Story Title : Dear Diary
Author: Cry me a river
Summary: Charity's diary. What she really thinks and feels. Warning extreme Charity fans maybe offended because I have decided to give her a personality!
Sorry if anything is mispelled.
Dear Diary
Thoughts
Dear Diary,
Ok, normally I don't write in diaries., but when Aunt Grace gave this one to me i figuered why not use it? Although I doubt that I am going to carry it in my purse, or with me every where i go because it's pink and fuzzy. But I know Grace was trying. I hate the way she shops for me. Its always pink or girlie. Not that I mind the girlie part, because I am a girl, but it seems like Aunt Grace thinks of me as a child. I am growing up, well grown practically. I understand that she wants to protect me. She lost her sister, and I lost my mother. But i don't want to be protected. I just want to live my life. I am grateful for the place to stay and family and the love that they give me. But I just want to be myself and to do the things that I want to do with my life. I feel so misunderstood! But everyone expects me to be miss perfect and nice 24 hours all the time. it DRIVES ME CRAZY! I am a TEENAGER and I get mad and upset like everyone else. But I think and feel that i am expected not to have those feelings. I long to be like Kay in a certain sense. That is not to say I agree with some of the things she does, but I know she is hurting. I just want to be able to yell, whine, or cry without caring what the consequences are, just like she does. I long to be a smart ass when Reese gets too nosey or Miguel aggervates me. I even wanna shoot back at Kay but I don't.
Hey I think I am getting something good from this stupid pink diary! I feel like a weight has been lifted off me already. Thats cool. I have so many things going through my head right now. But do I dare put them in this diary? Would anyone want to read it? i would say no because Kay thinks I am boring, but who knows for sure. I have suspicions, dreams, and wants that I would love to get out. But do I dare? Maybe I should buy a lock and keep it with me at all times. Hmmm... I will have to think on this. This is almost like talking to someone that I trust. Oh darn, I gotta go. I hear Jessica calling everyone to dinner.
Charity
So what do u think? Should I continue? I am not much of a Charity fan so I don't know...I am trying to do a good story about her. One where she is really not so bad!
Thanks
Shana
Author: Cry me a river
Summary: Charity's diary. What she really thinks and feels. Warning extreme Charity fans maybe offended because I have decided to give her a personality!
Sorry if anything is mispelled.
Dear Diary
Thoughts
Dear Diary,
Ok, normally I don't write in diaries., but when Aunt Grace gave this one to me i figuered why not use it? Although I doubt that I am going to carry it in my purse, or with me every where i go because it's pink and fuzzy. But I know Grace was trying. I hate the way she shops for me. Its always pink or girlie. Not that I mind the girlie part, because I am a girl, but it seems like Aunt Grace thinks of me as a child. I am growing up, well grown practically. I understand that she wants to protect me. She lost her sister, and I lost my mother. But i don't want to be protected. I just want to live my life. I am grateful for the place to stay and family and the love that they give me. But I just want to be myself and to do the things that I want to do with my life. I feel so misunderstood! But everyone expects me to be miss perfect and nice 24 hours all the time. it DRIVES ME CRAZY! I am a TEENAGER and I get mad and upset like everyone else. But I think and feel that i am expected not to have those feelings. I long to be like Kay in a certain sense. That is not to say I agree with some of the things she does, but I know she is hurting. I just want to be able to yell, whine, or cry without caring what the consequences are, just like she does. I long to be a smart ass when Reese gets too nosey or Miguel aggervates me. I even wanna shoot back at Kay but I don't.
Hey I think I am getting something good from this stupid pink diary! I feel like a weight has been lifted off me already. Thats cool. I have so many things going through my head right now. But do I dare put them in this diary? Would anyone want to read it? i would say no because Kay thinks I am boring, but who knows for sure. I have suspicions, dreams, and wants that I would love to get out. But do I dare? Maybe I should buy a lock and keep it with me at all times. Hmmm... I will have to think on this. This is almost like talking to someone that I trust. Oh darn, I gotta go. I hear Jessica calling everyone to dinner.
Charity
So what do u think? Should I continue? I am not much of a Charity fan so I don't know...I am trying to do a good story about her. One where she is really not so bad!
Thanks
Shana