"Everyday being with the one I most desire."

Seeing his smile and hearing his laughter,
wishing that I'll be with him from here on after.

"Everyday ashamed of myself for being such a liar."

Not showing my feelings and letting them be,
having to deal with the pain of not letting them free.

"Everyday seeing his dream coming true."

Knowing that when it does there will be no need for me then,
our so called friendship coming closer to the end.

"Everyday my eyes seeing an ocean of blue."

Tears traveling from these eyes to my chin,
always asking God, "Why did it have to be him?".

"Everyday wanting to say those three little words."

To tell him what has been eating at my soul for years,
the cause for suffering, and shedding all those tears.

"Everyday, that's all I want to do...
Spend everyday hearing an "I love you too."