I know I just started this so not many people will be reading. But still! If you are! Thank u so much. And please review. =) sorry the first chapter sucks! It will get better though I have this whole thing planned out!!

Disclaimer: I don't own twilight. Nor will I ever.

Background Info: (this is really short, just some info)

Bella was your typical average girl. She got averages grades, her parents always wanted her to be the best of the best, her teachers liked her, and she had some friends. Everyday she would get up, and look into the mirror, wanting to look pretty, and be popular. Get ready to start the same routine repeatedly:

Get up, wish you were pretty, try to put something nice on that would look good, go to school, feel shy talking to the popular crowd, and just quietly sit in the classroom. Yup your typical girl.

I just don't get it, it just had to be me. Everyday got worse and worse it felt as if. I would try to be socially accepted, not that I don't have friends I have friends but I could tell they didn't really like me much.

I wasn't exactly the nicest person in the world, but hey who is? Right…My friends would always go to the movies, have sleepovers together and they would never invite me, though I sat at their table with them. I felt as if I was invisible, no one knew the real me. They all made assumptions and lived with that.

I wasn't exactly what you would call popular, and neither were my friends, but they sure acted as if they were. Like everyday they would wear all these clothes, from juicy and Abercrombie trying to act all cool, but that didn't really work. They all had a lot of friends, but you wouldn't really consider them popular.

(a/n: im making up names)

Jessica: Unnaturally skinny, had really pretty hair, the "queen bee" of our "group", your typical bitch

Alisha: really pretty, big breast, skinny, sort of popular, kind of nice

Cary: Sort of skinny, uni-brow, tried to act really popular, thought she was all that, mean!

There were a lot more, but that wasn't important write now. As for me, hi my name is Isabella Sawn, my "friends" called me Iz or Bella, though I preferred bella more. I wasn't all that skinny but I wasn't fat, I had glasses (vision was REALLY bad), wished I could be more like my other people.

Our school wasn't like most schools, the popular girls were actually nice, and they were pretty smart. Not the dumb blondes you usually might see, always making fun of other people for being smart or fat. And that's what I loved about it. The guys on the other hand, wow don't even get me started they were as dumb as a stack, and they were REALLY mean. I cant even start to explain how mean they were. They were always looking for opportunities to be mean.

Edward Cullen aka the hottie that just moved here. I was in 9h grade, and Edward had moved to Forks. Forks was a really big place, so I didn't know everywhere in the whole school. Jessica was in Edwards class, and everyday on the bus she would tell me how mean he was blah blah blah, and everyday I would act as if I cared, but in real life I could care less. I had never seen Edward. EVER, and I didn't care if I did or not, why should it bother me?

Jessica and I were on AIM talking, actually more like she was talking and I was pretending to listen to her. All of a sudden she was like "OMG! I hate Edward" here was the convo (Jessica is jess is hot, Bella is life goes on)

Jess is hot: omg! So today I went to prada, and I got this SUCH cute top and its pink and its really cool!

Life goes on: wow that's really cool…

Jess is hot: ugh why are you always so ugh, why can't you be happy for once

Life goes on: well I don't know, since the day you turned the whole group against me, everyone in the group doesn't really like me, and I know that im not blind jess, and I know it was because of you this happened, and then I forgive you, and your still a bitch! And then you expect me to give a crap about what happens in your life

Jess is hot: wow, you know why no one likes you, well is because your so annoying, and what you just said just proves it. You're lucky I don't hate you as much as Edward, he's soo annoying

Life goes on: wow that's amazing, I care so deeply

Jess is hot: wow you're a bitch you know that?

Life goes on: At least I don't pretend that everyone in the world likes me, when in real life no one ever knows you are

Jess is hot: you know what you should talk to Edward, he is just as much as a bitch as you are! Here's his screen name: soccerking

Life goes on: why would you give me what? I don't even know him

Jess is hot: why don't you pretend you're some pretty, so he can like you. At least then you could have a friend that actually likes you

Life goes on has signed off, you're messages will be delivered once the person will sign back on thank you for using aim.

Ok so I didn't REALLY sign off, but I just blocked her. I just hated her so much, and I couldn't do anything about it, I had no other friends with me.

(next day….)

so I was sitting on aim, waiting for someone to sign on AIM, then I remembered the screen name jess had given me. I added the name, and he was online, I looked at his icon, and it was a picture of him without his shirt on, I almost fell out of my chair! Oh my god he was soo hot! I just kept staring at it, then as if my hands had a mind of their own they click on his name and started talking, the conversation was really weird…

life goes on: hey

soccerking: hey? Im sorry do I know you

life goes on: no, but jess gave me your screen name and I was really bored so I started talking to you

soccerking: haha that's not weird, and don't talk to me about jess, I hate her so much, she is soo annoying she thinks she is soo amazing. Its just shocking

life goes on: trust me I know

soccerking: yeah…so whats up

life goes on: nothing bored how about you?

Soccer king: nothing bored. Sorry I have to go. Hope we can talk again?

Life goes on: sure of course, byee

Soccer king: byee