Disclaimer: I do not own these characters. I just worship them.

Rating: R

Beta: None

Warning: There is violence/rape in this story. If this bothers you please do not read.

Everything Goes: Chapter One:

The sky was gray as usual as Bella stared out of her bedroom window. She was feeling a bit scared and nervous. Today was moving day. She was going to be moving into her first apartment. She had dreamed of this day for years now and yet here it was and she wasn't as excited as she always thought she would be. She knew some of her fears were based on the location. She was not only moving out of her home with Charlie but she was moving to Port Angeles. She would be at least an hour away from Charlie. She knew this day was hard on Charlie too.

Neither of them were big on talking about their feelings. She could tell this past week that he was worried about the move. She wanted so badly to talk to him about it but she knew it would only be awkward between them. On the positive side she was not moving into her new apartment alone. Jake. Her best friend for her entire life was also moving in with her. Remembering this important detail made her smile. At least if something went wrong she had Jake there to help her out.

She knew that Jake's father, Billy, was as nervous as Charlie was. Although he acted far cooler about them moving in together than Charlie. Both Jake and Bella reminded them that there had never been any romantic ties between them. They were just simply friends who were moving in together. Bella knew that Charlie was partially relieved that she had a male roommate for protection but on the other hand he worried about something happening between the two of them.

Bella laughed so hard when he mentioned it a few months back. She reminded Charlie that Jake and her had always been just friends. Sure, when they were in the 7th grade they shared their first kiss. They had gone to Jessica Stanley's party and played spin the bottle. Of course Bella's luck it landed on Jake instead of the guy she really wanted. So they went inside the cramp closet and kissed. Both of them laughed so hard afterwards. It was clear that neither of them saw the other in a sexual way. They were just like brother and sister.

For Bella that had been the case up until a month ago. She could not pinpoint it exactly the moment her feelings for her best friend shifted. She saw him one day as the same old goofy, egotistic, smart ass Jake and then the next day she was noticing how magnificent his body had changed from his work outs. She noticed how his eyes sparkled when she came into the room. How his scent reminded her of when they went camping in the woods close to the meadows. She caught her heart racing when he innocently held her hand. It was seriously starting to bother her how odd it felt to look at Jake Black as more than a friend but as a man.

She knew in High School all her friends were crazy about Jake. They would often try to get her to hook them up with him. Bella refused to do any such thing. She would tell them if they wanted Jake they had to do their own dirty work. Jake was the same with his guy friends. He refused to hook up Bella with any of them on the basis that they were all dogs and none of them worthy of her.

She picked up a box and took it downstairs. Jake would be arriving soon with the rental truck that Charlie insisted on paying for so they only had to make one trip. Jake was going to put his motorcycle in it and drive the truck while she drove her own vehicle behind him.

Bella could hear Charlie in the kitchen cursing at the toaster. Rolling her eyes she went into the room to see if once again he had burnt his toast. She could not understand how a man as smart and brave as Charlie could not operate a mere toaster correctly. She was always telling him to check the knob that displayed the numbers informing him of how dark he wanted his toast. Either he was just stubborn or lazy to look each time he put bread inside of it.

"Charlie I told you to check and see what number it is on before you put the bread in it. I have to put it up a bit when I cook my pop tarts." Bella chuckled as she scrunch her nose up at the nasty smell of burnt toast filling the entire kitchen.

"Well I am going to place it on what I want and from now on that shouldn't be a problem." He snorted as he turn the knob to a lower number.

Bella grinned at her father. He was as stubborn as she was.

"So did you call to get the water turn on?" Charlie asked as he leaned against the counter waiting on his second attempt at toast.

"Yes. I also called the electric company and phone. They all said it would be on as of today." Bella confirmed. Opening the fridge she pulled out a soda. She was going to miss this house and this very fridge. She knew she was being lame for feeling as if she would never return here. It was a ridiculous thought. Of course she would come back to visit. Yet it still felt so sad to be leaving here. To be leaving her father once again. When she was a young child she had no choice on the matter. When she got old enough to choose she came back here. She wanted to grow closer to her father and her family roots. Her mother was wonderful. They got along smoothly but when she got married for the second time Bella just felt a bit out of place. Phil was wonderful to her. She just felt like the third wheel somehow. Her mother thought it was a silly notion she had and maybe it was but moving back to Forks had been the right choice for her. She made many friends and enjoyed getting to know her father again.

