I haven't written a Hetalia fanfic in ages. I might be a little rusty, but meh. I own nothing
Raivis shivered. Then again, when was he not shivering? Everything was so intimidating to him. Mostly because was taught at a young age to trust no one and that innocence didn't exist. When he was taught that, it back fired and made the boy scared of just about everything. But that was in the past. He was entering a whole different life. He stared at himself in the mirror. His soft violet eyes were slowly forming tears. He had faced so many difficult things. Some…No, most of those things were unspeakable things. But what he was going to face next was so unknown that Raivis would rather jump into a lake full of acid. He'd do anything….well…not anything…. But he'd do just about anything to get out of going to high school.
"Y-You can do it Raivis!" Raivis had lied a lot, but this lie had to be the most outrageous. He looked down at the white socks on his feet. He marveled over how white they were. All of the socks he had received from before were always a stingy brown before he could get his feet into them.
A faint knock called Raivis's attention to it. He swallowed the lump in his throat, and then padded over to the door in his shockingly white socks. He opened the door hesitantly. Behind his door stood the Lithuanian man who had taken care of him for a month or two. Raivis was fond of the man, he actually figured he was the only person he's trusted in a while.
"T-Toris?" Raivis opened the door wider.
"The cab is here. I put your suit case in already, so all you need to do is go out." Toris smiled and ruffled Raivis's hair.
Raivis shook with terror again.
"You'll be fine," Toris's voice was sugary sweet. Raivis raised an eyebrow.
"I d-don't believe y-you," Raivis shuffled down the hallway.
"Good. High school is a scary place, especially when you've never been to school before." Toris sighed. "I don't understand why your mother never even let you go to elementary school."
"M-mom didn't l-like s-schools. S-she said it w-was p-propaganda." Raivis slipped his shoes on and looked at Toris again.
"Even if high school is a scary and difficult place, it'll help you find out who you want to be." Toris looked Raivis in the eyes. "This is for your own good."
"B-but d-do I really h-have t-to go to a b-boarding school? I d-don't l-like the idea of b-being in a school 24/7," Raivis stared back. His palms were sweaty, and he wasn't even out of his house yet. Raivis figured if the sweating was this bad in his house, it would be a lot worse once when he got to the school.
Toris rolled his eyes "You'll live." The Lithuanian man slid his hand into his pocket and pulled out a tiny flip phone. "This is for you." Toris grinned "I already put my number on it, along with a few others. You can text me anytime you want, I'll try and respond as soon as I can."
Raivis smiled a little. He felt a little better knowing he would be able to contact Toris anytime he needed.
"Thanks T-Toris, t-this makes me f-feel a little better," a smile pulled on Raivis's lips.
"Now go, you don't want to have the cab driver wait any longer." Toris slipped the phone into Raivis's hand and gave him a gentle push.
Raivis reluctantly got into the cab and looked out the window at Toris. Toris had a goofy smile on his face and was waving like a crazy man. The Latvian boy couldn't help but chortle. In the little time he had spent with Toris, he had developed a little crush on the Lithuanian man. The cab jolted into motion and Raivis realized this was the last time he would see his guardian in a while. He tried to watch Toris as the cab sped away, but he soon realized it was impossible. Raivis sat back in the seat in resignation. He pulled his new phone out and frowned when he realized he had no charger for it. He hoped Toris had packed a charger in his suit case. The blonde haired teen closed his eyes. He hated being in cars. They always made him so sleepy.
"Hey kid, wake up and pay me!" A voice pulled Raivis from his dream world.
It took a minute for the him to remember what was going on. Once the fact that he was at his new school/home sunk in, Raivis shook and paid the cab driver. He got out of the cab with shaking legs and got his suit case out of the trunk. He remembered only packing one, but somehow he ended up with two. Raivis smiled a little, he figured Toris had packed him a lot more than he needed.
Raivis lugged the suitcases up the stairs leading up to the school. The school was huge, but he remembered that the school and the dorm were combined in the same building. The short teen stopped in front of the glass doors and took a deep breath. The small shaking Latvian boy squeezed his eyes shut and yanked the front door open. He walked in with his suit cases and looked around for the office. Once he had located it, Raivis walked in. He felt his heart race faster as he approached the receptionist counter.
There, sat a young woman who was writing something on a piece of paper. Raivis shook like a leaf in a hurricane. He placed the suit cased down next to him and tapped on the desk. The young woman looked up and smiled at him.
"Hello, how can I help you?" She placed her pen down.
"U-uh…. I'm n-new." Raivis handed the young woman a piece of paper. It had most of his info on it.
The woman scanned the paper and then nodded. "Oh, we've been expecting you. How was your drive here?"
Raivis wanted to tell her he wasn't in the mood for a 'friendly' conversation, but he just grinned and bared it. "I s-slept the w-whole time."
The woman laughed "I would have done the same thing," she slipped a card and another paper over to Raivis. "This is the card that lets you in your room, and this paper is your schedule. The room you'll be staying in is room 20-A. "
Raivis nodded and picked up the paper and the card. He slipped the card into his pocket. "Uh…. C-can you point m-me in the r-right direction?"
