Dance of Lies? Love? Or Lust?
Summary: Nagisa is a prostitute. Her Mother and Father divorced, and Hiromi later got another man. Takaoka was a very abusive step father Even Hiromi is abusing her. Since she cannot remove it, she thought to get used to it. Nagisa does not believe in love. But Karma will prove, her body is not the only that is appealing to man. (Not related to the anime/manga plotline )
WARNING. DONT LIKE, DONT READ. THIS IS A VERY TERRIBLE STORY. DO NOT REPORT ME.
I have been onto WILD Nagisa lately~ XDDD
It's rated M, so i dont think i'm breaking any rules.
ENGLISH SUCKS, BARE WITH IT. Thank you.
Nagisa's parents loved eachother so dearly.
Nagisa is a fan of love stories. Wanting to have some in future...
Until she was 6years old.
'Mama, and papa...stopped loving eachother.'
Nagisa as 14 years old.
"please stop-" she's being crushed at the bed of her room with a man named Takaoka doing something at her. Or let's say, he's already inside her."Nnnh!" only he got cruel to the little girl. The man had no mercy at her fragile and small body. "Kikiki! Shh," he kept moving roughly that Nagisa's shedding tears. "Don't be noisy. Or..." Takaoka licked his lips. "Your mommy will heard your relationship with step daddy!" he whispered at the poor girl-whose body already breaking from the abuse.
"Aaaah!" by the warnings not to make noise, Nagisa couldnt control the escape of moans and pains, Takaoka is heavy,big and squeeshing her. The bed support might actually broke.
The house of Nagisa is just poor. It has two floors. But has 2bedrooms. One for her and one for her mom and dad. Unfortunately, Takaoka is not her dad but her step father.
Nagisa's parents are divorced, and her mom flirted again...much worst, of all people why someone sick as Takaoka?
her whimpers becoming louder, it is having bad effects to the other.
"I said be silent!" he gritted his teeth and blocks the mouth of Nagisa-while other hand supporting the bed. Humping down and down...and more deeper.
he came inside her.
Nagisa could only cry inside.
Her mom has no idea of what is happening to her. Of what her step father is doing at her.
"Good girl." Takaoka put his pants back with the belt, making his way to the door frame. "Remember, if you tell her, i'll kill you and your mom." he widen his evil grin, "or i'll just kill your mom and have you myself."
Exhausted at the activity, Nagisa suddenly panicks when he said he wont kill her with her mom.
Pleased by the horror traced at her face.
"You understand dont you?" Nagisa could only do a weak nod before collapsing at her messy bed. "Daddy loves you Nagisa-kun~"
She heard him left. The door closes.
'...hahh, what love...? It doesnt exist. Lust is the only emotion at this world and nothing more.'
The day, Nagisa stopped believeing in the word 'Love'.
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16 years old Nagisa. Red checkered skirt, black high knee-socks. Daring funky black off shoulders, Red wrist band at both side. Pink ribbon at her left chest, then in twintails.
She was the most adorable girl at the stage. "Whose that cute girl?" the crowd start to gossip about her as the lights goes open and off, lots of other colorful lights playing...
Shiota Nagisa, the girl who only believe lust exist-starts to do a sexy dance.
She snaked at the pole, licking the steel as she purposely teases them to look at her legs then to her butt. Unfortunately, becuz she was teasing, they couldnt see well of her underwear.
With a blank face, she made herself performing somewhat triangle stroke at the cold pole. Her feelings were no passion. It was nothing but a hole in her.
'that's right. look at me.' men are all wolves, the other girls who were envious earlier-were now as well seemed to be turned on. She was shining in this dark place.
In this rotten place.
This sick club.
'stare at me like you want to eat me.' She approached one of the watchers down at the stage, she winked at him asking for...you know, if-you-want-me-pay-me thing. Norita Yuuji gulps, he's not ready for this yet, but...he was here!
Having resolve, he approached Nagisa and puts the money at her right knee socks.
Immediately, Nagisa stopped dancing for everyone and jumps at Yuuji to do french kiss.
