Disclaimer: Hello all!! Okay so this is my first attempt at a GG and also multi-chapter fic, but I have decided I am a huge fan of any and all Masochistic relationships in existence. And Chuck and Blair just make my life. This follows up episode 2x16 "You've Got Yale". I don't own any of these characters they belong to the CW and Josh Schwartz and whoever else contributed.

Chapter 1-Surprise, Surprise

"Who knew this was going to be the longest night of my life?" I asked myself. I'm sitting in a bathroom stall at the opera house smoking a cigarette trying to find relief from all that was out there. This is pathetic. My life has never gone smoothly but right now I feel as if I have hit rock bottom. I am an orphan, I have been truly successful in pushing away the only form of family I had ever know, including Blair, not that I can really admit that to anyone else. Jack had turned out to be true to the Basstard family name, and I was now uncle-less as well.

Since I was a child I have always been loyal to those few I allow myself to get close to. The number of people on that list is very small, and I have always made it seem like a private club. But once you're in that club I expect the same loyalty to be repaid. This small task it seems, is something that no one can handle, and that is why I am alone. Again.

Blair was the one person closest to perfectly loyal that I have ever found, but once again the Bass family genes came to stand in the way, and now I've lost her forever because of my stupidity.

I guess I really do live up to my fathers words. When he was alive and on the rare occasions when he was around, I was able to see the disappointment in his eyes when he looked at me, but yet I never thought I was deserving of it. And now the longer I live without him the more I see how much he was justified in his disgust. I'm pathetic.

Suddenly my musings were interrupted by the opening of the lavatory door. I heard quick masculine footsteps heading toward the sink, surprisingly followed by the click-clack of feminine ones. I smirked, at least one good thing was going to come of this night. I was going to get a show and I didn't even have to pay.

But very quickly my excitement was ruined, when I heard the painfully familiar female voice begin to speak.

"Why can't you just leave Jack? Haven't you caused enough trouble as it is? You've taken the company away from Chuck, and you've made my life miserable in the process. Why can't that be enough?" It was Blair. I had never heard this tone of pleading or distress used with anyone else, well at least with anyone but me.

"Oh Blair.." Jack sneered, as I heard him walk closer to her " I didn't make your life miserable. It was already miserable. I just made it more….pleasurable.." He laughed.

I became more alert at that. What did he mean by that?

Blair spoke at that "More pleasurable?!" she practically screamed. "What you did to me had nothing to do with pleasure!"

I instantly clenched my teeth, my hands coming to tight fists at my sides. I had no idea what went on but I could guess what they were talking about, and this was too much. But I also knew Blair would never tell me what happened if I left it up to her. So I consolidated every ounce of restraint that I had in my body to remain silent and continue on listening.

"Jack, I came to you with one purpose, and that was to find Chuck. You took advantage of me. I wanted one Bass and you just couldn't handle that. I may not have been completely sober on New Years, but I definitely remember telling you "no" and I most definitely recall you not listening, and you taking what you wanted from me."

Jack sighed in boredom sounding a lot like me "I didn't take anything from you that you weren't begging for. C'mon Blair just be honest with yourself. Why else would you have enlisted my help if you didn't want a piece of this Bass?"

Blair was breathing faster now, I could hear and also sense her distress. How had I not seen this? How was she able to overcome what had happened to her to help me? She had given of herself, and was taken advantage of in the worst way possible by my own uncle. All because of me.

How many times could I screw up her life? I could now understand why she finally broke, why she was finally done with me. I may not have been the one who attacked her, but I was the one who ruined her in the first place.

I really didn't need to hear the rest. It would just give me more ammunition to want to kill Jack later and as much as that is just what I want to do, I didn't want to go to jail for the rest of my life. It would only take me away from the most important thing in my life. Blair.

Slowly I opened the door to the stall. Both Jack and Blair turned towards the sound of someone else being in the room. My breath hitched as I looked at Blair's face, it was void of all color. She realized her secret was out. I was probably the last person she wanted to know about this. Jack was purposefully causing her this pain and he was going to pay for that.

"Is it true?" I asked her.

She looked down at the ridiculously expensive marble tiles and instantly I knew that it was. Shaking with fury I made a move towards Jack. But Blair stepped in front of me, placing one hand at the middle of my chest.

She looked up into my eyes "Chuck, don't." she commanded

"Blair…" I started.

"Just don't Chuck, he's not worth it. And now that you know what happened, I'm sure you know that I'm not either. So just do what you do best, and walk away."

How could she possibly think that she wasn't worth it? Oh wait, cause I made her feel that way. I really am and idiot. I paused my movements, I was so torn, I was sure I had never wanted anything more than to do something violent to Jack at that particular moment. But Blair's plea is what stopped me. I had taken enough from her, I owed her this.

"Okay Blair…" I looked directly into her eyes "For you anything." I said repeating a sentiment from what seemed like decades ago.

She looked back to the ground, I knew she was fighting to hold herself together. I moved to place my arm around her shoulder and lead her out of the bathroom, but she flinched away as if I were made of flames. I guess I deserved that after all I had done. I settled for motioning towards the door, which she accepted. When she was through the door I turned back to Jack.

"This isn't over." I promised. I then used up the very last bit of restraint I had and followed Blair out the door and into the main lobby. Jack was lucky that Blair had stopped me, because with what I had in mind, they would never have found and ounce of him. Not that anybody would have bothered with a search. At least I had that going for me, I knew that I would always have someone to look for me. Even if it was only one person. She was the only one that mattered now.

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Okay Ya'll that was the end of Chap 1! Tell me what you think! Chapter 2 will be up soon. I am doing this instead of homework so I'll try to get it up tonight. By the way this is a repost. I totally spaced writing a note at the end and that makes these stories cold and impersonal. So! Here we go! Hope to hear from you. Thanks for stopping by-unnecessaryKash