The woman smiled and nodded "It should be on the third floor, if you have any trouble finding it you should be able to ask the dorm leader for the third floor. He stays in room 1-B. And keep in mind all the classrooms are past the third floor, that'll help you shorten your search for your new room,"
Raivis nodded and folded the paper up before slipping it into the pocket with the card in it. "T-thanks," Raivis muttered before dragging his suitcases out of the room.
After wandering around the first floor, Raivis found an elevator. He entered and sighed, exhausted. He pressed the button to the third floor and waited for the elevator to arrive to the third floor. Once it stopped, and the door opened, Raivis's eyes went wide. The hallway before him was wide and long. The carpet was a soft tan and the walls were a white with gold trimming. The doors that lined the hall were white and each had a number and letter in gold lettering. Raivis picked his suit cases up and carried them down the hallway. Next to each door was a plate that had two names on them. The blonde haired teen was very happy that his room was easy to find, it was the last room in the hall around the corner. He stopped in front of room 20-A, and took a deep breath.
"You can do it," This time, Raivis was able to say it without stuttering. And he slightly believed it.
He placed down his suit cases and dug the card the let him in the room out. He pressed the black bar on the back of the green card against the scanner above the name plates. While waiting for something to happen, Raivis read the name plates.
Feliks and Raivis's room.
Raivis smiled. So my roommate's name is Feliks. Raivis pulled his card away from the scanner when he heard a click. He slid the card back into his pocket and opened the door to his new room. The shaking boy was once again impressed with the interior of his new school. The room was a medium size, and had the same tan floor and white and gold wall as the hallway. There was single bed pushed against the wall that had a plain blue blanket on it. Not far from the bed was a nice wooden desk with a white chair that had a cushioned seat. The desk was next to another door that Raivis assumed lead to either a bathroom or his roommate's room. And the last thing in the room was a wide dresser that had a mirror nailed to the wall above it.
The skittish teen tossed his suit cases on the bed and emptied the contents of his pockets on the dresser. He eyed the phone Toris gave to him and smiled. Then, with a shrug, Raivis decided to text him.
I just got to my dorm room. I'm nervous.
He made the text short and simple, and then flipped his phone closed. The blonde hair teen looked at the ground. He missed Toris terribly, and he hadn't even been gone for a whole day. Raivis paced the room for a while but then stopped, realizing he hadn't greeted his roommate yet. He opened the door next to his desk. The doorway led to a small room with a white couch in it. The blonde haired teen noted two more doors in the room. One was in the back of the room, and the other was marked 20-B. Raivis took a deep breath, walked across the room, and knocked on the door to 20-B.
"Cooooooooooooming!" a cheerful voice was muffled by the door, but yet it was still quite loud.
Raivis was a little relieved to hear such a gentle voice. It made him feel a little better. He eyed the door knob as it turned slowly. His heart almost stopped once the door opened. He was expecting a boy. But what he saw was not a boy. It was a girl. A very cute one to be exact. His cheeks turned a bright red. The girl had short blond hair that was curled slightly at the end. She wore tight fitting jean shorts that were a light blue. And her top was a loose fitting striped blue tank top. Her green eyes shone down at his. For a girl, she was awfully tall. Well…Raivis wasn't very tall…but this girl towered over him.
Her glossed lips curled into a smile "Hiya, you must be Raivis." The girl stuck her hand out so he could shake it. He grasped her hand weakly and shivered. "I'm, like, totally excited to meet you."
Raivis stared up at her, very confused. "B-but I t-thought this w-wasn't a c-co-ed d-dorm."
"It isn't, silly." The girl rolled her eyes. "Anywho, I'm Feliks. My daddy let me chose who I wanted to be my roommate, but they were all stinky, tall boys. So I decided to have my room, but once they announced you were moving into the dorm you were put into my room. Thank god you're not an ugly boy. You're really pretty!"
Raivis's jaw dropped. "W-wait a minute… A-are you a b-boy?"
"Yep! Since my daddy owns the school, he lets me wear whatever I want." Feliks giggled and flicked his hair to the side. "Don't I look cute in these clothes?"
"Y-yeah," Raivis spoke without thinking. His mind was too busy trying to wrap around the fact that he was sharing a room with a cross dresser.
"Awww! Thank you!" Feliks circled around Raivis. The shivering blond felt the other boy's eyes on his body. "You're really cute too!" Feliks smiled.
Raivis blushed, he kind of enjoyed the attention he was getting, not that he would say that aloud. The shorter boy shuffled from foot to foot, only to be stopped by a smack to his butt. He spun on his heels to glare at Feliks.
"I just, like, had too! You have the best bubble butt I've ever seen," The taller boy smirked and hugged Raivis.
Raivis tried to get away, but Feliks had a vice grip on the smaller teen's body. The shaking and shivering boy squeezed his eyes shut wondered what was going to happen to him from that point on.
I know, I know it's kind of a weak ending but I'm saving all the good stuff for the next chapter. Granted, if people want the next chapter. Thanks for reading. I enjoy constructive criticism.