Sometimes he became a little

breathless,

in the chaos of the

world.

It would be so easy

to be

forgotten, lost, like so many.

All they saw

as they walked past

was the appearance.

Who had looked beyond that?

One, of course,

but her people saw him as

too young

when his people saw

him as

too old.

What if he began this,

and lost everything?

If he lived not,

he would never see her

again.

Yet if he refused help

that was not looked for,

there would be no world

for the two of them.

If he perished in the game

of lives

would he drop from

history?

But no-

he would gladly give his

life,

he would brave anything

for this quest.

Two gone already,

two of great repute, fallen.

What if-

no.

But what if-

face that when

the time comes.

And no,

it wasn't his fault,

not either time.

No time to dwell

on the if's.

Of course, what quest

have you?

No ring to bear,

no bearer to bear either.

Oh, but what will

Denethor say?

How he loved his

eldest.

And you must find the hobbits,

poor innocents.

Do not let them die

(or worse, but think not

of that)

Ah, perhaps it is

his turn to

die?

The protector who could

not protect.

A dark night in

the Hornburg,

and a bleak one indeed.

The devices of the

enemy, how fell,

and unknown.

The hours of the night are long

when fighting

host upon host.

Numbers innumerable,

one dead replaced by two

more.

Exhausted, so

exhausted.

Yet it approaches, the dawn.

Yet he is old, and maybe

should just give

in.

Oh see, the King shall

ride,

well, perhaps the

protector has found one to

protect again.

Ride forth! Ride for survival

if naught else.

These paths are black,

he knows what

they mean.

But there must be

simpler ways, no?

Can the path

he is to walk

never be easy?

Must be always be

strong?

Yes.

And he can,

he is sure in himself.

But maybe

not, what if he is weak?

Just for once?

No, he cannot be weak

having his darling's standard.

It would do her

dishonor.

That would

not do,

no.

He would be

strong, for love.

True love is only a fantasy,

says his mind,

yet it was never true love.

It was more.

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