Now she was leaving Charlie and Forks to start a new life as a young adult. At last she would be able to do what she wanted when she wanted. The independent side of it all was exhilarating. A loud honk brought her out of her thoughts. She blinked a few times frowning as she let out a heavy breathe.

"Are you going to be okay?" Charlie asked with genuine concern.

"Yeah. I guess…well…it just seems sad leaving you." Bella admitted.

"You will come for visits and I guarantee you I will be showing up on your doorstep when you least expect it." Charlie warned her as he leaned down placing a long kiss on the top of her head.

Bella chuckled as she pick up a box and went outside. Jake had the back doors of the U-haul truck open wearing a big grin from ear to ear.

"I'm glad you're so happy." Bella frowned up at him.

"You're not?" Jake asked with a surprise look in his eyes.

"I will be once we get there and unpacked." Bella hoped.

"I hope so I'm not in the mood to deal with emotional Bella." Jake teased as he rolled his eyes.

Bella smack his leg hard. She stuck her tongue out at him. Sitting the box on the ground she walked back into the house to grab another one.

Two hours later they left Forks behind them. Bella was glad they were not in the same vehicle. She sobbed softly as she mentally said good-bye to every familiar place she saw as they drove out of Forks. She knew that Jake would have called her sappy or hell even a pussy for acting so melancholy about something he saw as an adventure. Once they were a few miles past the city limits she could finally breathe normally again. Her heart rate was back at a normal pace. She turn the radio up listening to the music and singing along. She knew that everything was going to be okay. She had a job. She had her first apartment. She also had a great roommate. So life could not get any better than this she told herself while she followed closely behind Jake. Their first real home as adults and as roommates.

The unpacking side of things didn't take as long for Jake as it did for Bella. She noticed that Jake was more concern with getting their television and DVD player set up than he was with unpacking the few dishes they manage to stock up on. She knew that he would be hungry soon. She was too tired to actually cook on their first day here but she wanted to at least be able to find some plate and glasses for them to eat on when ever they did finally order take out.

Bella stood on her tiptoes trying to put a casserole dish that she had recently bought up on the top shelf over the stove when she felt her back starting to ache. She moaned as the muscle cramp up in her lower back.

Jake walked into the kitchen to check on her.

"What are you doing?" Jake ask as he gave her a smirk.

"I'm hurting at the moment." She whined as she placed the dish on the counter and began to rub her back. It was hurting so bad she figured she might want to give the unpacking a rest for awhile.

"Here let me." Jake put the dish up easily on the shelf she struggled with.

Bella leaned her head down on the counter as she reached around to rub her back.

"Did you pull a muscle?" He ask with a soft chuckle.

"I don't' know." Bella groaned as the cramp began to feel worse.

Jake took her hand away from her back and began to rub in a circular motion that his coach had shown him to do whenever he got cramps in his legs. Bella bit down on her lower lip as the pain began to subside. It still hurt like hell but it also felt good especially with the abnormal amount of heat flowing from his hand into her flesh.

"ahhh….yessss…" She couldn't stop herself from moaning. It was starting to ease up and his hands were definitely working some magic on her.

"I've always been told my hands were wonderful." Jake licked his lips as he push her shirt up.

"I bet you have." Bella snorted.

"You like that?" Jake ask as he leaned in closer behind her. Suddenly Bella felt her cheeks burn red. Was he doing this on purpose she wondered? Nah. Knowing Jake he had no idea the effect he was having on her hormones as he pressed up against her.

"Yessss…." She moaned louder as she gulped for air.

"I knew it." Jake whispered into her ear as his hands pressed harder against the muscle.

Bella felt her knees starting to buckle underneath her. Jake was so unaware of how his hands innocently rubbing her back with his pelvis pressed up against her was making her panties damp with desire.

"That's enough." Bella choked as she moved to the side.

"Are you sure? Your pretty tense." Jake crack his knuckles as he offered to continue rubbing her cramped muscle.

"Nothing a hot bath won't heal." Bella push her hair out of her face trying to present him with a steady and yet casual smile. She could not afford for him to know at this point in time that she was starting to feel certain feelings toward him. After all they were roommates now. If he feared she was falling for him it might make him uncomfortable and he would no doubt want to move out. She could not afford the rent by herself. Not now at least.

