I hate you, envy you, and despise you with all my heart and soul. Ever since we were small, everyone would pay attention to you. No one would ever listen to me. Not my hopeless mother, my now dead father, not even my gullible little sister!

All attention to you.

My grandfather couldn't even remember my name. YOU had to correct him. YOU were the one that picked your Pokémon first. YOU won me in my first battle.

Why won't anyone love me? Why can't anyone care about me? No one was there to say goodbye when I went out to my journey. It was only my little sister who just gave me a cold glance, and said that she hoped that I fail, lose, die and never come back, because she loved you more than me.

You've replaced me.

I've solely cared for my little sister. I was the one who fed her every day, gave her a place to stay while my mother was practically bed ridden, not YOU! YOU were always pushing me down.

I HATE you.

I've raced to every gym so that I at least have a head start. To at least beat you in something. I had captured my team of Pokémon, who cared for me, loved me. Who defended me when I was in trouble. They were like the family I've never got. Each and every one of them.

But then, YOU killed him.

YOU killed him with YOUR Pokémon! So I ran, ran, ran as fast as I could to the hospital before the ship set sail, but I was too late, he died. I couldn't save him.

I didn't make it in time.

Next morning came. I flew to lavender town. At least I can bury him, one of my best friend, companion, family. Then I heard them. ALL OF THEM gave you complements as you walked towards me.

No one ever talked to me like that.

They'd just ignore me. Say things like "That guy is such a stuck up jerk who only care about winning." But that's the only thing I have left. I knew you would battle me, it was always like this. So we did. And I lost. As always.

At least I can make your Pokémon faint.

And now I've joined the Elite four.

I just wish to have one great thing in my life. To not be known as a failure. But I'm sure you will beat be. I'm sure that you'll replace me in this too.

You always do...