I'm here my dear

by The poisoned rose

What do you do when you lose someone close to you? do you move on and fight threw the pain? do you grieve a little and then move on? or do you let grief overtake you and break you down to the core. watch as Fluttershy and friends try to get over the lose of their friend, Discord. rated T for now may change later. if needed.

1. Chapter 1 the loss of a special somepony

I'm here my dear

By

The Poisoned Rose

Chapter 1: Loss of a special somepony

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Come the day you lose someone close to you. What do you do? Do you move on? Allowing them to only live on in your memories. Always to be remembered; both the good and bad times. Or do you wallow in sorrow. Letting the sadness slowly break you down to the core; destroying from the inside out, until you a former shadow of yourself. Let us see how Fluttershy deals with lose. Especially since she is loosing some-draconiquenn that is really, really, close to her. Disclaimer: I own nothing from MLP:FIM. I just like the show. Rating will change if needed.

Discord:Oh it will need to be change-(Sudden shotgun blast is heard.)

Deadpool:Shut the he.

Author:He watch the language! Kids are reading this.

Deadpool:How do you know?

Author:I don't...I mean.

Okay chapter start.

Author:Hey I was supposed.

Glides mouse arrow over all three; of them and hits DELETE. Now the chapter starts.

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(Location:Ponyville hospital. Time:Sometime close to midnight. Weather condition: Raining.)

"PLEASE, CELESTIA! NO!" A yellow colored pegasus pony shouted. She was literally sprinting threw the hallways of the hospital; not caring whatever, or whoever she knocked over. Her normal light pink mane was a mess. Her face was stained with tear streaks and her eyes were puffy and red. "IT CAN'T BE TRUE! IT CAN'T!" The pegasus shouted as she burst threw another set of double doors. As the doors closed; it showed one word, a word no one wished to see, "The morgue."

"Miss, Fluttershy! You can't go in there! Please stop!" Another earth pony shouted; she had a pure white coat, but then again she was wearing a white colored nurses suit. She was trying her best to stop the one know as Fluttershy. Shouting at her to stop. Telling her she was not allowed to enter that part of the hospital. But the mare was not listening. She continued to run threw the doors; getting closer and closer to the morgue. It did not take her long to reach the morgue; allowing her to see a sight, which she only saw in her nightmares.

Right there on a table; which was about to be pushed into a small compartment. Which was almost the same size of a large room; all the way in japony. A rather large body layed on the table; it had a white sheet over it, so that it could not be seen. But Fluttershy, was not stopping. She immediately galloped towards the body; pushing away the doctor and his assistant, before she yanked the cover off the body. Making her release a loud scream of pure fear. There on the table was Discord. The spirit of chaos and disharmony; layed there, covered in multiple bruises and deep cuts. His face was that of complete horror and his eyes were pitch black.

"DISCORD!" Fluttershy cried out as she threw her head onto his chest; releasing nothing but loud sobs and loud cries. A little while ago Twilight, had received a letter from Celestia; her voice was bare of a whisper as she read the letter. She remembered how her friend held her close to her body. Trying to keep her from having a complete breakdown. The only problem was it wasn't a breakdown...it was a meltdown. Immediately she sprinted to the hospital and there right there in front of her; was the very image of her nightmares, Discord. Her friend...her special some-draconiquenn. "NOOOOOOOOO! She screamed into his chest.

"YOU'RE NOT DEAD! YOU'RE FAKING IT; YES, THAT'S RIGHT! YOU'RE JUST PULLING ONE OF YOUR MEAN PRANKS ON ME!" She said sounding almost as if she was out of her mind; she then started to rub a small area around Discords stomach, "I KNOW YOU CAN'T RESIST THIS! WHENEVER I RUB YOU HEAR; YOU ALWAYS BUST OUT LAUGHING!...WHY AREN'T YOU LAUGHING!" She shouted just before Two sets of hooves wrapped around her body; pulling and tugging at her hard. Trying to pull her away from the body, "NO! NO!" She shouted as she tried to keep herself on the still, cold body, "HE NEEDS ME! LEAVE ME ALONE!"

"Fluttershy! You can't do anything for him! He's gone!" Another voice shouted; only this one sounded more strong, but still sounded slightly feminine.

"NO! HE'S NOT GONE DASH! HE'S NOT GONE!" Fluttershy shouted before she was finally pulled off the body. "NO! LET ME GO!" She shouted before an orange colored mare; with a blonde mane, and a cowboy hat stepped in front of her.

"Get ahold of yerself Shy! Y'all can't do a thang fer him!" The mare shouted in a country accent.

