Hey guys! I haven't written in a while but here goes nothing! My first Twilight Fanfic. Woot . I have around 3 chapters done - they are just going through some editing right now. So please please review! It keeps me writing! Also sorry for any spelling mistakes. There should be none I've checked it over 10 times now but things happen sigh
Story ends where Eclipse ends off. Bella's POV only cause its usually written like that.

Lucky Stephenie Meyer owns all the pretty characters of twilight - while I am stuck writing what I wish would happen.
Now go read the story !

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Two weeks was all that was left until my wedding to Edward Cullen. My eyes stayed peeled open as the light from the moon shone through my window. The window that Edward would always come through just about every night, to sleep beside me - this night was no different. His cold stone arm was rapped around my upper body, his head just above mine. I could feel his breath on my hair, tickling me every now and then. Although he couldn't read my mind, I'm sure he knew that I was not sleeping. Most of the wedding plans had yet to be completed and even though Alice had told me a million times everything was going to be okay, I knew it wasn't. Some thing was missing, and all this time knowing what that something was, I did not want to admit it.

My eye started to sting and my breathing became uneven. I tried to hold it in, to not let Edward notice, but of course he did. His arm tightened around me, pulling my closer to his body until I could feel his chest on my back. His lips moved to my ear and whispered "I'm sorry", his breath cool and soothing, but his words infuriating.

I was too tired to argue so I scowled in my own mind. Why did Edward have to be so forgiving? Why couldn't he be like every normal boy and be angry that I was thinking of someone else – two weeks before our own wedding. I was the one who was sorry, sorry for being such an idiot. For hurting him, betraying him, cheating on him; Edward would never show it, I wish I could read his mind. Still, almost every night a memory of Jacob would return to me and Edward would always be there. He was too kind, too amazing.

I soon surrendered to Edwards's lullaby that he always sang, to make me fall asleep. I awoke alone, the window open slightly – meaning Edward was gone. He told me he had to leave in the mornings more often now, because Charlie would check on me as I slept. Edward told me it was sometimes because he was going to miss me. Other times, it was to make sure I was still there. I moved slowly to the washroom, to do all my human necessities that I soon wouldn't need. My days of a human were limited; soon I would be a beautiful member of the living dead.

"Hey Bella!"

My Dad called from downstairs. "I'm leaving now."

"Okay!" I yelled back, my voice hurting for the loud tone, being as I just woke up.

I walked into the washroom and turned the shower on, I thought I heard Charlie saying something else but I ignored it and stepped into the warm water.

Once I was done I made my way down stairs, slowly, heavily. This was going to be a long day. My shower hadn't properly woken me up and my thoughts were still groggy. I had my eyes set on the fridge for some much needed food – another human thing I soon wouldn't need.

"Hey Bella…."

I heard Charlie calling me. Did he have a cold? His voice sounded strange.

"Hey Bells you okay?"

I waved my hand in his direction; my head still did look away from the fridge.

Then something clicked. The gears in my brain started to turn. Charlie didn't have a cold, Charlie wasn't even here, and he left for work at least fifteen minutes ago.

"Earth to Bella", the voice called again, it was warm and husky….

My head turned slowly and took me a while to reach his face. He had gotten taller, again. Man will he even stop growing? Or maybe he hadn't grown at all maybe it had just been such a long time since I'd….

"Jake!" I smiled and rammed myself into his steel chest, my arms trying to wrap around him. I felt his warm hands on my back, surrounding me. Jacob was so warm, I missed this. I missed my Jacob.

I didn't want to let go but I could tell his arms were loosing so I back away. I looked up at him smiling, I was so happy I thought I would cry. Crying seemed just about the only thing I often felt whenever I though or even looked at Jake.

"Well, that was a nice welcoming" He said, beaming. That smile reminding me of the Jacob I had grew to love.

"I can't believe you just left like that!" I said angry but still happy at the same time.

"Oh, so you missed me then?" Jacob said teasing me, starting to lean in closer.

His eyes looked at me, I felt like they were burning through me. I started to move closer as well, almost hypnotically stuck in his trance. I sudden felt something heavy on my left hand. My ring, I was marrying Edward, I chose him. I quickly turned my head looking down, away from his smoldering gaze.

"I can't stay for long; I can already smell your leech coming" I heard Jacob's voice above me, it was bitter and cold. My Jacob was gone again.

My eyes snapped up at him and I glared into his dark eyes. They were icy now, and I hope mine were too.

Jacob looked away slightly, "Look I just wanted ask you something"

"Fine then, ask" I answered coldly.

"Fine" His chocolate eyes on me again, "Can I bring a guest to you're ….." His pupils diverted to my ring, "funeral?"

"Look, first off it's a wedd - "

"So, your not becoming a blood sucker after then?" Jacob's face lit up.

"I'm not becoming a bloodsucker, I'm becoming a vampire." I couldn't look at him anymore, and turned away moving toward the fridge. "Bring whoever you want just… come." My voice broke at the end. I knew he could tell, but he didn't say anything more, and all I could hear was the door closing.