All I wanted; Smitchie Songfic
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"Think of me when you're off. When you're out there. I'll beg you nice from my knees and when the world treats you way too fairly it's a shame I'm a dream."
Gosh, I'm so stupid. Another fight yet again with Shane over a stupid reason. I don't even remember what the hell we were fighting about. He just walked out, I remember what we had said before he left.
Flashback - 30 minutes ago
I walk down to the living room, yelling louder, losing my voice more & more. "Don't you walk away from me, when I am talking to you Shane! I am not finished yet!" I yelled, directly at him. He walked closer to the door, opening it. "Well, I'm finished. I'm going out." He said, slamming the door before leaving. "Shane! SHANE!" I yell, running out the building, trying to stop him. But his car had already left. Left me here alone. In our apartment.
End of flashback-
"All I wanted was you. I think I'll pace my apartment a few times and fall asleep on the couch and wake up early to black and white reruns, that escape from my mouth"
I pace around the apartment a few times. I get tried and just sit on the couch. Looking back at the door, waiting for it to open. To see Shane. But no..It never happens. I sigh, laying down on the couch watching T.V. I take a nap.
A few hours I wake up and see it's 3 am, I look at the door no one. I get up and walk to the bathroom looking at my image. I look a mess. My eyeliner running from crying, sleepy eyes from the nap, My hair messed up from the couch. I just leave to I and Shane's bedroom, and grab the memory book. I walk back to the couch, no one at the door. Black & white reruns. What a perfect night.
"All I wanted was you. I could follow you to the beginning, just to relive the start. Maybe then we'd remember to slow down at all of our favorite parts"
I look through the book, looking at all the pictures me & Shane had. I smile at one picture of me & Shane at the beach, holding hands, kissing while the sunset. That was the day Shane asked me to marry him. I turn more pages. Tears slowing running down, hitting the pages as I turn them. Leaving little black spots. Then I feel, someone wipe my tears. I look up and see Shane, standing there. "Mitch, I'm sorry. Please forgive me. I know we have been having a lot of fights lately but I promise we can make it through this. I love you to death and you know that I never wanted to hurt you. Please forgive me. I'll beg on my knees." He said, hoping I would forgive him. I slightly smile, "I love you to death Shane Grey" I said, kissing him with lots of passion.
"All I wanted was you" *
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-Sarah