Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN DEGRASSI, A WALK TO REMEMBER, NOR "BOKU NO HATSUKOI WO KIMI NI SASAGU"

A/N: This is a cross over as you have guessed "Boku no Hatsukoi wo Kimi ni Sasagu" translates to "I Give You My First Love" so you know this is going to be sad for those who haven't seen Boku no Hatsukoi wo Kimi ni Sasagu it's an amazing movie I have the link if you want it just message me or tweet me and I'll link it.

There's a time limit on my life it's much more shorter than others so I have no time to waist. I have to shine brightly like the fireworks in the summer sky.

I am determined to do everything I can in this world to help people. My father is a doctor and a preacher, my mother has died when I was eight years old. I'm said to die by the time I'm twenty and there's nothing that can be done about it.

I've been fighting Cancer since I was eight and you might be thinking "Well duh there's chemo therapy right?" I was on it which is how they found out about my heart condition.

I have Long QT Syndrome. It's basically a rare heart condition that delays the depolarization of my heart following a heartbeat increase which originates from the ventricles, so when my heart starts to beat normal on the off chances that it does my hear will start beating extremely fast right after a few normal beats which in return can lead to fainting or sudden death. Since I found that out I stopped taking chemo since my heart condition isn't curable and taking chemo for my cancer well you get the point.

I'm now fifteen, go to school every day like normal, I dress like in skinny jeans with some sort of top on, I mainly keep to myself with the exception of my one friend Alli which isn't by choice she clung to me since the first day of middle school and has been next to me ever since. I haven't found it in me to tell her I'm dying since no one really knows when I'll actually die, but I did tell her about my heart condition.

My school life is full of happiness I'm in the school theater, I study astronomy after school, and on Saturdays I tutor middle school kids. I figure why not help others while I still can? I don't want nor need a boyfriend, I think having close friends is pointless because if I'm going to die why hurt more people than necessary right? Well little did I know that would soon change.

I am Clare Edwards and this is my story.

Should I continue or no?