For many a year, I have had a desire for a new world
With no crimes, no pains to rule the Earth
And on that very fateful day
When the most evil of creations descended upon me
I approached it, carefully but surely
Held it in my hands, feeling real vigor
One would have thought it was a curse
But no, what I had discovered
Was nothing more and nothing less
Than the promise of mankind's salvation.
A weapon of death, this blessing was
The ultimate weapon for eradication Earth's scum.
With the help of a harbinger of death,
I used it again and again to kill
Those who dare cause their brothers pain,
Those that who spare not a thought for others.
Now that the evil was slowly dwindling
I truly felt that now, everyone could live together
Peacefully, with not even one exchange of blows
Not one major calamity to befall anyone.
But what is this? Someone dares to think otherwise
A raven-haired detective, said to have solved many cases
Who went by only a single letter.
The minute my eyes took notice of this man,
My first impressions of him were that there was no way
No possible way that he could be the legendary detective
His hair unkempt, his eating habits atrocious
The atmosphere I felt from him, one of enigma
And his childishness, his desperation for winning
Greater than I ever would have thought.
Nonetheless, this man posed so great a threat
That despite his demeanour, I must take due care
In making him the top of my priorities
To wipe from the face of the Earth.
But alas, I had to forgo my death implement
Temporarily so as to get the information I needed from him.
And so my memories of the God-granted item departed,
This left me with the others
To work alongside the world's strongest intellect
Only to deceive him in the end.
At first, we were bitter enemies
Fighting against one another, in a battle of wits
But during the time the dark article was not in my possession
He went so far as to chain me to him with handcuffs
And declare that we could never leave each other.
I was initially outraged at this news
But he, being the lonely person that he was
Called me his first friend
I had no idea what was going on in that dark-maned head of his
But it was at least a sign that my plans were working.
As time flew by
With us being at each other's sides
Not being separated once, however,
I felt this bizarre bond forming between us
Was my antipathy towards the blonde woman
Really out of how she followed me like a dog?
Or that she was always the one person
To always come between I and the man of raven hair?
And then I knew, why I was feeling as I did right now
Though it was vague at first, I was enamoured by him.
One gloomy day, it had begun to rain
The sky flooded with dark clouds
I randomly walked outside in the downpour
Sure enough, there he stood
Staring at the sky, with a neutral face
As if he was trying to find the answer to this mystery.
He noticed my approach, as if sensing my presence
I called out to him, but he did not hear
I called again, and my voice finally reached his ears
And we took shelter from the frigid rain.
I had two snow-white towels and gave one to him
So that he could dry himself of the unclean water.
Then, all of a sudden, I found him at my feet
And lightly jolted at his chilly but refreshing touch.
He had offered to massage and dry my feet
And, being in love with him, I could not pass up the offer.
He claimed that he was very good at it
I believed him right away
As his fingers palpated every square inch of my foot,
Gracing me with an elating touch.
I was drenched in the rain, sure, but not as soaked as he
"You're all wet," I told him
Catching water dripping from that silky black hair
I moved my hand further down to dry the rest of him
His hands still nervously caressing my foot
He jerked as I had done when I touched his chest
I noticed that his temperature was far above normal
And his breath just as warm
No matter how hard I dried his chest
It remained as wet as the rain itself.
What was most odd
Was not his body warmth and how high it was
Nor was it his breathing, almost too shallow
But the left side of his chest
And the heart that danced underneath
So rapidly, and so beautifully
To think that I could feel and hear such a thing
Bought joy to my own heart.
I wonder, could he have been undergoing all of this
Because he, too, loved me so?
I had sincerely though this
I knew it, the answer was instilled in my mind
He even managed to tell me before it was all too late
Death was now meeting him in the face
His name had been given to an evil one
And now that same heart I have heard,
That same heart my whole being knew so well
Was as still and quiet as a lifeless desert
No longer would we so intimately connect
Or feel our hearts beating against one another.
While the others who fought alongside him flocked
Futilely rushed to his side, hoping he had lived
I smiled, laughed, put on a happy face
But really, deep down in my weak heart
I grieved and mourned more than anyone else had
I could barely watch him being buried
Being taken away from me by the Lord in Heaven
It almost seemed unreal
And I really had wished that it was
So that I might see him again.
What seemed like forever has passed
And two young men just like him
Now stand in my way
But I was not foolish enough to fall for people like these.
Despite their similarity to him
How they fought against the killer
How they, along with a few others
Wanted to get rid of me
Despite how I knew I was fighting him again
Neither of the two could ever replace my late dearest.
Yet even due to what little oppression I had received,
Be it that revolting blonde woman
Or the childish silver-haired youth
Or the young man who had a fetish for chestnut-colored confection
Or those who had been fighting with me
Even before he had passed on,
I was so close to my new world
My world in which I would reign
I had fooled them all, and so I laughed
Knowing that my initial goal was now achieved.
Or so I thought I was now a god
But it was that evil from the foreign realm
Who now became my doom
Using that long-nailed hand of his
He slowly but surely drained my life.
No! I was not yet ready to take my leave
There was still so much I had to do
In an apprehensive but pathetic attempt
To try and escape my fate
I ran, ran as fast as I could away from it all.
I had been going as fast as I could
Fleeing with all my might for a while now
And I now reached the end of the road.
I sat below the setting sun, panting hard
I never thought I would have been defeated
So many had supported me, thought that I was their god
Yet those who had opposed me were far stronger
Far more clever than my needless disciples
I guess I really deserved this fate
I was now ready to receive death.
But just before my soul left my dying shell
There he was, the man I had adored, far across from I
Even in my last moments, I loved him deeply
That he was present before me, his spirit there
Made my departure not even the least bit painful
Oh, thank you, god from the other realm
For blessing this sad man with his fair image again
Nothing could have soothed my raging soul any better
And so I slowly shut my eyes, crossing over
So blissful that his dulcet heartbeat could resonate in my ears again.
