Well, this is a dark one. I was writing it when I was emo-ing so, what the heck. Hope you like it ^^
Japan centric, though this could really just be anyone to everyone.
Go on.. Do it.. You have always wanted to haven't you? Ever since then?
Break my heart, just as how I have broken yours. Shatter it into a million pieces and scattered it at the four corners of the Earth. We both know that that heart would never be the same.. never be pieced back together again, never hold the innocence that it once did. I did that to you, so now do that to me.
Surely you would have felt hate for me since then? Hate and loathing? After all, it was I that made you bawl your eyes out when you thought nobody was looking. It was I that made it so that you would not be able to stand the sight of another happy couple. It was I that made you shrink back slightly at the mere thought of that emotion.
It would be very natural that you hate me. Very natural and acceptable. I cant complain after all. I was the one who caused you pain, and I myself know how sweet revenge can be. So break my heart. It's here right in front of you. There are no shields nor any kind of protection for it. It is bare in front of you. Weak and vulnerable. You see it yes? So break it.
Break it as much as I had broke yours. Stab it with a poisoned covered knife and let the wound fester, become infected and eventually bleed away, Let it be oozing with pus and blood. Slowly squeeze it until I myself cannot breath, and let go just enough to do it all over again. Do it again and again and again. Do it until you are satisfied. Make it so that even I cannot recognize my own heart, in all it's brutal and painful glory.
Break my heart. It is the only thing you can do now. Break it so hard that I writhe in pain and anguish. Suffocate me. Make me suffer. I will revel in the sensation. Because at least you would be the one breaking it. Stabbing it. Clawing it. Perhaps then you would be satisfied. And perhaps your satisfaction would be so great, you want to do it all over again.
When you do it all over again.. maybe you would come to like it. Then you may be soon addicted to it. Then I would know that you would always come back to do it all over again. Come back to hurt and make me scream. Come back for me. Come back to me.
Though you hate me, I know you would then still want me. I know your actions will make you sick. But by then you would not be able to stop. Then you would be hurt as well, as you hurt me. But like a drug, you would never be able to resist the call. The satisfaction. The feeling of properly digging your claws into a pulsing heart. You would not be able to stop. Even when it drags you down to the deepest levels of damnation.
Break my heart. Drown in it. And then you would always be mine. Let us drown each other in pain and suffering. Let us drag each other down to hell. Let us always remain together, bleeding and hurting and screaming and laughing. Break my heart. Break me. We will drown in each other. Two broken souls in this grey and lifeless universe. Then it would be concrete. Then I will know. Then I can be sure.
From then on, I know your devotion to me would always be true. From then on, I know you would never be able to leave me. From then on, I know you would not be able to function without me.
We will be together forever.
I love you.
So, what do you all think?
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