This story Is rated MA but can be read without the Lemons. I will separate those from the story to become their own individual chapters.

I am an Oni. That's my race, but regardless of it, I used to think that my existence itself was a demonic one. Not as a race, but as an abomination. If I had to describe myself, I would definitely say 'an Oni', and I would feel it to be the right thing to say. Years ago back when I was a child, all I cared about was my sister. She could do everything that I couldn't do. When she lost her horn in the witch cultist attack, I blamed myself. My time froze, but when I met him… Everything changed.

He saved me when I didn't know I needed saving. He taught me the true meaning of life. That I was not born to be the perfect shadow of my sister, but to be my own light. He believed in me when no one else did. That's why he's my hero, and that's why I love him. So even if he cannot return my feelings, I will always stand by his side to help him on his journey. I will be the pillar of support he needs to lean on. Even if it kills me, I will let nothing take away my reason to die.

"Rem. In my stead, please take care of Subaru-kun." She had said. "I leave him in your capable hands." I nodded. She left immediately after that. I had heard them yelling at each other down the hall. Emilia-Sama had stormed out with tears in her eyes, leaving a sobbing Subaru-kun in the room alone. A flash of anger had caused me to glare at her fleeing figure.

How dare she put Subaru through so much? Did she not realize how much he had done for her? Even I could see his love for her. Maybe she didn't deserve his love. No. No one deserved to be loved by him. Not even me. Especially not me.

When Emilia left the room, I darted to Subaru-kun's room. I took a deep breath before cracking the door open slowly. I then announced myself with a small, "Subaru-kun?" He didn't look at me. He just stared blankly at the cloth in his hands. It was Emilia-sama's cloak. My heart shattered. The vacant look in his eyes, the lack of the usual sparkle I loved so much, was evident news that he was not mentally there.

I sat down next to him on the bed. I pulled him sideways and placed his head in my lap, as I slowly pet his hair. I leaned down and whispered sweet nothings into his ear, even though I know he couldn't hear me. I hummed him sweet lullabies until, I too, fell asleep.

"Rem…" I heard. I slowly opened my eyes, blinking rapidly to shut the sunlight out. Subaru's face came into view. "Subaru-kun." I say as I sit up. His hair was a mess, probably from sleep. His eyes were soft and contained their usual sparkle. "Did Emilia-tan...?" He started but didn't finish.

I nodded. "Rem… What did I do wrong?" The hurt in his voice was evident. I immediately took him into my arms. "Subaru-kun did nothing wrong." I reassured him. I heard him whimper. His tears began to soak my maid outfit, but I didn't care. "I will always be here for you Subaru-kun." He pulls away and looks at me as if asking himself if it were true or not.

"You… Promise?" He asked. "I promise you Subaru-kun, as long as i'm around, you will never be alone." I told him. He began to sob harder and grabbed me as he shook violently. I sat there, gently stroking his hair and his back. Eventually, he cried himself to sleep once more. I lifted the blankets and covered him. I placed a small kiss on his forehead, before leaving to discuss things with Curush-sama.

The next morning, Subaru-kun greeted me with a smile. "Ohayou Rem-rin." I blushed at the nickname. "Ohayou Subaru-kun. Did you sleep well?" I asked. He grinned and put a thumbs up in the air.

"Hai! Thanks to Rem-rin." He says. I blush again. "Subaru-kyun, It's time for me to heal your gate." Felix says appearing beside me. "Ah, is it that time already?" Subaru questioned, rubbing the back of his head. Felix nods before turning to me. "Does Rem-Sama want to help?" He asks. I nod.

Felix leads us back into Subaru's room. Subaru sits down on the bed. I follow him, sitting behind him. Felix stretches his arms out toward Subaru, beginning to replenish his mana. I place my hands gently on his back, as I send him my mana. After a minute he stops. "That's it for today. With Rem-Sama's help I think you are able to leave." He announces. He leaves the room, leaving us in silence.

"Subaru-kun, what do you want to do?" I asked. He turned to me, his frown hurt. "If Subaru-kun wants… We don't have to go back to the mansion." He looks up at me, surprised at my suggestion. "Where would we go?" He questioned. I looked away blushing. "We could… Stay at an Inn until we can get jobs and then… Eventually, buy a house. B-but of course, Subaru-kun doesn't have to!" I panic. He looks down at the floor.

"Subaru?" I ask, wondering what I had done to cause this reaction. "I'm sorry, that must have sounded crazy…" I say, but he interrupts me. "Rem? Why? Why are you willing to give your life up for me?" He looks up at me, genuinely confused. I pause for a second. "Because... Subaru-kun is my hero." I tell him.

"Your hero? But I haven't done anything to-" I interrupt him. "That's not true! Subaru-kun saved me. You understood me when no one else did. Subaru-kun made me see that, the world is not just nee-sama..." I explain. "That I didn't need to be Nee-sama's shadow. That I could be my own person!" He looked at me. "Did I really do that?" I nod vigorously. "Hai! Subaru-kun made my life better, so I will do my best to return the favor."

He looks surprised. "Rem.." "Hai, Subaru-kun?" "Rem… Likes me. Right?" He questioned. My whole face glowed red. "Rem loves Subaru-kun." I tell him, looking away. "Then… Let's go." He said. I look up at him surprised. "Let's find a town and… settle. We could build our own house and... start a family" He says nervously.

"I bet Roswaal-Sama wouldn't mind if we live in the town near the mansion. That way we can see everyone else still." He tried. "Well… If that's what Subaru-kun wants. Although, I would be worried about Nee-Sama… If she heard of this… Things wouldn't end well for you." I say, sweat dropping. "What would she do?" He asked. "Kill you." I said simply. He cringes.

"But of course I wouldn't let her." I try to reassure him. Subaru gets up. "Subaru?" I question, also standing up. "I'm going to talk to Crusch-Sama about a dragon drawn cart. You better pack, we will be leaving as soon as possible." I nodded bowing before rushing to pack, grabbing everything I could think of.

This is my first Re: Zero fanfiction ever. Please review and give me your ideas. You never know, I might just use them! Thank you for reading and the Second chapter will be out soon!

- WyvernMyth