Alarm clock*
It's time to wake up and begin another day in hell.
"Akira wake your fat ass up, now!" my mom yelled from the kitchen.
I hate my mother. Even though she raised me by herself, it's clear she's in it for the money. There's a program that help unmarried women with children. She use that money for her own pleasure. She doesn't help me at all. I have to eat the school food or eat nothing at all. One main reason why she doesn't feed me is because I'm overweight. She thinks she's doing me a favor.
Everyday I try to talk to her about my problems at school, but She cuts me off saying she's busy with work. Which means guys. I always see a different guy everyday. And they leave her beaten up on the couch.
Beside that school is torture. Always have to walk into the building And be pointed at, laughed at, and talked about. Everytime lunch time come food be thrown at me and everyone starts laughing. Why? Why do I get bullied? What for?
I always wondered why deserve this treatment from my mother and school. Bullied everyday because I was too curvy and beautiful for my own good.
Walking down stairs I spot my mom sitting in the living room with her plate filled with food. "Good morning." I said quietly. She doesn't say anything, just continue to eat her breakfast. Walking pass the living room to the kitchen. I don't see any food left for me, which was not a surprise. I don't even know why I try.
"Fat bitch get your fat ass out of the kitchen, pig. You better not be touching my food fat slut. Hurry up and get out the house, you stinking up the house already Fat bitch." yelling from the living room.
I didn't respond back because what's the point. We both would be yelling at each other for no reason at all. And I'm not in the mood of having my face beaten up before school.
"Bye."
"Yeah bye bitch." sticking up her middle finger at me walking out the door.
Walking to my neighborhood high school around the corner. I kept my head down the whole time with my head phone, looking at my iPhone. Surprisingly I love watching ballroom dancing and music, it just make me feel like I'm in another world. I slowly move my hand in a seductive way while swinging my hips left and right. My face morphed into a very seductive face. Then I caught myself before anyone see me, looking around seeing if anyone spotted me acting weird. Safe.
I look up seeing my high school. It's broken sign saying Welcome to hell high school because someone decided to graffiti out the -ah- at the end. Looking around you can spot trash everywhere on the side walk. You can tell no body cares about this school because of its reputation for being the most filthiest, unmanageable, dumb high school ever. That's facts.
"Oh look a cow showed up. Should we tell the slaughterhouse they're missing one?" my bully of the year again. His name is David Road, he's a senior. Popular because of his blond hair and blue eyes, also I can't forget about the body. Girls love his hips for some reason. I just don't get it. David always picks on me early in the morning and lunch time. Call me names Everytime he see me walk pass or sitting alone. I just can't stand his ass. Sometime I think he just loves bothering me because I ignored him. What you think is going to happen. 'Oh hey Akira your Fat and ugly, you should talk to me.' I said in my head trying to sound deep and manly. 'Oh ok David...' I change my voice in a high pitch which I don't why. My voice don't even sound like that. Like no. Eh I get annoyed just thinking about him.
I wanted to flip him off so bad, but I knew if I did I would be giving him the attention he wanted. I ignore him again like always and hear his friends laughing at me because of his joke.
Opening the door to get inside, I see people just blocking the door just standing and talking without a care in the world.
"Excuse me." I said in my normal tone. They still chatting and standing there like they didn't hear me. So I yelled and told them to move there ass... Ok I didn't say that but it's close. They turned around and look dead at my face and I done the same.
"Eh fat ugly bitch talking to us. Why don't you go around the corner of school and go through that entrance. Maybe you will lose some weight and fit through that one." A girl named Sam said to me with a smirk on her face. While her groupies laughed at me.
I ignored them and shove my way through knocking some of them out the way. They made a fuss and said some horrible words which I know are towards me. I ignored that too.
I made it to my advisory class 323 which is also my first class. I know lucky me. My first period is art. Yes I'm an art major, but also a dance major. This school allow kids to have two major if they are well behaved and reliable, which I am.
Looking at the clock the small and big hand touch 8. Which means I have 10 more minutes until class start. I get up and went to the bathroom to freshen up. Opening the door to the bathroom, knowing that no one uses the school bathroom in the morning when classes haven't even started. I place my book bag on the hanger that's on the wall. Turning on the sink letting the water flow down the drain. Cup my hands and collect the water, then splash it onto my face. I grab the napkin I had ready next to the sink and dry my face.
Just staring at the cracked mirror that had the words 'Ugly Bitch' written in dark red lip stick. I see my round, but soft defined jaw. My fierce and seductive, bright blue striking eyes looking at my full luscious lip. My high cheekbones can be seen. Black long braided hair wrapped in a bun. Looking lower I see my curves are outstanding and beautiful. My beautiful dark smooth chocolate face out in display.
"You. Are. Beautiful." I said pointing at the beat up mirror. This is how I start my day out. Look in the mirror and tell myself that I'm beautiful until I don't even need to say it anymore. Grabbing my bag and walk with confidence to my first class because the bell ranged.