I don't own Twilight but….grrr

The possibilities if I did.

Prologue

She couldn't believe it, this was it. The last time she would be seeing him. The last day she would get to spend the day with him. Edward was going off to Oxford University and she was staying in Forks for a gap year before she started University at UCLA. He was going to be a thousand miles away and was going to forget about her.

Bella groaned as her alarm went off; she had already hit the snooze button twice. Today everything she knew would change. There really wasn't enough reason for her to want to get out of bed. Of course Edward thought that their last day together was to be spent doing things they enjoyed together. That basically consisted of listening to music and relaxing under the trees in their Meadow. He had the whole day planned but she still didn't want to get out of bed. The thought of him leaving the next day made her want to stay under the covers and pretend it was all a bad dream.

"Bella!" Charlie called from behind her door," Bella are you ok, I heard your alarm go twice already," there was an uneasy silence before her father continued his worry," Is it that bug you've had for the last week? Should I call the doctor?"

Bella sighed; trust Charlie to think there was a medical explanation for her reason for not being up at her usual early bird time. He was so ignorant some times but at least he knew when she was under the weather. True the last few weeks she had been sick but she refused to go to the doctor. It was stress, the stress of letting her one true love walk out her life for ever, stress from graduation and stress of worrying about stress.

"I'm fine Charlie, I will be down in a moment", she answered from under her covers. It had taken her another ten minutes to get up. "The day started off good enough" she thought as she stepped into the shower. There was no nausea or throwing up…no wait hold that thought, she ran out of the shower and to the toilet and heaved. When she was done she walked over to her sink and opened it to take her toothbrush out. It was then she noticed the unused box of tampons. "Oh god no…when was the last time…no that can't happen to me…we were careful" her mind tried to convince what she was trying to deny.

Bella dressed and went down for some cereal and coffee. She sat so deep in thought that she didn't hear Charlie leave or Edward pull his Volvo into the driveway and enter the house. She was only brought out of her thoughts by a hand waving in front of her eyes.

"Bells you ok?" Edward asked putting his hand to her head checking her temperature," You're looking a bit peaky" his voice dripped with concern. She didn't want to hear it, if he cared it would only be harder to say goodbye. He placed his fingers under her cheek and raised her head so they were eye to eye. Bella couldn't help staring into his beautiful amber eyes. His unique eyes that she would no longer get to see. She felt sadness and anger well up in her.

"I…I think I'm…" she started but couldn't bring herself to say it," I'm going to have to stay in today I'm not feeling all to well" She felt tears burning her eyes as she tore her eyes away from his. "I'm sorry about our last day together"

"Bells that's ok, come let's get you into bed, should I call Carlisle?" He asked full of understanding. Why? Why did he have to be so understanding? Why couldn't he be an ass like the majority of the men in Forks? He picked her up and carried her up the stairs to her room and put her in bed," I'm going to call Carlisle, should I call Charlie too?"

Bella's head nodded, yes call your father Edward, I have to know, she thought to herself. At the mention of her father she shook her head violently, "No don't call my father please, I don't want him to worry" she said staring at his handsome frame blocking the door. He nodded his the disappeared to call his father who was the doctor at the hospital.

Hours Later

"Bella…dear did you hear me, it seems that you are indeed pregnant, I assume my son…is the father am I not right" Carlisle spoke in a very professional manner though on could tell he was shocked.

"I'm…I can't believe it, How do I react to this?" Her mind was reeling with thoughts," What's Edward going to think? Will he stay?...He can't Oxford is what he wanted…I want him to be happy, he wont be happy here it isn't what he wanted" Bella stared blankly at the doctor who had been like a second father to her," No, his leaving tomorrow and I wont have to see him again, he doesn't need to know of my mistakes Carlisle, all I want is for him to be happy this will kill him, Its not his" She said sadly but doing a good act to convince the doctor. He didn't seem at all impressed that she was confessing to cheating on his son. "As my doctor you are not allowed to tell him, I want you to leave please" She said coldly.

He nodded and walked out glancing at his son in pity as Edward entered the room," So how's the patient? Feeling better yet Bells" he asked sitting on her bed," So much for our last day together", he chuckled trying to lift the tension. Bella smiled and took his hand holding it to her cheek. "You know I'm going to miss you so much", he said rubbing her cheek with his thumb "you know I would stay if you asked me to."

"Edward…you know how much I love you, how much I want you to stay but this is what you've wanted for so long, I can't expect you to stay" she didn't bother answering his previous question because truth was she was being torn into pieces. She shook her head," I want you to have no regrets and if you stay you will.." She dropped his hand and turned her head," we both knew this would not last forever, we both have to move on…You know I'm bad at goodbyes, maybe we should just part now and save all the drama right", she chuckled.

"Bella what are you saying", he asked uncertainly.

"I'm saying goodbye Edward"