A/N: I DON'T WRITE FANFICTION AT ALL, BUT I LOVE BOYF RIENDS AND I WANTED TO WRITE ONESHOTS ABOUT THEM, SO HEERE YOU GO! KENZIE HELPED WITH THIS A LOT AND SHE WILL HELP/WRITE HER OWN ONESHOTS (OBVIOUSLY.) AND PUT THEM IN THIS BOOK! WITHOUT FURTHER ADO, HERE IS THE FIRST CHAPTER

TW: SELF-HARM

THIS HAS FTM TRANS MICHAEL IN IT!

~Oliver

(Michael's POV)

"I can't believe that's it's my one year anniversary with Jeremy." I thought, I'm so excited to see him!

Player Two

I'll be over in half an hour, sound good?

Player One

Yeah. I'll see you then

Player Two

Okay

I went down to the basement and put on Apocalypse Of The Damned. I sat on the couch and just thought about everything. I was so lucky to have someone like Jeremy. I honestly don't know what he sees in me. I went upstairs and put on my binder along with a t-shirt and my signature hoodie. The dysphoria hit me all at once. I started sobbing. This was very normal for me. I would get really bad dysphoria and start crying. I reached for my phone to text Jeremy but decided against it. He didn't need to rush over. I'd be fine. Ten minutes passed and I wasn't feeling any better. If anything, I felt worse. I sat there sobbing. I walked over to the bathroom and pulled out a razor blade. I hadn't self-harmed in a while. I promised Jeremy that I wouldn't do it anymore, but I couldn't hold myself back this time.

"Just a few." I thought as I started cutting into my wrist

There was one cut after another after another. I didn't realise how many cuts I had made until I noticed that a fair amount of my arm was covered in blood. I watched the blood drip into the sink.

(JEREMY'S POV)

I walked into Michael's house. It was quiet. I could hear the title screen song for Apocalypse Of The Damned. I walked down to the basement and didn't see Michael there. He's usually in the basement.

"Michael, where are you?" I yelled

I got no answer. I walked upstairs and saw the light to bathroom on. I walked over to the bathroom and there I saw Michael standing over the sink with blood all over his arm and a razor blade in his hand.

"Michael, what the hell are you doing?" I yelled

(MICHAEL'S POV)

Jeremy was in the doorway. He had tears in his eyes. I dropped the razor blade and started crying even harder.

"Fuck, Jeremy. I'm really sorry." I said while sobbing

"I'm gonna spare you the questions until I bandage you up." Jeremy said taking my arm and running it under the water. I winced. He then took gauze that he found under the sink and started wrapping around my arm. I was just sobbing the whole time.

"Michael, why?" He asked

"I know I promised I stop, but I was feeling really dysphoric and I couldn't stand it anymore. I'm really sorry for ruining our anniversary, Jer."

"You didn't ruin it at all. Now let's go play Apocalypse Of The Damned. We still have to beat level nine."

We raced down to the basement and grabbed the controllers. I was obviously Player One and Jeremy was Player Two. We spent half an hour trying to beat it. We both eventually gave up and ended up cuddling.

"You're my favwite person, Michael" Jeremy said while he stroked my hair

"I'm your favwite person?" I asked

Jeremy laughed, "Of course you are, Michael."

We sat cuddling for a while. I actually had fallen asleep. An hour later, Jeremy woke me up.

"I have something for you, Michael. Because it's our anniversary and everything." Jeremy said his face red

"Why are you blushing, you dork?"

"I'm just so grateful for you, Michael."

"I got you something that you'll hopefully like."

"What is it?!" I asked excitedly

"Heere you go." (Ha, puns)

I opened the box and I saw a needle and a small vial.

"Oh my God! Jeremy you got me fucking T!" I said, I started jumping up and down

"Do you like it?"

"No, I hate it." I said sarcastically

"Okay, point taken."

"I have something for you." I said

"What would that be?"!

"I have to go upstairs, wait down here." I said as I ran up the steps

I went into my room and grabbed a few things. I ran back downstairs.

"I know it's not a lot, but here." I said as I handed him a blue hoodie, a bisexual flag patch, and a patch that says Player Two.

"I love it!"

"I was thinking that we could get some patches for you and we would at least sort of matching."

"It's perfect, Michael."

"I just wanted to say thank you. My life has been so much better with you in it and I know that I get dysphoric a lot and I'm really clingy and annoying sometimes, but-" I was cut off by Jeremy kissing me.(MICHAEL IN THE BATHROOM STARTED PLAYING AS I WAS WRITING THAT)

"What was that for?" I asked

Jeremy shrugged, "I felt like doing it"

"Can we do it again?"

Jeremy laughed, "Sure."

Jeremy leaned in and kissed me again. When we broke apart, his face was really red.

"Why's your face all red?" I asked poking his face

"I was thinking about the first time I realised that I loved you."

"When did you realise that, Jer?"

"Probably when we were 7."

"Really? I realised it then too!" I said

I laughed, "This just proves that we were made for each other."

I wrapped my arms around Jeremy's waist and pulled him down onto the couch. I put my head in the crook of his neck.

"I love you, Jer."

"I love you too, Michael."