Hello this is my new story I truly hope you enjoy it , it has of course our favorite character's in it Bella, Jasper, Edward and Alice, Emmet and Rose, Carlisle and Esme a little and Demeter and Felix.

I will be doing a few flashbacks in the story and some changes in POV but if you can stick with me I think you will enjoy the story

Bella's POV:

As I was on the plane on my way back to forks I was thinking over my life. What caused me to leave forks and my family? What caused me to go to the vaulter? I would be lying to myself if I told you I didn't remember what caused me to leave forks.

Flashback

I walked in on Edward and Alice on top of each other half naked. Of course me being so shocked and them being so busy they didn't notice my entrance nor did I make it none. I ran out of the room leaving the door cracked. I ran down the stairs out the front door and smack into a tall lean figure. I of course fell back onto the ground. My eyes were so filled with tears and pure hate I couldn't see who I had ran into but frankly at that point I couldn't give a flying flipped if I ran straight into shammo. All I knew is that I needed to leave and leave immediately.

I pushed myself off of the ground and whipped my hands over my eyes I already had enough trouble seeing and walking in a straight line when I wasn't hysterical I didn't need anything extra on top of that. I had been so preoccupied my thoughts that when I felt two cold hands on my shoulder that I was shocked to say the least.

"Bella, Bella are you ok," I heard jasper's frantic voice. I turned my head slightly to make sure that the hands on my shoulder connected to the body right in front of me. I know that sounded stupid but jasper always kept a five foot distance between us always because he was to afraid that he would kill me. I felt jasper start to send calm waves to me and the more he sent the madder I got I know it wasn't his fault but god he was trying to calm me down after I had just caught his wife and my so called finance in the bed together. What gave him the f--- right to do that? Eventually he stopped sending the waves noticing that they weren't really working. I took to a step and turned on my heel and headed back into the house because now I was truly pissed and I swear if it took me all night everyone including our two love birds were going to find out. I was marching up the stairs when a brilliant idea hit me and I went into Alice and Jasper's room and went straight for her wallet. I pulled out all of her cards and one by one let them drop into jasper's paper shrewder. I was about done when two strong hands grabbed my wrist and at first I thought it was Edward and was about to give him a piece of my mind but then I heard a laugh and noticed it wasn't Edward but jasper. Jasper's laugh wasn't bad not by no means he just had a manly tone to it.

"Now Bella I know you hate it when Alice spends money on you but don't you think you're taking it a litle to far?" he asks still slightly laughing

"Not far enough," I mummer quietly but I knew that he could hear me. I tried to yank my hands away from him but he wasn't budging. His grasp was not like Edwards always soft touch his was strong and my common since in the back of my head was saying

Go own fool keep yanking and he will surly yank your hand out of his socket

Oh shut up my other voice said and this is when I realized that I had totally lost my mind

"Jasper let go," I say through my teeth standing up.

"Not in till you calm down," he says and I sighed slash yelled in frustration.

"You know what just follow me I will show you what has made me so mad," I say and start walking up the stairs with jasper on my heel. I opened Edwards door again and saw a sight that turned my vision pure red. I heard jasper growl and drop to the floor and for some reason I felt strangely bad for bring Jasper in here he didn't deserve this. But you know what made me truly snap was the words that came out of Edwards's mouth.

"Oh……God….Alice……I should be marring you instead of Bella. I love her but god nothing like this," he says and before I could control my actions I picked up the glass lamp and herald it at them. I was slightly surprised when it made contact but was beyond my breaking point to care. Edward and Alice cursed and they turned to see how threw the object and when they saw me there mouths dropped about a mile and they jumped up off each other. From the corner of my eye I saw jasper stand up and look at me. I pulled off the ring Edward had given to and also threw it at him.

"If you won't to married her than don't let me stand in your way," I say with so much acid in my voice it almost scared me.

"Be-Bella it's not--," he stared but I cut him off

"I swear to god Edward if you say it's not what it looks like…" I say

"ALICE WHAT THE HELL IS THIS," jasper interceded

"I…..um…..we…..I," Alice starts

"YOU, UM, WE UM, WHAT ALICE," I say this time "One day you got board and said well hay jasper and Bella my best friend is out. She left her fiancé home let me go up to his room and see if he wants to play." I say and she winced and glared at me " And Edward I thought that when someone gave you a ring and proposed to you and promised that they would love you for ever that maybe just maybe that you wonted to be with them. Correct me if I got this wrong ok," I say the sarcasm dripping from my voice, "You came all the way back to forks ask me if you could join my life again so that you could 3 weeks before our f----kin wedding decide hay I'm going to sleep with my fiancé best friend, maid of freakin owner and maybe she wont mind," I say as I was pacing back and forth. Now everyone's mouth ways hanging open even jasper's.

"Bella I--," Edward starts but I cut him off again

"Edward save it I really don't give a d---m about what you have to say," I say "Well I'll just leave you two alone it looked like you guys weren't finish," I say and turned and stormed out of the room. I noticed that jasper was not by the door when I left out I went to his room and saw him burning the rest of Alice's cards with a blow torch. I grabbed it out of his hands.

