stayed in until the hot water ran out on their red skin.
The party of which everyone was to attend to was Usagi's twenty-fourth birthday, and it was to be held at her home in a formal style. The velvet black of night was hanging over Tokyo as tiny diamonds shined there light against it casting a romantic atmosphere against the condo. A fancy dinner was prepare as the white condo was bathed in the golden glow of candlelight. Glasses of champagne were all around as rose petals were scattered everywhere, on the beds, the couches, tables, and seats, all a dark red contras to the pure white. Usaig stood in front of her full length golden mirror in the living room checking her reflection one last time. Usagi stood there wearing a black off the shoulder dress with long sleeves with her hair in their usual odangos (sp?). The dress fluffed out gently at the waist causing the skirt to come at a bell shape with the length coming down to mid calf reveling comfortable looking high heels. Her make up was perfect and as she looked into the mirror she smiled to herself. "I'm looking good tonight!" She replied as she touched the glass of the mirror. Then all of a sudden she got a jolt and a vision.
She was in a white brick room. Ugly and cold with a pale green light shining on the linoleum floors. She was staring into a small steal mirror on a small table seeing a small girl with a round face, brown hair and round tiered looking brown eyes with dark circles under them. She was wearing a white patient's gown sitting on a white metal bed smiling at her reflection. Then the face turned from happiness into horror as she opened her mouth to scream, just like Usagi was doing. The girl she was looking at was her.
AN: Well watcha think? I'll write the next chapter soon! I'm going to give ya a break and post the next chapter but next time I would like at least 5 reviews OK? I might add the Starlights in here but I don't know. No this is not like The Forgotten, no I am not copying any other story. Also I do not own SM yada yada yada! I love ya all and thanks for reading! I really appreciate it!
P.S. Here are the Ages of the characters and there careers (Just a recap!):
Usagi: Age- 24Career- Fashion Designer/Owner Her clothes line is called Sweet Serenity
Rini:Age- 16Career- High School: Junior Won't be in this story much sorry but is finally a scout of her own with her own sailor team in the future from the Sailor Asteroids Sailor Ceres, Pallas, Juno, and Vesta. (Read the manga version to know what I am talking about.)
Momoru:Age- 27Career- Doctor Works with unsolved medical mysteries in the hospital and runs his own division with staff and all.
Ami:Age- 24Career- Emergency Doctor/Therapeutic Runs her own Hospital and practice called Healing Spring. She meet her adoptive daughter through there when Annabell's parents died, thus taking her into her own care.
Rei:Age- 24Career- Priestess/Teacher Although it grieved her when her Grandfather died, she kept her promise by keeping the traditions alive. She also feels the need for secrecy about love because she doesn't want to get hurt again.
Mako-chan:Age-24Career- Business Woman (Flower shop/Bakery) Her shop is called The Rose Garden Where she sells her roses for planting and continues to share her cooking while she lives in the second floor of her store. She doesn't believe in being a weak woman so she continues in martial arts.
Minako-chan:Age-24Career- Actress/Singer/Model She's finally living her dream under her stage name Mina Heart, but having a little infatuation with her agent but usually keeps out of the press.
Haruka: Age- 26 Career- Racer (Cars/Running Marathons) Not running from her past anymore she has finally found peace with the one she loves.
Michiru: Age- 25 Career- Violinist/Artist Living with her lover she can now paint and play music to her hearts content. She paints under the name Marine Blue.
Setsuna- Age- 28Career- Scientist Oldest of the Sailor Scouts, Setsuna watches out for everyone and is glad to finally live a life of her own instead of watching it
Hotaru- Age- 18 Career- Student (Psychology/Ancient History/Language) Not alone and finally accepted she is more complete with family, friends, and love.