Am I Too Fat?
I weigh 156lbs maybe more
I'm 12 turning 13
I'm double side towards my family and friends.
To my friends I'm funny
To my Family I'm smart and that's all to it.
I think I'm suicidal
I think I have no but
I think I'm fat
My friend says I'm pretty and ask always," Have you lost weight?'
That's right forget about my published poetry.
That's right forget about my books as well.
All anyone thinks of is vanity.
Though they say they are not.
When I eat my parents stay happy.
When I read my parents stay happy.
When I started going for walks the yelling started.
Then when my eating started stillness renews.
So what should I do?
Am I Too Fat?