Addictions

AU: They aren't monsters but humans living in a normal world.

Rated M for Mature Content

Inspired by a true events but with the ending I wish the person was given...

Story Song: Kingdom of Welcome Addiction

Pairing: Mettaton/Papyrus, Mettaton/OC

Starts as Papyton but it ends with Mettaton/OC

Honestly this will be an emotional rollercoaster full of hurt, fucked up decisions, self-harm, flash backs, Mentions of suicidal thoughts, but there will also be happiness, pure unadulterated happiness, true love, marriage and so much more. If you are not prepared you may wanna get prepared because here….we…GO!

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Promise me. Promise you will always love me. Promise me you'll never leave me alone.

I promise.

It had been a long four months leading up to this weekend; I had spent so long waiting to go to my very first con and I honestly didn't give a damn what Papyrus was doing. We had spent so long fighting with each other and barely talking that I had really thought that he didn't want to be with me anymore. As far as I knew we weren't together; the last text I received was 'Whatever Mettaton that's bull shit but whatever. You will do whatever you want anyway so go have a fantastic time!'

"Hey Metta you okay?" my friend, Lauren, asked pulling up to the convention center. I nod, wiping the tears from my face, "I'm good darling! Just had another bad fight with Papyrus that's all and I don't think we are together anymore due to the fact that I haven't heard from him in a month." I had decided that morning that I would not give Papyrus any thought until the weekend was over. "Well get ready to have the best first con ever! We look great! And we are gonna have a great time!" Lauren grins, grabbing her hat from the back as I grab my prop and getting out of the car simultaneously.

Lauren had decided to cosplay as Numba 5 from Code Name Kids Next Door and I, being the fabulous man I am, managed to pull off Juuzou Suzuya from Tokyo Ghoul. I adjusted my wig and the hair pins before attaching the suspenders and adjusting my shirt that hid all of the plastic knives from viewing. The sharpie that marked the stitches he had were finally dried and I was cosplay ready.

When I walked in, I was escorted to the weapon table to have the knives individually tagged proving they were fake. 'Tch that was unnecessary but whatever.' I think to myself as I rejoin Lauren, walking around and enjoying all the cosplayers I met. "Oh my god! It's Juuzou!" I heard someone squeal and next thing I knew I was being pummeled by a girl in cat ears. "Ouch! Fuck that hurt!" I holler out, feeling knives press into my body at all angles. "I'm so sorry! I got a little over excited over seeing your kick ass cosplay!" I chuckle slightly, trying re adjust my shirt to lay more comfortably, "It's okay darling, everyone naturally gets a little overexcited when they see me in a room!" I give the girl my charming smile with the wink causing a blush to appear as her rather tall and handsome friend laughed loudly.

"Oh I just realized we didn't introduce ourselves politely; I'm Sam, cosplaying as a Neko-Ciel Phantomhive." Sam held out her hand for Lauren and I to shake, while the young man looked nervous as he looked at us. "I'm Adrian, cosplaying as Tsukiyama Shuu. It's nice to meet you both." I shook his hand lightly but it would seem he had other intentions; he lifted my hand and placed a small kiss on my knuckles causing me to blush slightly. When he did the same for Lauren, it stung but I could not understand why for the life of me. 'Oh...Papy...' I thought to myself as I looked around the complex while lost in thought.

We fought a lot of course, but Papyrus was the first person to accept me for the person I was not the person everyone 'knew'. Papyrus was the first man I ever fell in love with, but it was so very real not the love I thought I had with my abusive ex. He helped me through all the hard times; the self harming, the voices, the depression, the anxiety and so much more. He was the man that wiped my tears away as he shed his own, he was the man that made my little world brighter in a way. I soon realized a hand on my shoulder and my name being called, "Huh?" "Metta you were zoning out again, you okay?" Lauren asked gently, making sure to keep her hold on my arm in case I need it. I laugh, "Of course darling! I was just admiring all the lovely cosplays around us!"

Everyone looked at me skeptically before laughing as I tried my best to chase down the guy dressed as Grell Sutcliff from Black Butler. I was successful to say the very least as we took a selfie, "Thank you so much Grell darling~!" He giggled before teasing my wig, "Anytime darling~!" Blowing me a kiss and a wink, he sauntered off to his little group not too far from us. "Not bad Mettaton, not bad at all." Sam whistled, resting her arm on my shoulder. Adrian smiled, adjusting his kagune prop around his arm before pulling out the schedule, "So there is a panel coming up in the next twenty minutes, would you both like to join us?" I looked to Lauren, who was looking worriedly down at her phone; "Darling is everything alright?" I ask quietly,

"Daniel hasn't texted me yet today, I'm just worried about him is all." She answered quickly. Something was up but I didn't want to push it in front of all these people, especially two people we only met today; "Do you want to get home and make sure he is there? Or maybe try calling Andy?" I suggested; Daniel was more important than the con at this moment in time. She smiled, "I'll call Andy real quick and if Daniel is home we will go with Adrian and Sam but if not, yes I'd like to get home."

I agreed and went to talk it over with Adrian and Sam; they agreed that if something was up that we should make sure he is safe. Lauren paced back and forth as the phone sat next to her ear, her nails being chewed on out of worry. After ten minutes of calling, Andy had finally answered the call and Lauren had lost all patience with him. I giggled as she ranted and yelled but was relieved to hear that Daniel had only left his phone at work and that was why he wasn't responding to her and he thought she was at work, so he didn't call so as to not bother her. They had their moments, but Daniel was good for Lauren and vice versa. "All good darling?"