"SHUT UP, APPLEJACK! YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I CAN!" Fluttershy was then cut off when a hard slap connected with her face. She gasped loud as the pain surged from her cheek; which stung even more when her tears made contact with the area.

"SNAP OUT OF IT FLUTTERSHY!" Twilight shouted with tears of her own falling from her eyes.

Fluttershy slowly lifted her left hoof up to her cheek; pulling it back quickly as the pain surged once again. Releasing a few sobs; she slowly lifted her head and looked towards, Twilight. She could see tears falling from her friends eyes; while her body shook slightly. Immediately she felt her friend capture her into a caring hug; as she released loud audible sobs, "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." She sobbed out; while her friend tried to break out of her hold.

"LET ME GO!" Fluttershy shouted before releasing a very loud scream. Something sharp was stuck into her back leg; followed by a sudden burning, stinging sensation. She then felt woozy; almost as if she was sick, but yet she did not feel sick. Her vision was starting to fade and the world seemed to be spinning around her. She then stumbled a little way to the left; only to immediately go right back to the right, "I hate...you all." Fluttershy said in a voice just barely above a whisper; as she fell to the ground. Thankfully her so called friends were able to catch her; keeping her from slamming into the ground below.

"We're sorry, Shy." Twilight said while she levitated her friends body; slowly leaving the morgue to allow the doctors to do their work. While also leaving a close friend behind. "We're all so sorry." She continued.

(One hour later)

"DISCORD!" Fluttershy shouted as she rapidly sat up in her bed. Breathing rapidly and heavily; she had a cold sweat rolling down her hide, and her eyes were moving rapidly from side to side. She immediately tried to get out of her bed; only to immediately notice her fore hooves and wings were restrained. Someone had tied her to her own bed; making it almost next to impossible for her to get up, "What's going on?! Why are these on me?! Help! Somepony! Anypony! Discord, help!" She screamed just before her bedroom door flung open. Allowing both Rainbow Dash, and Pinkie pie to enter the room.

"Calm down, Fluttershy!" Rainbow dash shouted as she tried to keep her friend from struggling.

"Dash, don't yell." Pinkie pie said as she got next to Fluttershy, who continued to struggle against them.

"let me go. Please, let me go. I need to get to him. Please." Fluttershy begged as the tears started to fall from her eyes once again, "Please. Please. Please. Please." She begged before releasing a voiceless scream; just as Pinkie pie wrapped her forehooves around her friend.

"Shhh. Shhh." Pinkie pie hushed as she started to gently rock her friend. Feeling her body shiver violently; while her sobs started to echo threw the air, "Please, Fluttershy." She begged as her mane went flat, "Please stopped crying. You...know I...hate seeing...my friends...cry." She continued before she started to cry as well. Her tears not only leaving streaks down her face, but they also soaked her friends coat.

Rainbow stared at the two in sadness and disbelief. Both of her friends were having an emotional breakdown; Fluttershy, because she had just lost Discord. While, Pinkie was crying because Shy, was crying. Releasing a small sigh, Rainbow Dash turned and slowly walked out of the room. She shook her head as a few tears fell from her eyes; she could not see her friends now, not like this. Slowly she closed the door to the room; before she walked back down to the living room below. Only to breakdown on the couch; only her tears were that of regret. Wishing that she could have been nicer to, Discord. Now she will never be able to make it up to him.

"Discord, if you can hear me." She then released a choked sob; before grabbing hold of one of the small pillows. Holding it up close to her body; as she tried to keep the tears from falling from her eyes, "I'm sorry." She whispered. "I'm so, so, sorry." She continued.

Back up stairs both Fluttershy and Pinkie pie were lying down. Pinkie pie, gently ran her hooves threw her friend mane. Listening to her as she released a few small sobs. She knew that she could not give her the comfort she needed. But, she knew her friend needed somepony and she was gonna be there. She then pulled her friend closer to her body; wrapping a caring hoof around her friends stomach, listening to her crying "Please, let me go. I need to help him. Please, let me go." She heard her friend beg in a voice just barely above a whisper.

"It's going to be okay, Fluttershy." Pinkie said as she hugged her friend a little tighter, "He's resting peacefully now. He's okay." She continued trying her best to calm her friend. It was almost midnight when Fluttershy fell asleep. Her eyes were almost rose red; her throat was so sore, that she could not even talk. But, Pinkie knew this was far from over. She knew that this was not the grieving of just a normal friend. No, this was the grieving of somepony who had just lost...somepony they loved.

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Chapter 1 enjoy.