Puck is a pretty honest guy.

He's one of those guys that you don't want to ask "does this make me look fat?" because he sure as hell is going to give you a straight up "yes."

He prides himself in being honest and blunt; it only adds on to his badassness.

So when he starts lying to himself about Rachel, you best believe it's a pretty serious situation.

The week that they dated, the Glee Clubs assignment was to find an unexpected song that would go with the song "Bust A Move". When Mr. Shue gave them that assignment, he had said "Sometimes things are so different they don't feel like they go together but the big difference between them, is what makes them great." When he said that, people were thinking about numerous things, like Glee and football.

Puck was thinking about Puckleberry.

But he knew that while Glee and football, went horrible together, Puckleberry was just plain genius.

He'd be lying if he said that the week they dated was horrible. In all honesty, he rather enjoyed their time together. Sure she talks alot, but isn't that what girls are known for? And sure she dresses a little differently then most, but he sorta digs the hot good girl style. Seriously, hes seen shorter skirts in her wardrobe then he's ever seen on cheerleaders.

And during their week together, he never once cheated.

And the best thing about Berry? How badly she believes in him. He's used to girls calling him a Lima loser, he's even heard it from his mom. After a while, he started to believe it too. When asked what he saw in his future, he would scoff and answer with a 'cleaning pools and banging cougars'. But then along came Rachel frickin Berry with her gold stars and dreams.

She would always talk about her own dreams for the future and how, with talent like his, he could make it all the way too. After hearing it so much, he started to have new dreams. Ones similar to hers.

He also lied on the bleachers when she broke up with him. He said he was going to break up with her anyways and she knew he wasn't planning on that. Why does she always have to be right?

And if he was honest with himself he'd acknowledge the fact that she was also wrong, that day on the bleachers. She thought he was in love with Quinn. And for a while, so did he.

Deep down he knew that his love wasn't directed to Quinn. It was directed to Beth.

He's always hated Jesse St. Douche with a burning passion, especially when he broke Rachel's heart.

But mostly how Jesse had her heart to begin with.

Being in a relationship with Lauren is much different then his past relationships.

He's always said that he likes her because she a bigger badass then him.

But he tries not to think about how he goes out with her because she's got the same 'I'm who I am and no one can change that' persona that another brunette has.

He lied to himself at prom when he saw Rachel. He told himself how she looked pretty good, but he's only got eyes for Lauren.

He knew he really thought she was the most beautiful thing there and deserved the Prom Queen title.

Then Finn and Rachel kissed at Nationals. Everyone was enraged because they could've placed higher. Puck saw how mad Jesse was when he berated Rachel over kissing Finn.

He agreed with the others how it cost them big time.

If he was honest with himself, he was in the same boat as Jesse. Only being mad because it was Finn that she kissed.

What sucked the most was how he knew how much better he could be as a boyfriend to Rachel, then Finn. He sometimes passes the time by making a list of reasons why he's better for her, never really stopping to wonder why he cares so much.

Finn first went out with Rachel because she told him the truth about Quinn's baby.

Puck kept going out with Rachel because he actually cared about her.

Finn chose football over Rachel, while Puck chose Rachel over football.

Finn said he loves Rachel inspite of how she is. Puck loves her because of how she is.

And if only he'd realize that he had used the word love.


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