I wrote a little one-shot/drabble dedicated to our favorite little blonde as a birthday present! I hope you all like it though. It may make no sense at all, but when do I ever make sense? Sorry that it's so short! Enjoy!

Warning: Shonen-ai

Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto.

Catch Me

Falling.

That's what it's like.

It's like falling. Everytime I think I am getting a little more attention and people like me a little more, my hopes will get crushed with one cruel word. And that feels like I'm falling.

I'm falling into myself.

I can see how much I've done to try and make them accept me, but all my efforts seem to be in vain. They don't want to accept me, I'm the monster. They all hate me, they don't want me near them, they want me dead.

Sometimes though… I'm caught.

Someone will catch me.

When I'm at the lowest of my lows he'll make me angry and I'll want to challenge him and prove him wrong. I can't let him be better than me, I would be a waste of his time if I wasn't even close to being at his level. I have to stay with him, so he'll never leave me. I don't want to be left behind.

So I train. I train hard, because I want to stay close to him. I want him to smile at me. I want him to be near me. I want him to care about me like I do to him.

I want him to love me…

-Two Years Later-

You left me…

You left everyone.

Why?

I hate you.

I can't believe you'd leave me so suddenly.

I loved you!

And now you are gone.

I have to wonder.

Did you ever feel a thing?

When you saved me from Haku's attack was it just because I was your teammate or did you care?

I want to believe it was because you cared…

But I can't.

Because you left me.

I can't believe you're gone.

But what I can't believe even more is…

That I still love you.

-Two Years and Eight Months later-

I got him to come back.

That must mean he cares somewhat.

Right?

Or is it just wishful thinking?

I don't know.

But I wish it were out of love.

I want him to love me.

Everyone is mad at him, but not me.

I just wanted to see Sasuke come back.

Is it wrong to love someone who has hurt you so much? Am I wrong? Is what I feel even really love?

I heard though once.

That the ones who love you the most, also hurt you the most. If that is true than Sasuke must really love me. I wonder if I hurt him too. But when could I have ever hurt him? I always try so hard for him. I work so hard to make him like me and be worthy of him. Yet it never seems to be enough.

Someday I'll tell you Sasuke.

I'll say I love you.

And I'll here you say…

I love you too.

Because I know that whenever I fall.

You'll always be there…

To catch me.

The End

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