If Only He Knew

by international-wanderer

"if only he knew that in the end, after all the villains are gone and all is said and done...we would still manage to have a Happy Ever After...just not together" A series of short entries made by Bella in her journal shortly after Edward left her. watch how she falls only to gather herself and get back up stronger than ever.(first time writing something like this..give me a try?)

1. Chapter 1

"if only he knew-ch1" I own nothing except the characters I make up, other than that everything belongs to
Stephanie

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"If only he knew that in the song "Sticks and Stones" they were wrong, words really will hurt me..."

You would be amazed what people will tell you and how different people will act once they learn you were suicidal for a few months. It's amazing how many "You were too good for him" and "Everything happens for a reason" you get, how many times people will come and talk to you, acting as if they're trying to lend you a shoulder when in reality—all they want to know about is him, it's always been about him.

High School has its up's but I feel like I've always been down. Maybe it's because of the dreadful weather that Forks is known for, or maybe it's because I've never been a real "uppity" person. Renee—my mother was the sun, bright and warm and free—while my dad and I were the Moon, silent, alone, and sturdy. So it causes me to ask myself..What about me drew him in?

And why why why did it never occur to me to shut him out?