Norita Yuuji, a 16 year old duffuss boy..no girlfriend since birth will finally get his virginity gone! Hooray for Yuuji!
Sadly, Nagisa had no plans for such adoration. She continously kissing the virgin boy whose already so turned on. 'Good. He's easy to please.' Sometimes making your customer hard is troublesome. All guys are easily turn on, but some of them are already too experience, and hard to satisfy the needs of know some sex maniac...Nagisa will not be surprised by that. "Come and touch me." she pulls one of Yuuji's hand to touch her butt, cuz Yuuji's been too innocent where and how he should be doing for his first time!
"Y-you sure?" Nagisa nods and made sure she whisper it so close to his ears, "You paid me. I'm yours for tonight." Yuuji shivered, "O-ok." everyone whose been watching them trying to make out, it was like a movie to them. They wanted to see more, however Nagisa pulled Yuuji to out of the crowds and find a available room for Yuuji's night with her.
Inside a small room painted with dew colors and yellow light. Yuuji sat ackwardly at the bed. Nagisa still knows what to do despite that the customer is unexperience.
"I do not want to rape you. So you got to be the one doing it at me~" leaning near Yuuji, she shows her chest on purpose temptation. "You don't want to waste it right?"
'eeehh! is that how to do it?!' Yuuji is lost, 'ive got this far! i cant turn back!' having resolve of his payment for Nagisa, Yuuji pushes Nagisa to the bed. Hovering above her, "Ok! I'll do everything i want to you! C-c-clear!?" trying to sound intemidating but fail miserably...
Nagisa is cold. But Yuuji didnt notice it. Cupping Yuuji's cheek. "Then hurry. Before morning comes." nervous and worried, Yuuji kisses Nagisa. Nagisa guided him how to properly kiss her.
He kinda suck at kissig someone.
"Mmh~" even though Yuuji is not good at this, it's Nagisa's job to make this better.
Nagisa let Yuuji decide which to strip first of her clothes. It was quite funny that the other is having problem with a simple thing.
Yuuji, our virgin boy...stared at Nagisa's cute outfit. 'damn. how true, she's so cute.' even though she has a pancake chest.
'I'll prove my friends that i'm a real man!' Without further hesitation. Yuuji duck his face to Nagisa's chest. Nagisa accepted him with open arms,Sniffing her scent and rubbing one of her chest. Nagisa helps him by touching his right hand as it moves.
"You rub it like this..." she tells him the proper way by actions. Yuuji's ears became hot.
The thought Yuuji's doing well, he was wrong. "Ow!"
"Ah! S-sorry! Did it hurt?" Yuuji's frantic apology made Nagisa gave him a forgiving smile. "No. You just rubbed it the wrong way...but it's far from killing me." she chuckled.
'for ive been endlessly abused.' Such mistake wont hurt her physically anymore. "Nagisa-chan." Yuuji felt so lame, but Nagisa's willing to guide him at the bed right?
"Yuuji-kun." this time Yuuji's tensed nerves and stress had disappear. And magically he understood how to do it.
Ohhh, how lucky Yuuji is! To be able doing such activity with the famous number one stripper Shiota Nagisa. Or his Nagisa-chan.
"Nagisa-chan, your so cute..." Yuuji blushed as Nagisa spread her legs, the underwear everybod wanted to see, is now exposed to Yuuji. She was wearing pink and white stripped panties.
"Now Yuuji-kun," touching herself to the right place, Yuuji knew what it means. "Enjoy what you paid for."
Yuuji boy had doubts if he can do it right, but he unzipped his pants anyhow. And decide's to get over with his virginity complex.
"Ok, here I go Nagisa-chan!" making his entrance...it's supposed to be normal.
'it's ok, it's ok. I can get used to it.' closing her eyes for the impact soon~
But everytime it goes inside her, she can't help but get weak at her legs.
((~"Good daughter Nagisa-kun. Daddy is very happie~ Hihi."~))
(("T-Takaoka-san-"))
(("No,no~ you call me Daddy. Cuz-*turns dark* UR DADDY IS NO LONGER HERE BUT ME! UNDERSTAND!?"))
