A/N: Well I was sitting in my Drama class the other day and the teacher was talking about some process drama or something when she gave us this poem / song. And as I read it I was like "This would so suit Sousuke and Chidori" so I decided to post it on here and let you all decide. I think its better from Sousukes point of view though. Enjoy. And this is my first Full Metal Panic fic if anyone was wondering.
Disclaimer: I dont own FMP althought I would love to own Sousuke. ;)
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What ravages of spirit
Conjured this temptous rage
Created you a monster
Broken by the rules of love
And fate has led you through it
You do what you have to do
And fate has led you through it
You do what you have to do...
She's so strong. And yet she can be hurt by the smallest things. Like me. She's a pitcher on a softball team, a heck of a shot with anything and more beautiful than anything I've ever seen. But my duty is to protect her, and protect her alone. Sometimes I wish Mithril hadnt sent me here, or assigned me to be her bodyguard. That way I wouldnt be close enough to feel the raging desire I have for her.
And I have the sense to recognise that
I don't know how to let you go
Every moment marked
With apparitions of your soul
Im ever swiftly moving
Trying to escape this desire
The yearning to be near you
I do what I have to do
The yearning to be near you
I do what I have to do
I do everything I can but it just doesnt work. I tried forgetting her. I tried jumping head first into my work. Hell, I even tried courting another girl. But it doesnt matter. When all is said and done and I'm lying in my bed, staring at the celing, she's all I can think about. Her soft blue hair, enticing brown eyes, and a figure men would kill to touch. She's everything Ive ever wanted.
But I have the sense to recognise
That I dont know how
To let you go
I dont know how
To let you go
And yet I cant have her. I know I cant. Tomorrow I could be called away and end up dead. I cant put her through that. Even though I know she probably hates my guts, she'd still cry for me. I refuse to be responsible for making her cry. Again. I screwed up the first time. Kurtz made sure I knew that. And I wont let that happen again. She doesnt deserve to suffer because of me anymore.
A glowing ember
Burning hot
Burning slow
Deep within Im shaken by the violence
Of existing for only you
Fighting. Thats all I ever seem to do. I fight with her and I fight to protect her. But the one fight I will never forget, was the very first time I piloted Arbalast. The words she spoke that day still make my blood boil. I may not be able to have her, but I'd be damned before I let a scumbad like Gauron touch her. She deserves better, and while that may not be with me, I'll make sure she finds it.
I know I cant be with you
I do what I have to do
I know I cant be with you
I do what I have to do
So I'll continue. Even when Im gone, I'll make sure someone is always protecting her. Watching her. Not because she's a Whispered. But because she's Kaname Chidori. And I love her.
And I have sense to recognise but
I dont know how to let you go
I dont know how to let you go
I dont know how to let you go
Im just sorry I dont know how to let her go.
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A/N: Well that's it. I hope you all liked it. Remember to read and review.