First Kiss

Like usual, I own nothing. But forever wish that I could someday own it ;)

*Hikaru*

I gazed at my still sleeping twin.

"Kaoru" I sighed, stroking his pale cheek. He looked so beautiful as he slept, any trace of worry would be washed away as sleep overcame him, leaving innocence and dreams. I yearned for the sun not to rise, as I did every night, for when it did, my façade would return and these true thoughts and feelings would be safely tucked away until the moon raise once again. Glowing moon beams washed over myself and my other-half, my twin, my brother…my…everything.

Kaoru breathed softly as I pulled his sleeping form closer, burrowing my face in his flaming red hair. We are identical, in the sun we finish each other's sentences, we know each other's thoughts. When the night came, we did not use words, our minds were connected, our hearts as one.

Kaoru shifted in my arms, facing me. I kissed his forehead lightly. He knows that I love him…but, he doesn't know that I "love" him. Sighing, I glanced at the clock. 4:37 am. 3 hours until the sun shall return and these thoughts will leave my mind, hiding away.

If only he knew how much I loved him,

If only he knew how much I wanted him with me forever,

If only he knew…that I was in love with him,

If only…

But, he doesn't, and possibly never will. I guess I'll just get over it.

Kaoru stirred softly in my arms. I inhaled his scent, drifting to sleep, dreaming of a different weird. A world where this "feeling", these "thoughts" were normal.

*Kaoru*

Even as my eyes stayed closed, I sensed Hikaru's body next to mine. Opening my eyes I found Hikaru sleeping peacefully, his arms wrapped around me securely. In his arms was when I felt the safest, at ease and the most loved. I have no clue on what I would do if I didn't have my brother.

Those familiar glowing, amber eyes fluttered open. His smile gleamed in the darkness as he pulled me even closer. We gazed into each others gold coloured eyes. I lifted my hand, stroking his cheek. I wouldn't be able to keep this a secret for much longer, I took a breath and gave in to my heart.

I cautioned Hikaru with my eyes, slowly leaning towards my confused twin. His eyes widened and his breath quickened.

"if you wish me to stop…tell me" I whispered, barely centimetres away, from my brother's trembling lips. I hesitated and leaned into his beautiful lips.

*Hikaru*

Our lips connected, what…what are these feelings? This emotion? I melted into Kaoru. His hand moved to the back of my neck, bringing me closer. His lips were soft and warm against mine.

Kaoru pulled away, after what felt like mere seconds. He let out a breathy laugh, "you have no idea, on how long I've wanted to do that"

I smiled brightly and pulled him back in for another kiss, hugging him tighter.

"I love you Kaoru, you are my everything, my life, my passion" I burrowed my face in his velvety hair, hiding my blush.

"I love you too. Never leave…I need you with me" Kaoru's voice was so pained, it could make any heart break.

I looked down into his eyes, "I promised you Kao, I will never leave your side" he smiled, snuggling into my chest. I breathed in his beautiful scent, vanilla and cinnamon.

Thank god it was Saturday, I will have him all to myself tomorrow. With that thought I fell into a dream filled sleep.

*if you love someone tell them, because hearts are often broken, by words left unspoken*