"I have a better idea," I say and walk into her closet and start burning the clothes and I heard jasper laugh out in a bitter voice and I joined in suit. When I was sure that all of her clothes were roasted I dropped the torch and at that very moment Alice and Edward decided to intrude.

"What is that smell?" Alice asked as she followed it to her closet and then we heard and ear piercing scream and me and jasper doubled over in laughter. She came out of the closet at the sound of our laughter and when I say I had never seen her look so mean in her life I meant that jasper immediately stopped laughing as did I.

"Which one of you did it?" she said letting her self go into a crouch. At that moment Jasper flashed in front of me and also got into a crouch. "So Bella well we might have been friends but you will pay for this," she says and growls, and I get completely behind jasper and put and hand on his right shoulder just to make sure he was really there. He took his right hand and laid it on top of my for reasurance I think. For some reason I was getting comfortable around jasper I didn't think he would fight his wife but I didn't think he would let me get hurt either. The little hand jester did not escape Alice and Edwards eye, Edward growled at jasper and Alice smirked but she truly honestly looked pissed.

"Oh jasper your not going to hurt your dear old wife are you," she asked

"I will if you even take another step towards Bella," he says in a voice that could cut steel. Alice face turned to shock at his words and tone I'm sure mind did to I didn't know he felt so strongly about me.

"What how can you sit there and say that just a few months ago you were thinking about having her for a mill now you're her savior," she says and laughs bitterly and beside me I felt jasper shudder. That was it she can say anything she wants' to me but I wont let her talk to jasper that way. I walked around jasper noticing the look on his face that told me he was probably contemplating weather to grab me and pull me back. I bent down and grabbed the blow torch just in case she planned on being difficult. I made my way to the door and sure enough there she was blocking me.

Move," I say in a hard voice but she doesn't move a step "Alright are we going to be difficult," I say mostly to myself. I pulled up the blow torch and aimed it straight at her heart I saw a flash of fear go through her face but then she covered it up marvelously.

"You won't use that?" she said almost as if questing me

"Oh I wont you just ruined my life and you don't think I would," I say and laugh

"Well I will kill you before you get the chance," she says in a confident voice and that was it. I burst out laughing. It was just so funny that she was telling a person that was suicidal that she would basically kill them. How is that not funny? Alice expression was perplexed and a bit irritated that I was probably laughing at her.

"What you I give to be dead?" I say lowering the torch and looking up at the ceiling trying to contain my tears. "To never have to wake up and feel the pain, the loneness, the depression, the hurt and rejection." I say and from the corner of my eye I see Edward flinch. "What would I do to never have to wake put on a face smile and endure that terrible thing I call life without having to lie to myself saying everything's going to be ok, it's all going to work out when I know D—m well it wont," I say bring by gaze to land right on Alice and she actually flinched back.

"I have one thing to say to you and I pray to god that it's the last thing I ever have to say to you personally. There is nothing left that you can do to me you took everything away from me; the love of my life which also used to be my life," I say and Edward flinches again. Then I glanced at jasper who looked to say the least just plum shocked " And how could you do that to jasper he didn't deserve that and you know it," I spat at her making her flinch again " And now you stand here and threaten me about how you would kill me, Ha," I laugh " That would be a f—kin relief. But now I guess I told you that you probably won't kill me then." I say and then lean in closely to her face and said with as much venom that I could muster up "But the point I am trying to get across to you is that you took away my life and everything in it so there is nothing you can do to me because you know what I have nothing left to loose." I say and lean back pulling up the torch Alice just stood there like an idiot. "So you're either going to move out of my way in the next 10 seconds or I am going to pull the trigger and you will have to kill me either way I WIN," I sneered in her face and surprise enough she moved to the side immediately. I ran as fast as I could down the stairs trying to get away from them I could hear Alice and Jasper yelling at each other. I got to the bottom of the stairs when a hand grabbed my wrist and spun me around. It was none other than the famous Edward Cullen.

"Let go," I say threw my teeth

"Not till we talk," he says

"And why the hell do you think I would wont to talk to you," I said trying to wiggle away which only made him grab my other wrist and hold them tightly a little to tight.

"Bella I'm sorry and I still love you," he says and I laughed "Can't we just put it behind us," he says and I stared open mouthed at him had he lost his ever loven mind.

"No we can not just put it behind us," I say "You've made your choice just please let me go," I say finally a tear dropped.

"No," he growl holding my wrist tighter but this time three of his nails when in my skin I screamed out in pain, but I was determaned to let him know how I felt.

"Bella you can't just let our relationship go that easy," he says

"You did," I yelled at him "I let it go when I walked into your room the first time and you didn't even notice me. I let it go when I walked in on you telling Alice you would rather marry her. I let it go when Alice was about to attack me and you just stood there as if you didn't know which one to choose. Well I've chose and my choice and my future does not involve you," I spat at him and that was his braking point and his nails dug so deep into my skin for a second I thought that they were going to go straight through. I screamed in pain and all the talking up stairs silenced. I made a big mistake and looked down blood was everywhere and I was all coming out of my wrist's. I could feel myself swaying and my vision became blurry. The last thing I remembered was something hitting Edward hard and then I blanked out.

So did you like? Love? Wish you've never read it? Please, please, please with Alice dangling from a rope on top Review.