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Uhm yeah I found this document buried under my many files so I thought of posting it up…
AllenxLenalee,
Allen's POV~ ANGST
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If time was unlimited, I wouldn't suffer from this pain I'm feeling now.
Saying "I love you" is not enough
It slips away as easy as wind
Which billows and blows
'Till everything's gone
The feeling "love"
People take for granted
Until they realise
How much the other half means to them
Maybe I had been too ignorant
To notice how much she took up in my life
Until she left
So abruptly that day
I should have confessed
I should have admitted
I should have showed her
How much I loved her
How much I wanted her
To be in my embrace
Her last words were,
"Forgive me"
But I'm the one guilty
Guilty for not protecting her
Guilty for not showing her love
When she was still alive
Why didn't I appreciate her when she was around?
Why didn't I treasure her more than I treasured myself?
I lay in bed for what seemed an eternity
I cried and grieved,
Screamed and slashed
Why am I not the one dead?
But then it dawned upon me
How much she left within me
The moments she cried within my arms
When she laughed, when she smiled
When she grinned and when she cracked jokes
And then I realise
That what's left within me…
Was regret and pain
Goodbye, my hopeless dream.
We'll meet someday.