IT'S NOT EASY TO BE ME

AN: This fic is dedicated to two certain people...one I care so much about, and the other who has hurt me beyond comprehension. I've forgiven the second for what he did, but it still hurts.

I see them...they walk side by side.
I see the happiness they share.
And I stand in the background
Do they even care?

I see their faces everyday
Their voices speak as one
Their love resounds around the room
In the early morning sun.

I turn on the radio, and listen to a song
A song I know so well
It reflects how I feel to be alone
And how I long my heart to sell.

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me
I'm more than a bird...I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It's not easy to be me

I Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see

It may sound absurd...but don't be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won't you concede
Even Heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me

Up, up and away...away from me
It's all right...You can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy...or anything…

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me...

Dustin and Marah
Blake and Tori
Hunter and Cam
Oh what a story

I'm left alone
I think of the song
I bottle my pain
And the love I long.

In the night, I hear their voices in my head
And I think of all they'll be
And I say to them as the last line says...

It's not easy to be me.

AN: Well, there we go. This is Shane's POV on having no love (I've put Hunter andCam together). The two people this is dedicated to is Dannie and Hunter (CamFan and Crimson-Power-Ranger). I forgive both of them (you know what you did) and I care for them more than they know, even Hunter (although he hates me, but I don't care). This is also dedicated to all my favourite authors, my sisters April, Elle and Lissa (love ya's) and as I said, Dannie and Hunter.

I thank everyone for reviewing my stories and I hope to talk soon.

Art

PS: Please RR.