"Tris...Tris…Tris can you hear me? Tris wake up ….Beatrice!" A voice rang and though I recognized the voice I didn't respond thinking it was just a dream like always, but then it struck me, if this was a dream then why did I feel a touch on my shoulder? Was I in another simulation? I started to panic but the voice didn't stop calling me. My eyes flung open as I shot up on the bed in a panic, I was still here at the Abnegation sector of the city, Tobias bought me back, and he decided it was safer here for all of us at the moment. I clutched the bed sheets not realizing anything around me at that moment.
"Tris are you ok" A figure said touching my shoulder as my vision and thoughts came back into focus.
"I'm fine" I chocked out. My voice obviously wasn't convincing I slowly put the hand of the strong figure standing right in front of me into my own I squeezed it.
"Are you ok Beatrice?" the now gentle voice asked again. I managed to find a smile for the figure. But all I thought was how could I ever be ok. He knew I was lying but then I realized he had said my real first name.
"What's the occasion?" I smirked slightly then added "You know you need a reason or an occasion to call me Beatrice".
"I know" He said silently, he stared into my eyes for somewhat then socially acceptable according to my brother. My brother I think, a sudden ache fills my body my head spins I want to scream I wanna cry, but I can't right now I try to think of something else. The strong figure watches me carefully, he's waiting for a response but my words come out as if they've been chocking up inside of me.
"So what's the occasion?" I finally manage but I don't smile I show no emotion, his face is hard as mine right now but I don't move I can't move. My brother was traitor.
"Nothing much my mom's birthday" the figure says brushing my fingers over my hand to calm me down he must have caught the tension that ran high through my body.
"Evelyn's birthday" I smile then I remember my own mother, if she was here it would be her birthday soon to. I look back up at him but I don't say a word instead I force a smile.
"What can't I be excited though we are in a middle of unplanned ranging war aren't we?" He smirks and something fills me with again with energy.
"Yes…Yes you can be excited Four" I say smiling but Tobias color fades, if no one's around and he gets called "Four" by me his face stiffens.
"Sorry Tobias" I apologize it was safe to call him Tobias around his friends now around Evelyn, but he still didn't agree to it around Marcus he never would, would he? Marcus meant less than nothing to him his own father meant nothing to him but I couldn't blame him Evelyn couldn't blame him Marcus deserved it.
"She's not to psyched about it though I bet" I say trying to change the mood.
"I know woman have an issue growing old" He says playing around right on cue Christina bursts in with Evelyn on his side. Tobias looks down a little like a child being caught eating something he wasn't suppose to. I laugh and Christina's face spreads a wide smile. She looks better now more full of life but sometimes when I see her sitting off to the corner by herself I remember Will, and how I had to shoot him without meaning to, but I had to.
"Happy birthday Evelyn" I say in almost formal way though I show no emotion Evelyn smiles back at me.
"So your mom is your weakness Four wow I should get her to embarrass you a little more" She adds with an evil look on her face I can't help but laugh, as Tobias throws looks both mine and Christina's way. Evelyn smiles a little bit and says,
"Tobias if I may see you downstairs for the next route, Edwards having a little trouble with it if you can help him with that" She doesn't intend to finish because before she can Tobias is up and out of the room. Evelyn nods and leaves with Christina following. I throw my arms around me knees hugging them close, the series of nightmares I just had last night wore me out. I saw Jeanine I always see Jeanine, but this time it was different she was holding up a gun against my father. I wasn't sure how that should affect me but I was unable to move now my tears rapidly came out of my eyes. I couldn't see clearly anymore. Even though Jeanine wasn't near me right now I hated her, if I could kill her a thousand times I would she's the one who turned my brother into a traitor. I stopped My brother how could he? How could he do this to me? I rocked back and forth for a while letting my tears spill, if it wasn't for Tobias and my friends I wouldn't have a point for staying alive today. When Tobias entered my room again I'm not sure after how long, I was still sitting on the bed mourning to myself, the grief of my parents death had killed me inside but my brothers betrayal was almost getting too much to bare.
"Hey Tris" Tobias said wrapping his arms around me "you wanna come downstairs?" he asked.
His eyes showed concerned but his voice showed no emotion, I looked at him unbelievable I thought. Why couldn't I do that why couldn't I?
Ok guys I'll pick up from the next episode but I was way to excited about this one so I had to publish it tell me what you think!