I was thinking of ideas for a new fanfic and I thought that maybe I could write something about why she disappeared. And I kind of missed Cameron so I thought that it was good to take a break from Huddy and write more about Camteen 'cause girls are always fun...XD

Remy was sitting in the waiting room of Dr. Caroline Giles, a well respected therapist that she'd known for two years already. It was a person that she went to after her diagnosis. If it weren't for her, she'd maybe never accepted her fate. I guess you could say she was saving people from themselves...

The chair in the waiting room was getting uncomfortable, the colors of the walls aggravated her more than calmed and the flowers on the table next to her were slowly falling, on account of being completely dry. Despite of those flaws in the decoration, Dr. Giles was a great therapist and Remy always thought of her as a friend. Even though she had to pay for a session.

The door finally opened and a tall woman walked out with a smile on her face. Remy didn't pay attention to her and because she knew she was next she walked inside without being asked. Caroline was sitting behind the desk, tuned away from the door and writing something on a blank paper. Remy closed the door and sat down into a nice, soft green armchair made from velveteen. She ran her fingers against the fibers a few times and looked up. Caroline was sitting across from her with a spoon in one hand and a coffee in the other. It was a good looking thin and elegant lady with a lot of spark and energy. And for her looks, you would never believe that she was thirty five. She had dark hair cut to her shoulders, big brown eyes and naturally red lips. Remy also liked her because she reminded her of her mother. She felt like she could say anything to her...

"Hi, Remy. It's been a while since we've seen each other..."

"Yeah, it has. But on the bright side, I at least don't feel that crazy if I'm not hooked on you..."

"So, if you don't need me, why are you here?"

"That's the thing...I do need to talk to you again."

"Have you been having a hard time lately?"

"Not really. I just needed to talk to somebody. I think I'm going back to 'denial'."

"You have nobody to talk to? I mean it's logical that you'd go rather to a friend than a doctor..."

"I don't think my friends would help me like you did."

"Okay. So what about other people in your life? Is there someone new?"

"It's more of an old new person. I recently started dating someone..."

"Is it one of your colleagues?"

"You know what? Let me tell you the whole story...

It stated after the lockdown in our hospital. One of the nurses accidentally took the baby. Before they found the baby, I was stuck in the cafeteria with Wilson for two hours. You know, my boss's best friend. We were playing 'truth of dare' and somehow we got to talk about relationships. And when we were supposed to go home, I realized that maybe I could have a relationship too. But this time outside of work. So I walked out of the hospital after flashing my colleague with an idea of a...true love.

I was on the parking lot and when I was going to my car, I noticed a blond woman who looked really familiar to me. She was looking under the hood of her car and she was swearing a lot. I kept thinking that I'd seen her before so I decided I should talk to her. I went all across the parking lot, because she parked really far from me. It was obvious that she didn't work there, otherwise she'd have her own parking space. When I got closer, I finally recognized her and back then it wasn't a sweet surprise...

"Cameron?" I almost screamed.

"Thirteen?" She looked up at me, completely surprised. I guess she didn't expect me to still work there. Maybe she just didn't want to see me. I think she didn't really like me before.

"What are you doing here? Comin' back or runnin' away?"

"Apparently, neither. My car won't start..." She said and walked to me.

"You know I'm in a good mood today. Why don't you ride with me? Where do you live now?"

"I'm staying at the 'Panorama' hotel."

"Okay, no problem."

"Fine." She took her things, locked her car and we went to mine. Even though before I thought she hated me, somehow she seemed like a friend to me now.

"So, what are you really doing here? I heard you left the city and went to back to Chicago..." I started up a conversation.

"I had to go back here to talk to Chase. He didn't sign the divorce papers..."

"And did your visit work on him?"

"Yeah, it did..." She blushed.

"Oh, what is that? Did you like 'came to a solution'?"

"Yes...We were reminiscing for a while and then just one thing led to another and you know the end..."

"You're obviously still in love with him, why did you divorce him? I think he's such a nice guy..."

"He is...but he doesn't deserve me to torture him like that. I'm always emotionally unavailable with him, I'm afraid of big steps, I didn't even want go out with him the first place...He deserves a woman that's gonna love him for what a sweet and great guy he is..."

"That makes sense...I never thought you're that screwed up..." I don't even know why I snapped like this...

"Let's see you after three years working for House. Then we'll see who's screwed up..."

"You're saying it's all because of him?"

"No, it isn't. People who he hires are usually screwed up already...I have to admit, I am, Foreman is and Chase too...I remember them in the beginning. They were both so different than they're now..."

"Okay, your right. I'm screwed up too..."

"What happened to you?"

"My mom died and I'm gonna be dead soon too because I have Huntington's..."

"Oh my god, I never knew that. I'm so sorry..." She really did look sorry, not like other people when you say this. It was a pure honesty...

"That's okay, I've dealt with it...So what about you?" When I said that, we were at my parking space and we stopped to talk.

"I married a dying man and since then I have a need to heal people..." She said with a smile.

"That's why you had the hots for House?"

"We're not talking for more than ten minutes and you'd like to discuss personal things, despite of the fact that we barely talked to each other at work and have been basically rivals...That's a little weird. I wonder why you are so nice to me..."

"I think that you're just deflecting, because you don't want to talk about your feelings for House..."

"Okay, I may have had some feelings for him in the past but when I finally realized what a jerk he is, all those feelings were immediately gone..."

"Okay, I'll believe you..." We sat into the car and while I was driving we talked a little again...

"You can't tell me that you've never liked House for at least a few seconds..." She broke the silence.

"No, I certainly can't...House is a jerk but he has his own charm. His intelligence is a part of that charm. A very significant one. He's a rebel, a bad boy, which attracts some kinds of women... And I can say that I'm one of them. But I could never love him..."

"I guess I'm just screwed up in a different way..."

"I'm not trying to pick on you, if that's what you think. I just think it's something worth to talk about..." I apologized.

"It really doesn't matter now...I have no feelings for him anymore..."

"If you say so, I'll believe you. I think that you should know the best...And the hotel 'Panorama' is right in front of us..." And I stopped right next to the entrance.

"Thank you for the ride. I'd be still stuck there if you haven't come..."

"My pleasure, it was a nice talk we had." I don't even know how it happened but all of a sudden our eyes met and we went closer and closer 'till our lips touched...I've never got a kiss that sweet and full of love...It was so intense, so beautiful...