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Chapter 1: My Loving Wolf
We gazed up at the moonless night sky. It was filled with thousands of twinkling white and gold stars and I was finally, perfectly content with myself.
He laid next to me on the cool grass upon a hill in the middle of nowhere. Our little piece of heaven. Which reminds me of another place, in another time. A meadow, out there somewhere this very instance but I was not about to think about it. I was finally at peace.
Jacob's light breathing was all I could here as we stared up at the sky. He reached over and held my hand in his own. Jacob sighed and gave my hand a light squeeze. Maybe this was the real path my life was supposed to take. I looked over at him and noticed he had been staring at me. I blushed and he just grinned.
"Bella, I love you so much." I blushed deeper and he lightly chuckled, then pulled me closer to him, and gently kissed my forehead.
"I'll never get tired of your blushing."
"Me? Blushing? Yeah right." I smiled. He pulled me in tighter and his lips brushed against my own causing them to part. Seconds ticked by, then minutes, and we laid there in the grass, showing our affection.
His eyes sparkled as he finally pulled himself away from me hesitantly, and took three deep breaths. I gasped for air and he smiled. I felt my cheeks turn hot and his smile widened. He brushed the hair off my face that fell in my eyes by the wind and he sighed again. I bent over and gave him a quick kiss. "I love you too Jacob."
He grinned and we both turned to look back up at the sky. His arm wrapped around me and I laid my head on his chest. It was so warm but on a cold night like this I didn't mind. Even though it was night, I still had my sun. "Look Bella, look!"
"What?" Jacob pointed up at the sky and my eyes followed in the direction he pointed. A shooting star went zooming past in the darkness. Everything lit up and my eyes widened. My mouth fell upon as I watched the colors shoot across the sky.
"Make a wish Love." Love? I can't remember any other times Jacob called me that. Someone else called me that. But who? . . . . . Edward. It had been one year since he left me and the hole in my heart was slowly filled by Jacob, my personal sun. Day by day me and Jacob got closer and now he was my boyfriend. More than that really. He was my everything.
The wolves killed Victoria without a problem and me and him have been so happy together. Maybe the hole wasn't completely filled, though. I felt like I was collapsing in on myself. Edward never loved me. I felt the tears streaming down my face. "Bella, honey, what's wrong?"
"Nothing." I said as I averted my eyes.
"What did you wish for?" Technically I think I might have accidentally wished for Edward.
"For me and you to live happily ever after." I forged a smile. Was it so bad to lie if it might be for the best? He kissed me again, but it was much more passionate, needy, and I held him so tightly I felt like he would crumble from my death grip.
He easily picked me up off the ground from his side and placed me on his chest. The moment seemed to last forever and because there was no need to be cautious (He wasn't thirsty for my blood) we took advantage of every second. The heat was radiating off me through my core and it wasn't all thanks to Jacob's above normal temperature.
He pulled away from me hesitantly again and took a deep breath. I started panting trying to fill my lungs with air. He laughed and grinned again and I playfully punched his arm as he got up and set me down on my feet. "The sun will be rising soon and I should get you home before Charlie wakes up and finds you not there." Did time really go by that fast?
"Do we have too?" I said with a frown.
"Yes Bella." He said smiling.
"Always the mature one, huh?" We both laughed.
"I'm gonna change now, so either you can turn around, . . . or if you want I don't care if you watch." He said with a mischievous smile.
He started taking off his pants and I gulped. My cheeks became hot again and his smile widened, if that was even possible. I turned around and heard him sigh. Then the ground shook a little and he came from behind me and nudged my side. I turned around to face the huge russet colored wolf that's head was a few inches towering over me.
If he was standing on his hind legs he would be a good 6 feet taller than me but I didn't want to think about it. I couldn't help but stare in amazement as his reddish-brown long fur shined from the starlight. He was very majestic and I could almost see the magic coming from him.
I couldn't help but chuckle when he looked up at me with his dark eyes and tilted his head a little to the side. One ear was upright, and the other massive ear bent in the middle and flopped downward.
A big goofy grin appeared and I saw all his giant white fangs. His tongue stuck out on the side and he put his head right up by my face, about an inch away, and licked me. "Ugh! Jacob, don't do that it's disgusting. I can barely stand your kisses when your actually a person!" I laughed and deep rumbling came from inside his chest.
He took a few steps back and laid down on the ground. He still stared directly in my eyes as he tilted his gigantic head again, as if asking "You wanna ride?" I walked over to his side and jumped on his back. I grabbed his long fur around his neck and I hung on for dear life as he began to run.
It felt more like gliding and I couldn't even tell if his feet touched the ground. I saw flashes of green on each side of me. I couldn't make out the trees, I only saw colors, as we jetted past the forest walls. The sent of pine trees and everything in the forest was prominent. Maybe it was just Jacob's wonderful scent.
The wind crashed into me and threw my hair back and it almost felt like when me and Jacob rode our motorcycles together. I used to ride just so I could hear Edward's voice. . . . but now I do it because I feel the freedom that comes with it. The air whizzing past. The sounds all blur together. I control where I go and how fast I go. Unlike the rusty old hunk of metal that can't make it over 100, let alone 70.
I have come to appreciate the speed. Life has had new meaning ever since he left and I have a new found appreciation for dangerous activities. What really shocked me is that I enjoy them.
I was snapped back to reality when Jacob slowed down to a trot as we neared the end of the forest wall and I saw my house behind the remaining trees. He sat down and I did a backwards somersault onto the ground. "Ow!" My head was spinning.
Jacob quickly changed (Became human and put on his pants) and was over at my side in a flash. He was laughing as I glared up at him. He finally stopped laughing and had a huge stupid grin on his face as he helped me up on my feet. "Sorry." He said as he brushed off my shoulders and my back. Twigs and dirt fell off me.
"Well this doesn't look conspicuous." I said sarcastically. He lightly laughed as he pulled out twigs from my hair. When he finished he just grinned at me some more and I couldn't help but smile back as he walked me up to my house. He held out his hands and I walked into them.
He securely wrapped his arms around me and jumped up through the open window. Then he laid me on my bed and kissed my forehead before tucking me in. "I'll see you tomorrow Bells."
"Anything exciting planned?"
"I'm working on a new project of mine. I hope you don't mind watching me fix up another beaten old truck like the good old days. Then we can go see a movie."
"Sounds good." I smiled. Watching Jacob fix cars in his garage was always fun to me. He made anything fun. Sleep deprivation finally began to sink in as my eyelids slowly started to close.
"Great. I'll see you around noon, so get your sleep Bells." I smiled and I think I tried to nod but my eyelids finally won out and I closed my eyes. I felt a light pressure on my lips, which was probably Jacob giving me a goodnight kiss. This was the best summer of my life and only a month left before school started again, I thought. A few minutes passed and then I was whisked away by my dreams.