Almost to the mountain top, you slip and fall just like a stone, rolling ever faster to this nightmare you have sewn.
You had it all right in your grasps, but in a breath, your minute passed, now, at last, the end has come, you are all alone!

"Hello," I said into my phone, knowing all too well who was on the other side.

"Hey babe, what's going on," Drew said on the other end of the line.

"Not a lot, about to take a shower, I'm exhausted"

"Kicking Lita's butt really wore you out didn't it?" He said jokingly.

"Babe, you don't have to room with her. She's for sure my best friend, but still, putting us against one another, well, that wasn't Vince's smartest move."

"I know babe. So, no visitors tonight? I'm only one floor away!"

"No, I'm just gonna take a shower and crash. I'll talk to you tomorrow."

"Okay sweetheart, good night"

"Night drew"

I hung up the phone, hoping the tone in my voice didn't mirror my emotions. See, it's not how it looks. I love drew, I do. But, he's not my boyfriend. I waited for a year for him to finally ask me out. It never happened. So, when another man asked, I gave in. Yes, my boyfriend's name is John. You may know him as Nitro or Morrison. I just know him as my Johnny.

"So, the Scottish accent has enchanted you once again, I see"

I was brought back from the deep thoughts by Lita's Voice. She knew what hell I was going through. She knew it is possible to love two men at once. She knew all too well that I loved one much more than the other. And that one had long brown hair and a devious grin.

"I don't know what you're talking about," I lied, "I was just thinking about that match we had. I really did a number on you, didn't I?"

"Haha, Kittaye, you make it seem like you ended my career. All you did was twist my ankle. Hardly life threatening, my dear."

"True, sorry. You caught me. I do have love for Johnny. He's such a sweet guy. He treats me right. So, why can't I get drew out of my head?"

"Sometimes, the heart sees things we don't," lita explained, carefully choosing her words, "There's a certain, danger to drew. He pulls you in with his smile. He is who you truly want. That's why, no matter what, you can't get him out of your head."

knock knock knock

"Sounds like someone has a visitor," I teased as she ran to the door.

"Hey baby!" She said to Edge as he pulled her in for a kiss.

"Hey yourself! You wanna sleep over? I got my own suite!"

"Ummm," Lita looked back at me, hoping for the go ahead that I gave her. "Sure, let me change, and I'll meet you in the bar. Say 30 minutes?"

"Ok babe," Edge smiled as he kissed her a few more times. It took everything I had to not gag at this point.

Lita closed the door and began running around getting ready.

"What are your plans for tonight?" she asked me, not stopping to hear my answer.

"Shower and bed, maybe a date with a good movie..."

"So, I don't have to worry about you?"

"No ma'am, I'll be just fine!"

Thirty minutes later, Lita runs out the door. Running late, but that was what she was known for. I ordered some pizza, and decided to sit back and watch "City of Angels."