Lauren laughed, pocketing her phone, "Yes, the silly man forgot his phone at work. So what panel are we going to?" Laughter filled our little group as we walked to the line forming in the hall in front of room B on the ground floor. The rest of our day and night was a pleasant one and filled with pictures, pocky, and so much more; but time seemed to be our enemy and it was soon midnight and Lauren had to work that morning. As we all had spent the day together, Adrian and I just seemed to click.

We shared similar interests and were the same age, he is currently a college student and works at Food Lion. I only worked for Wawa but I worked hard and long weeks so I understood completely, despite the sweat and dreadful uniforms and shitty people. But as we walked down the concourse, I let my fingers intertwine with his while his kagune hid our hands. He looked down to me and smiled as we walked out into the parking lot; "If you don't mind my asking Lauren, would you permit me to pick Mettaton up tomorrow morning for con? That is if Mettaton will permit me too as well." I smiled and looked to Lauren; she looked skeptical but replied, "I do not mind but I require you both to text me when you pick him up and when Mettaton gets into the car. I'm trusting you but not blindly; I'm off at two so I'll here around four or five. Deal?"

Adrian nodded before looking to me, "Mettaton will you allow me to pick you up in the morning?" I blush slightly, "Yes Adrian, you may pick me up in the morning. Let me give you my number darling." We exchanged numbers around the four of us before going our separate ways for the night. The drive home was nice and quiet while I drove and Lauren texted our boss. I had taken my wig off and allowed my long black hair to fall out and down covering my one bad eye. The damaged one, the only flaw I had.

I heard my phone going off but Lauren held it while I drove so I would not get distracted, "Darling will you turn my phone off? I'm having trouble focusing on what I'm doing." She nodded sleepily, turning it off before falling asleep again; I smiled as I made my way towards her house. As I pulled up, Daniel was sitting on the front porch waiting with Teddy, their puppy.

"Hey Mettaton! Lauren fell asleep huh?" Daniel opened the passenger door and picked Lauren up gently while I gave Teddy all the attention he wanted from us. "Yes darling she did, she and I had a wild day today!" I laugh as I grab her bag and mine from the back seats and head inside to change.

"I'm sure but she is going to hate life when she wakes up in the morning." Daniel commented as he laid her on the couch while their other roommate, Gaster, sat quietly in the chair while reading his book. "Hello my friend, how are you?" I ask quietly as I set Lauren's bag on the inn table. "I'm o-o-o-o-okay, h-how are y-y-y-you?" Gaster stutters quietly.

"I'm okay a little hot but okay." I reply as I take off my costume and fold it all up before placing into my back pack. I slid into a bright pink tank top and a new pair of black skinny jeans. Daniel came back into the living room holding a bottle of Mt. Dew out to me, "Thank you darling! I"m parched!" I kissed his cheek fondly before taking a sip and placing it on the table next to my bag.

Daniel laughed, "Get home safe Metta, let us know when you get there safely." I tie my knee high boots on securely and nod, "I will don't worry Danny boy!" He scowls before picking Lauren back up, "Good night silly man." I smile slinging the bag across my chest and grabbing the skateboard sitting in the corner of the shoe room, "Good night handsome!"

I slid ear buds into my ears and turned my Ipod on shuffle before pushing off into traffic while soft music played into the quiet night.

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I quietly slipped into my house, trying not to wake my parents up as I calmed my breathing down. It was well past three in the morning and if I was to get caught, all hell would break loose. My dog came prancing into the living room, tail wagging like crazy while I set the board next to the shoe rack.

"Hey there handsome, how's my favorite puppy doing tonight?" I coo quietly, as I walk up the stairs. He barked super soft like I'd taught him as I opened my door and allowed him in. After locking the door, my clothes came off leaving me in only my pink thong. I shivered as I brushed my teeth and gave my pup his nightly chew that cleaned his teeth and gums.

I brushed my hair next while singing quietly, "Come here Rin, time to brush darling." He sat obediently as I ran his brush through his fur, humming quietly as I did so. Every night was the same for us; teeth, brush, medicine, and music as we slept. Rin was the thing that made my day a little brighter as we spent so much time together between work and being out with my friends.

Rin licked my hand as I spaced out bringing me back to our world, "Don't worry sweetie, I haven't forgotten you." I fed him his vitamin from the counter while I grabbed my anti-depressant, "We will make it honey I promise." I smile as he rubs up my thigh and I rub behind his ears; next was his favorite part of the night. He ran up and hopped into bed, taking his place at the head of my bed laying his head facing my door.

I put my pillow against his stomach and ribs and turn off the light as I settled under the covers, "Which playlist tonight Rin? Four or Five?" I taught Rin yes and no responses as well tapping numbers; he tapped my hand four times.

I smiled putting on the music on low before snuggling into the pillow before putting my hand on his paw. Rin licked my hand, both of us falling into a steady sleep.

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Hi guys! New one and I realize Mettaton is slightly ooc but he is a teenager, well before he becomes famous. So he will slowly develop into the shinning star we know! I swear!