A/N. Been in a bored/rather depressing mood lately, for some odd reason. O.o Just lacking interest in everything around me...I don't know why. Perhaps it's because of school? o.o;
Oh well. Anyways, this poem came to me when I was just lying in bed and thinking about how Kikyo feels about Inuyasha. And vuala! Out pops this...O.o
Anyway, it made me kinda sad to read this over. -shrugs- Don't mind me...xD Anyway, hope you likey! Drop a review if you can! -points to review button-
I was meant to be devoid of emotion.
I could not feel anything, it's true.
Being a solitude pained me so much.
That all ended when I met you.
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It was love at first sight.
I think I dreamed you into life.
In your eyes, I see my future in an instant.
You, as my husband, and I, as your wife.
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You were like me.
I was happy to know.
We wanted to ascend higher.
But we only went far below.
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In your beautiful eyes.
I saw deep sorrow and pain.
I wanted to heal you.
Hoping my efforts weren't in vain.
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Through all the times we shared.
My love for you grew.
You didn't feel the same.
Of course I knew.
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In this what I call a life.
I hold nothing but desire to be loved.
By none other.
Than you, my beloved.
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Your presence alone makes me happy.
Whether you stay long or awhile.
My heart throbs with love and warmth.
As you touch me with your smile.
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You may think me a fool.
But my feelings are real.
I apologize.
But it's hard putting into words what I feel.
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I never thought that love.
Could feel like this.
It's so beautiful.
Your warmth, your embrace, your kiss.
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You may hate me.
And you may think I hate you too.
It's not easy saying this.
But I truly love you.
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It pains me so much.
To know you'll never feel the same.
Because you love her.
I won't use her name.
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I can't compete with her.
I'm not alive.
But she is.
If only I could be revived.
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But I know even if I were alive.
It wouldn't be enough.
Thinking that you would love me.
Is only a mere bluff.
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She has a beautiful soul.
Whereas I have no heart.
I know it wouldn't be fair.
If I were to tear you two apart.
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She is perfect.
But I am not.
Perhaps it is best.
If I forgot.
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But it is impossible.
I can't tell you goodbye.
Forgetting you would mean.
That a piece of me would die.
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Your love is like a river.
Beautiful and deep.
But your love is now for her.
And you are not mine to keep.
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I am never yours.
But you are always mine.
It hurts so much to know.
That our destinies aren't intertwined.
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I'll admit I'm jealous of her.
But I will never hate.
I am not angered or outraged.
To know that she is your soul mate.
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I'll admit I wish to be her.
To be in your embrace, your heart, and your stare.
To be loved above all others.
And to not fade into thin air.
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We are rivals competing for your heart.
"She is my reincarnation!" I always thought.
To prevent the fierce battles.
We silently fought.
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I am an envious fool.
That I will not deny.
And I shatter my envy
With every tear I wish to cry.
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Just know I will always be here.
To watch you and your love grow.
I will try my best to be happy.
But I know I'll always feel deep sorrow.
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I am selfish, it's true.
But I still can feel, I know I can.
I may be jealous and selfish.
But am I not human?
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I can feel sadness.
I can feel bliss.
I can dream every night.
Of your tender kiss.
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I can feel envy.
I can yearn for her to be replaced.
With myself in your arms.
And in your warm embrace.
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I can feel bitter.
I can feel guilt.
Knowing how greatly
My selfishness has built.
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I could not be human.
But you taught me that wasn't true.
Knowing this touches my heart.
And strengthens my love for you.
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I want to be yours.
I want you to love me alone.
I want to be your princess.
And claim my throne.
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I know this will never be.
I wish it were true.
But if my dreams could be reality.
I would be forever with you.
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Just know I will always be here.
To watch over you two.
Through my envy, I'll give you a smile.
And pretend I don't love you.
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You're beautiful.
It's true.
But I have to face the truth.
I will never be with you.
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As much as I want you to love me.
I want you to forget.
Whereas I will always remember.
Especially the time we first met.
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You may think I hate you.
But that isn't true.
Please know that I always have.
And always will love you.
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Please forget me.
Please don't cry.
Please move on.
Please don't tell her goodbye.
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All I ask is for your happiness.
That will please me a lot.
And I promise to love you forever.
Whether you love me or not.
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Perhaps we were meant to be.
Perhaps our paths will cross once more.
Then you will be mine.
And I will be yours.
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Perhaps I am tricking myself.
But I do not care.
All I can do is hope.
That God will answer my prayer.
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Even though I am not with you now.
Even when I have died.
I promise that wherever you go.
I'll always be by your side.
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Every night I pray.
To the heavens above.
That I will one day.
Be your beloved.