Hi! This is my first ever song fic. It's about Hermione unrequited love for Harry. I was thinking that if you like it, I would turn it into an actual ff. Tell me what you think,please!
Peace,
Melly Mel-Mel
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"She's wonderful, 'Moine," you say, staring at me intently. "She's beautiful, funny, smart." You smile. "I think I may love her."
How can I tell you that what you just described is exactly what I think about you?
"Ginny is just the greatest."
How many times have you told me you love her
As many times as I've wanted to tell you the truth
How long have I stood here beside you
"Hermione?" You ask as I work on my Ancient Runes homework. "If I added powdered wormwood to a Delightful potion, what would happen?"
I look up and see your smiling face. Your green eyes are appealing as you look at me, your messy hair falling across them. I look at your goofy smile, and I have no choice but to tell you the answer.
"It would turn it into a Hatred Potion." I look into your beautiful eyes. "Right before it blows up in your face, of course."
"Thanks, Herm," you say, and look down at your paper, not giving me another thought.
I live through you
You looked through me
Ooh, Solitude,
Still with me is only you
Ooh, Solitude,
I can't stay away from you
"Herm, can you leave for a moment?" You ask, nodding you head towards where Ginny is standing, waiting, her hands in front of her. "I want to say goodnight." You wink, hoping I get the message.
I do, and it makes me sick to my stomach.
How many times have I done this to myself
How long will it take before I see
"Hermione," Ginny says, waving a hand in front of my face. "Earth to Hermione." I wonder if she sees me looking at you.
She does.
"He's great, isn't he?" She asks dreamily. "He says that once we're both done with Hogwarts, we'll get married. Sweet, isn't it?"
I nod my head, and have to swallow down tears. "Yea. That's just wonderful."
When will this hole in my heart be mended
Who now is left alone but me
"Look at all the happy couples," Ron says, giving me a hinting look.
"Yea," I say, looking at you as you talk with Ginny, smiling big. I remember a time when you couldn't smile. When you wouldn't.
I can tell that Ron is grasping at courage. "Look, Hermione, I..."
"I need to go to the library," I say quickly, leaving Ron with his mouth open. I grab my books and walk hurriedly away.
Ooh, Solitude,
Forever me and forever you
Ooh, Solitude,
Only you, only true
Everyone leave me stranded
Forgotten, abandoned, left behind
I can't stay here another night
"Herm," Ron says, looking at me intently as Lavender tries to get his attention. "Are you alright?"
I smile one of the fake smiles that I have used for too many years. "Yea, everything's fine." I get up from the chair. "I think I'm going to go to bed."
I look at you. "Goodnight."
You look at me swiftly before looking back down at the sleeping head in you lap. "'Night."
Your secret in my heart
Who could it be
Ooh, Can't you see
All along it was me
How can you be so blind
As to see right through me
"Ginny!" You call, looking through me and try to catch the running figure with your eyes. "It didn't mean anything! I swear to God it didn't mean a thing!"
As she slams the dorm room door, you sigh and sit on the couch, your head in your hands. "It's over. It's all over now." I hear your tears. "How could I have been so stupid, so blind?"
Yes, I silently think. How could you have been so blind?
And Ooh, Solitude,
Still with me is only you
Ooh, Solitude,
I can't stay away from you
"Isn't she beautiful?" You ask me again as you look at her, a different person then before. "Isn't she just the cutest thing you've ever seen?"
I nod my head, but I'm really thinking that you are the cutest thing.
"Parvati!" You yell, waving your hands. "Parvati! Wait up!"
She giggles as you walk right past me to get to her. I let out a sob that you can't hear.
Ooh, Solitude,
Forever me and forever you
Ooh, Solitude,
Only you, only true
I look at you, smiling at me, and I just want to tell you what I have kept inside for three years.
"C'mon. We're going to be late for Potions. And we don't want Snape mad at us, do we?"
I shake my head as you run away, hurrying to catch up to Ron. Once I know you are out of earshot, I say the thing that have longed to tell you for so long.
"Only you, Only true."
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Ok, well, there you have it. My first song fic. So.... what do you think? Is it good? Does it suck? SHOULD I NEVER WRITE ONE EVER AGAIN?
Please review for my mind's sake.
Peace
Melly Mel-Mel