(("Ur hurting me Takaoka-san-"))
The image of her step father violating her the very first time is replaying inside her mind.
((~"Hush, it's alright. It doesnt hurt much right?"~))
((~" aaaghhh, It's painful! pull it out! Pull it out! Mom! Mom! Help me!...*sobs* Papa? Where are you...? Help...!"~))
(("Be silent! Your mom's not here and your original dad will never be back! Now obey me! Or i'll hurt you more!"))
(("Kyaaughh!"))
Pulling out the left sanity in her. "Ahh,ahh!" Yuuji had no idea that Nagisa's moaning were not meant for pleasure...but fear.
Unaware of her tears steaming down her face, Yuuji could only pretend blind. But he was somewhat lost the mood to mess her.
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Morning came, not that there was a window. This club is actually underground. The disco is above, but the motel is here at the basement. Nagisa sat at the bed, putting back her off shoulders. The lingering touch and memory from last night is fresh despite that Yuuji-her customer is already gone home.
At the bed, Nagisa doze off to the corner of the room's wall. '...another dirty work.'
Staring at the money she got, the money was enough to buy one long bread she can eat for Breakfast,Launch and Dinner.
Life is poor eversince her mom decided to live in Takaoka at their house. Which was a big mistake. Takaoka is not only an abusive pedophile, he is also a gambler. Meanwhile Hiromi's sick in the head.
There isnt saving at her horrible family background.
Clutching the money, it wasnt a victory. It was just she wants to forget it. She wants to learn to fight her fears. To face it, like...right now!
She's supposed to be afraid of it, but she was doing it.
her mind set is pretty wrong, but nobody is giving her proper advice. Taking a deep breath, she stood and walks out of the room.
"I must not forget. I'm a stripper."
Leaving the club, it was already morning.
She shielded her eyes from th dazzling sunlight. 'how unfitting for me.'
Nagisa rarely sees the sun, for her job is always at night. Cuz during morning, she would sleep. Then noon she will be tortured, then night, she will have to work using her body to survive.
Walking down the streets, she reached the unsighty old worn down house of them. "I dont like to go home. but..." if she doesnt go home,Hiromi would go at the club and cause some scandal.
Right, Hiromi and Takaoka knows the job of Nagisa. In fact, her mom as demands for money, saying she raised her so she should pay her back. Althought Hiromi still doesnt know Nagisa's secret of getting victimize by her second husband. Nope they aint married dont worry.
Walking inside the home that lights are still off. "I'm back..." she said in whisper. She doesnt want Hiromi or Takaoka spotting her back.
Despite the dirty job, Nagisa's not used to stares. Say it different matter at the stage, but at home...She couldnt focus. Thought she was alone and can silenty go up stairs and sleep.
"Ohh~ looky whose here."
BADUMP.
'bad luck.' Why of all day...Takaoka is sitting at the chair and eating tacos at the table with beer. "Nagisa-kun is back. Daddy is happy~" he smirked knowingly.
Nagisa could only look at the ground, what she foretold is right. Takaoka approached her and lifted up her chin. "You had been a sex maniac eversince I taught you." he grinned and lustful eyes travelling from Nagisa's shoulders down the skirt. "You could have ask me if you wanted another hard activity."
However, Nagisa refuses to get abuse when she's already abusing her limits. "No." slapping the hand away, she glared at him. "I have to sleep." shoving the long bread at him, "If you want, this bread is yours." threatening, "Dont you touch me again." she stomped. Then got up the stairs.
Takaoka whistled, "ooh~ How scary!" dark chuckling, he placed the bread at the table, cuppig his chin into thinking. "You are lovely Nagisa-kun!" hoping the blue haired got more piss off.
He actually won. Nagisa is at her bed already loosing temper. "Bad day!" she grab one of the pillow and throw it at the wall but it bounced bad to smack her face.
SMACK-!
"oow!" she fell off the floor in sitting position. The pillow landed well at her face.
