'kay, I'm taking advantage of these inspiring days to put on "paper" all that was on my mind for months. Enjoy!
If I say that I know for sure when our friendship has taken a more romantic course, I'm lying. 'kay, Becky and I have a certain history. Sasha and Bayley were just our friends, really. But I don't regret that decision. Many people find our relationship strange. Fuck them. I don't need anyone's approval to be happy.
Bayley is the perfect person to get together and plan impossible things. Her childish and extremely optimistic spirit contrasts perfectly with the extremely rational side of Becky, Sasha, and myself. Bayley was the only person able to persuade Sasha to wear the "4 Horsewomen" headband she made for us. It's worth mentioning that Becky and I spent about 2 hours trying to convince her to use it.
Sasha is a lot like me in more ways than I like to admit. Both of us are extremely stubborn and we love having control of everything. And that has already led to more fights than I can count. Luckily our girlfriends always separate us before we literally kill each other. She awakens my competitive side. Which implies that we try to outdo each other no matter what we're competing for. Most of the time, there is nothing to compete, but still ...
Becky is ... Becky. The person who got me into this relationship. She's my person. Don't get me wrong, I love the other women, I'll do the biggest bullshit ever for them. But, my relationship with Becky is different in so many levels. She taught me how to whistle. She told me that's ok to like girls too. She was the first girl I kissed. She was the first girl that I make love with. It was on her shoulder that I cried until I fell asleep when my brother died. She is my haven. If it wasn't for her, I don't know where I would be now or how I would be.
Sometimes, when I look at these women, I feel like I don't deserve them. They're the most perfect women that I know.