I walked up.I thought about him.I closed my eyes;I took the mic out of the stand.
Suddenly I
Am in front of the lights
Everything I'm feeling
Scary and beautiful at the same time
Everyday I try just to breathe
I wanna show the whole world the truth inside of me
I stepped closer,looking out to the audience.My every performance was dedicated to you.
Always to you.Thinking that I'd..I'd find you.But,everything,was too complicated.
I smiled,as they cheered for me to continue.
I looked out to the audience,picturing everyone of them as him.Him only.
Suddenly people know my name
Suddenly everything has changed
Suddenly I feel so alive
In the blink of an eye
It's happening now
My dreams..begin to reign.
I looked around.Every guy I saw;wasn't you.
Where the heck are you,hmm?
Where?Where?I spent days and months,even years looking for you.
It has been 2 years.And you left me.
Suddenly time feels like the wind
It changes everywhere I go
I'm just trying to fit in
Now here I stand,and I'm still just that..girl.
I'm followin' my heart..in this amazin' crazy world
They applauded,and I laughed.Tears began to flow down,making me think to stop everything.
If this was a dream,when do I wake up?
If this was a fantasy,am I still daydreaming in highschool?
Wake..me up.
As I finished my last few lyrics..I closed my eyes.
The show ended,and I said I couple of thank you's,picked up some roses,and walked off.
I spent a moment in my dressing room,crying my eyes out.
I heard a knock on the door.I wiped my tears,opened the door,and it was..
you.I ran up to you,and hugged you so tight;
And it all ended.You--you were just my director.
"Sorry."I said.I closed my door,once more.
I felt;so alone.
So awkward,so faint.
I realized...you died.
Years ago.
You..died.
You left me.All alone,why'd you do it?WHY?
Troy..I love you.