I Dream of You
Hello Reader's Kreahe- chan here I hope you like the beginning of my short story series and more stories will be updated or created soon bye and this is Ritsu's point of view, review and give me your opinion on this short story. Enjoy
It has been six days since you broke my heart, I loved you so much, but you never loved me back. I would have done anything for you, I would have even died for you, but you turned you back on me, everyday I dream of you day and night dreaming that you would hold me close, giving me light kisses on my lips, whispering I love you over and over again, but that beautiful dream always end up with me walking away form you, and you running after me with tears in you eyes screaming my name, but you could never catch me, why do you scream my name, you don't love me right?
You probably don't even know that at the beginning that I knew that when I confessed my love to you that you accepted my confession because you wanted to break me and crush my illusions because I was so pure and you felt it made you see the evil within yourself, I found out that after I confessed which I didn't care about, even with the evilness I loved you.
I didn't turn jaded then because I still had hope you would fall in love with me like a fell for you deeply, but not once you said I love you, not once did you ask my on a date, not once did you let me see your true emotions instead of the emotionless face you give everyone, day by day my hopes of you loving me decreased and the thought of you using me only as your toy occupied my mind, until the last straw was you laughing when I asked you do you love me, when you did I was mixed in a world of hurt, I kicked you, I ran away from you, I ran away from what I thought was the truth, you have no idea how much I cried because of you, how I screamed out loud with all my heart filled with pain,
I cry because you betrayed me, but I cant forget you soft jet black hair your beautiful honey- colored eyes and you sweet voice all the things about you are branded in my memory torturing me every second, I cry because I'm alone here in England without your love, your trust, "Ritsu" that same voice whispered softly " no!, don't call out my name so sweetly!" I shouted as my heart was squeezing in my chest "you don't love me!" I collapsed on the floor sobbing " someone please help me, save me, I don't want to feel like this anymore" I screamed at the top of my lungs, the last thing I saw was your face before I closed my eyes for another dream of you.