My Angel, Born From Hell's Darkest Flames
A/N: Strange name huh? I thought of it when my sister and I were looking for this story about a dude who's really ugly but he's really nice, yes I kno, u're prolly thinking "So? How does that hav 2 rel8 2 this" looking bak... im asking myself that 2 xD. So please read and review. It may be short, but hope u lik it
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My Recent Thoughts
oOKyohei's thoughtsOo
12 : 30 am
I remember the first time I saw her, she scared me, I thought to myself lying on my bed staring at the vanila coloured ceiling through the darkness of the night.
The window was open, I feel the chilly night wind brush against my cheek as though I was being caressed by a icy cold hand, I got up from my bed to close the window.
Missing it, I turn the other way to go to to the doors that lead to my verandah, stepping out it seemed as though the night air grew warming just to comfort me as I stood there, not making a single movment since I laid my eyes on what was believed to be the cracks to the Heaven above.
I stare blankly at the bright, golden stars that stood out from the navy blue sky. They seemed to be moving to shape her.
The more I looked the more I thought of her, I didn't know why I thought that way; but I just do.
The more I thought about it, the more it seemed to get more strange.
Seeing her made me happy, why couldn't I stop looking at her? Why can't I stop looking at her?
Its been a few days since it began, the way I see her now.
Every night I ask myself the same question over and over.
I can't believe it too, I used to be able to fight her and not even flinch but now I just can't altogether because I always feel a piercing pain through out my body.
I cannot bear to hurt her or her to be hurt.
I don't know why its happening now.
Why not before? Why now? Why this? Why me? Why at all? Why her?
I clearly remember meeting her for the first time, she gave me a fright and made me jump, Yuki even cried.
So how can I think like this?
I ask myself over and over, never getting a proper answer.
Why do I see something else? Why do I like looking at her?
Why now? Why at all?
How do I see something esle, beyond the raven hair that hides her? That hidden beauty from within... Is she really pretty? Or is it my imagination too? Is it my imagination at all?
I used to be able to think clearly, I knew all women and girls are dangerous.
I couldn't understand how Ranmaru survived, going out with so many.
It would send chills up my spine at the thought.
I see her every morning, I try to hold myself back from peeking through the kitchen door, I usually do succeed but my pain just continues.
Why?
'Am I in lo. . .' I began '...'
'Nah, not possible.'
With that I went to bed, I walked into the room and passed the fluttering white curtains to close my window.
Nexted I tucked myself in and tried to sleep once more.
This always happens every night after I ask myself of what my thoughts during the day were rambling in my head
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A/N: Hoho what do u think? Soo. . . REVIEW Woo i addded a bit more wee... lol i neva realised it had so many mistakes... Glad i went over it... After thinking bout it ive decided its gonna b a one shot yup yup