hi well this is my first darry fic I hope you like here it is..

I harry thoughts

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Hermione's wrath and Slytherins mask

Hermione stormed up to Harry. She was greeted with a huge smile which immediately dropped off his face when he saw Hermione face. "What? I did not do anything... Did I?"

"No Harry you did nothing!" Hermione said sarcasm lacing her tone. Harrys frown deepened but said nothing and just continued to stare at Hermione. "Ugh what happen last night?" seeing the confusion on Harry face deepen she yelled "with Malfoy?!"

"Oh ...Well ...I..." Harry stuttered under Hermione's death gaze.

"You what Harry? Well? You where not so shy in front of the whole school!" Hermione screamed at him so loud that she attracted the attention of some other students.

Oblivious to this Harry yelled back. "If you heard then why are you asking?"

"Because I want the truth not the filtered version that you used to hurt malfoy .so tell me the truth! And no editing!" Hermione said with a murderous tone that would have made Snape proud.

Sensing that Hermione was not going to let up easily Harry decided that it would be best to tell her what she wanted to hear or he might just end up with vital organs hexed off. "Well... I... Last night I was...

It was the early hours of the morning and the castle was asleep. Harry potter lay shivering in his bed sweat coating his skin. He was panting he had just awoken from a heart reaching nightmare the scenes still vivid in his mind his mothers pained screams still echoing around his head. I can't stand this as if it was not horrible to lose the ones I love most, must I watch them die every night in my dreams. I have to get out. I need to get out of this room. Fling off his covers Harry picked up his dressing gown and the marauders map and sprinted out of the dorm.

Harry stood under his invisibly cloak outside the portrait of the fat lady trying to decide which way was the best to get to the grounds when Harry spotted movement on the map. Investigating harry noticed that it was Draco Malfoy on the seventh floor near the entrance to the room of requirements. What is Malfoy doing down there? What is he up to? Before Harry had even decided to he ran down the hall catching a glance of Draco's platinum hair disparaging in to a small door. Crap too late. What is he up to?

Wait I can hear faint music coming from the room. I never knew that Malfoy listen to classical music. Curiosity took over Harry he leaned up against the wall trying desperately to hear what Malfoy was doing. The classical music was so soothing that it made him slightly drowsy Harry slid down the wall sitting at the foot of the door letting the music wash over him taking with it all traces of the horrors of his dreams with it.

Harry did not know how long he had sat there it was definitely for more than two hours. Harry just felt so calm. Harry was near the point of sleep when he heard faint pants and groans emitting from the room. Harry snapped wide awake.

Was Malfoy wanking that so.......so normal it makes him seem almost human. I should stop listening. Despite his thought harry remained rooted to the spot Harry had his eyes shut images of Malfoy hot, toned body slick with sweat ; with his blond hair fallen across his face. His grey eyes filled with lust....wait what am I doing don't like Malfoy...I am not even gay.... Harry s thought was cut short by one word that he had not expected to hear but it was so clear "Harry!" and then there was silence even the music had stopped playing leaving a frozen Harry on the floor next to the door that lead to the room of requirements.

Harry told Hermione everything apart from how his thought had strayed when he heard the arousing sounds that malfoy had produced...no Harry what are you doing stop thinking about that .

"So he did not know that you were there?"Hermione asked with a hint of a tone that scared Harry.

"No...Why..."

"Then why did you tell the shout it out in front of the whole school?"Noticing that Harry was not going to speak she carried on talking. "you do realise Harry that if he has the slightest crush on you what it would mean he is not only a death eaters son but he is in a house full of potential death eater and with you being the saviour and all your doing a great job by the way he could be in big danger I just hope that you realises that." After Hermione had finished ranting she stormed off in the opposite direction.

"Hermione where are you going class is this way" Harry said pointing in the opposite direction that Hermione had stormed off in.

"Away from you" she yelled back to harry.

Why does she care so much any way Malfoy has only ever been cruel to her. I wasn't wrong to what I did was I? Harrys mind flashed back to the morning's events....

After the night events Harry had planned to confront Malfoy about what it meant. As Malfoy entered the great hall he had his trademark smirk hung proudly on his face. Malfoy made his way to his house table but Harry stopped him before he was able to reach it. "Well if it isn't saint Potter and what would you want?" Malofy said with mock politeness.

"Malfoy I need to talk to you in private if you don't mind?" Malfoy was taken aback by Harrys tone and the emotionless void that was face wavered and Harry could see the confusion in his grey eyes. Replacing his mask Malfoy simply replied "I do mind"

"Please Malfoy..." harry almost whispered

"Aw look at Potty begging Draco. Why don't you just tell us all what you want?" Crabbe cooed at Harry.

"Yes Potter do tell us what you want I would like to get some breakfast today." Malfoy said in a very bored voice.

"Fine I will I head you yesterday... in the room of requirements (harry saw a small flicker of something in Malfoy's eyes his face stayed otherwise composed)... wanking ... (There was a gasp from the student body that had been paying attention from the start of the little spat)...you said my name...

Harry let it hang in the air there was another large intake of breath from the on lookers but Malfoy's face was still nonchalant. He merely turned on his heal and leafed the great hall at a casual pace. Then harry a was met with Theodore Nott's face which displayed all of the emotions that harry had expected to see on Malfoys face hurt, shame, fear and one that Harry had not been expecting disappointment.

Thinking back on this filled Harrys hart with pain he thought that he had nothing wrong when so clearly had. Wait what am I talking about Malfoy seemed fine but the way Nott looked makes me think that I did do something wrong.

"Harry mate are you ok? Why are you standing in the middle of the hall way?" Ron asked tapping Harry on the shoulder.

"Sorry. I just spaced out ...do you think that I was out of order this morning at breakfast?"Harry replied eagerly waiting what Ron had to say.

"What you mean with Malfoy (harry nodded) no of course not the slimy git probably did it of some attention. Knowing him it probably some sort of sick joke probably laughing about it with his mates now I wouldn't worry about I mean it no like he has feeling anyway." Ron said curtly

Well that did not help that just made me more confused. "Never mind come on Ron let get to defence against the dark arts" Harry said and they both made their way to defence against the dark arts. When they got there the class was already there in their seats. They share defence against the dark arts with Slytherin and as Ron and Harry took their usual seats Harry noticed that Hermione was not there. She was never late. Ron voiced Harrys concerns "where's Mione?"

"Don't know." Harry replied simply he had also noticed the absence of Malfoy. This not a coincidence, what is going on? What have I missed there is something that Hermione is not telling me. But what is it?

so yeah that my first chapter.... what do you think? is the structure confusing ? any advice welcome please R&R

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emerald

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