..."No...the truth is..." embracing the pillow to feel comfort. "There was not a day, that i call good." She could only sob her feelings at the poor pillow.
You have a bad day? Well, Nagisa's life...there wasnt a single good day to her!
She fell asleep as she sobs at the pillow.
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Falling asleep to the floor was a mistake. She now woke up with unberable pain. "Next time...i must collapse at the bed." going to her bed, it was already noon. However, she really hates her bed. 'this bed...is where I was...' is the bed she was forced to make out with the older man.
Takaoka's enjoying face will never disppear. It had etched at her memories.
About to sleep again, she heard her mother. "Nagisa-chan! Are you back?" her door opened revealing Hiromi with new dresses.
Nagisa's jaw...drops. "Mom! Didn't i told you to save money! Why did you buy so many dresses for me again?!" Hiromi had been depressed lately that she started buying dresses for Nagisa, even though Nagisa wont have chance to wear them cuz they are not those for clubs. But for elegant, and lady like setting.
"Oh come on! try this on!" Hiromi gave her one dress, Nagisa doesnt like to wear it, especially she hasnt taken a proper bath. "...I need to bath first." however, Hiromi snapped.
"I SAID WEAR IT!" Nagisa shrinks in response of instant defeat. "Ok. I will."
In no time, Nagisa's wearing a cute white frilled flower with yellow sunflower patterns. Right now, Nagisa's at the chair facing the mirror as her mom combs her beautiful hair. "Your so pretty my darlin!"
'here she goes again. Bipolar. Earlier happy, gets mad...and now super pleased.' Nagisa's attention now dropped to Takaoka's present reflection from the mirror. Takaoka is standing at the door of her room smiling at them.
Although, very aware that...Takaoka's only staring at her. 'this is how Takaoka does it. When i look good, and he's staring at me like this way...means he will do it later if mom leaves to gossip with neighbors for fun.'
"Alright done!" after her mom done fixing her, she switched mood to go out. "Now off i go!" Hiromi leaves the room, not even noticing the weird atmosphere of the two.
Completely Hiromi leaving, Takaoka walks inside and locks the door of Nagisa's room.
CLICK.
"Well,well~ Nagisa-kun. You look so attractive." Takaoka's fingers plays the strands of Nagisa's hair. Nagisa did not fight back, infact..he was her trauma. Her greatest weakness of fear.
"Home alone." he said. Nagisa heard her heart thumping so loud. 'not again. no,no,no...' slowly...he bigger hands stripping her clea white dress. Then leaning close to sniff her hair and licks her earlobes. "Daddy loves you so much you know."
She whimpered. "Sto...p." but she was shaking. Takaoka is pleased that...even Nagisa refuses, she was too scared to fight back. "That's my good Daughter." patting her head softly before,
another...
dooms day.
Her step father had tasted her again. It's already 6pm. The job starts at 9pm.
At the bed with her dirtied white dress. Her fragile legs forced itself to stand, although she almost stumbled. "...i got to take a bath..." she got to get ready for another tiring job to entertain people.
Reaching the shower room. She turned on the shower, about to grab the soap and towel-Her knees fell weak and she end up at the wet floor. "Ugh..." clutching her head, "Why am still trembling...?" she soaked at the fake rain to her river of emotions.
Meanwhile, Akabane Karma's very rich. But very bored as well.
"Hey Karma! Let's check out the club i went before!" Maehara pointed somewhere invisible. Karma's in the mood to pay attention though, "Okay? Where is it." bored as hell, "Take me there."
Maehara leads the red hair to the underground club. "You got to see the famous Breath Taking Nagisa-chan!"
Karma hummed, it actually sounds fun. He never went to cheap clubs before.
"Hehh~ Nagisa? a cocktail waitress? dancer?" Maehara shakes head. "Nope! A stripper!"
Karma nods in understanding. "I see, a prostitute."
Will it be interesting indeed?
Karma doesnt like cheap women to begin with.
To be continued...?
Kanon58: . . . . . i dont know.