"Okay. How about I order lunch for us. Chinese or Pizza?" He ask as he picked up the small book of coupons they had received when they pick up the keys from the landlord.

"I don't care." Bella sighed as she walked past him. Gathering the items she needed she went to the bathroom and started a hot bath. A half an hour later she stepped out feeling a lot better. Walking into the small living room area she found Jake sitting on the used sofa chomping down on a piece of pizza watching a game on the television.

"I see the food arrived." Bella walked into the kitchen grabbing herself a plate and a cold soda.

"Yeah. Sorry I didn't want to disturb you in the bath. How is your back feeling?" Jake ask between chews.

"Better." Bella replied as she grabbed two pieces for herself.

Slipping her legs underneath her she took a bite. The pizza was pretty good. She noticed how relaxed Jake appeared to be. She wondered why this move was not as scary for him? Did he not worry about leaving his father all alone? She knew Jake loved his father and would never doubt that for a second but she was a bit surprised at how well he seem to be acting as if their moving away did not affect him even in the slightest.

"Did you call Billy to let him know we made it here okay?" Bella asked as she sipped on her soda.

"Yeah, while you were in the bath. He seems to be taking this move of ours harder than I had expected. I mean he isn't ALL alone. Rachel lives down the road from him." Jake answered as he sat his empty plate down.

"What did he say?" Bella ask curiously.

"He just …I don't know. It was his tone." Jake shrugged his shoulders.

"Oh." Bella felt some grease from the pizza starting to ooze out of the corner of her mouth. Jake reach over and removed it with his finger tips. Bella laughed at him until he placed his two fingers into his mouth. Bella felt her legs press together as her core began to heat up and a drop of desire drip into her panties.

"What?" Jake's eyes locked with Bella's as he smiled wickedly at her.

"Nothing." Bella shook her head. Reaching over to the coffee table she grabbed a handful of napkins wiping her mouth clean.

Jake continue to stare at her. Bella wasn't sure why and honestly wasn't in the mood to try and decipher the hidden meaning behind his actions. She was exhausted. The hot bath not only help ease the pain in her back but also made her feel a bit lethargic. She knew her reaction to Jake licking his fingers were probably just due to dealing with this whole entire day. She was more emotional than normal, which was saying a lot.

"I'm glad you talked me into moving in with you." Jake reach over lifting her hand up giving it a gentle squeeze.

"It wasn't exactly a hard sell." Bella reminded him.

"I know but you could have ask any of your other friends. I just…well…I guess I feel honored that you wanted to share your first place with me." Jake lifted her hand up placing a gentle kiss on her knuckles.

Bella closed her eyes for a second before opening them back up to see Jake frowning at her.

"Are you on some sort of medication I should be aware of?" Jake ask curiously.

"NO!" Bella cried out.

"You're acting weird Bells." Jake continued to frown at her.

"I am not. It's just today was really harder than I thought it would be. I am excited but it was also a bit sad. It reminded me of when I made the decision to leave Renee to move in with Charlie. It's just a girl thing Jake." Bella pulled her hand away and grab her soda taking a long gulp.

"Oh. Okay. Well, don't worry Bella I am here for you." Jake patted her knee then turn away grabbing another slice of pizza.

"I am here for you too." Bella ruffled his hair as she got up from the couch.

"Do you need help?" Jake asked turning his head half way from the screen. Bella shook her head laughing. Sometimes Jake was so much like Charlie that it was too weird. She put away her plate and started unpacking the rest of their minimal amount of dishes while listening to Jake yelling at the television screen. Yeah, having Jake around definitely reminded her of being home with her father.

"What are you talking about?" Jake rubbed his sides. He had been laughing so hard for the past ten minutes that it seriously ached.

"He did. He went up to her and ask her out and she just kick him in the leg dude. It was hilarious. He turn to us and was like "why she do that" and we just kept laughing at him." Embry was giving Jake the juice on the guys night out the night before. He was telling Jake about how Quil asked out a woman who was way out of his league. It was just like Quil to try and reach high.

"So when are you coming out with us? Are you guys unpacked already?" Embry ask.

"Pretty much everything is done. You know clean freak Bella." Jake smiled softly as he recalled how Bella made sure every room in the apartment was unpacked before she would agree to go to bed. He kept telling her there was no time restriction on when they had to be officially unpacked. She wouldn't listen to him. She wanted everything in it's proper place before she collapsed .

"Dude I still can't believe you guys are living together. I mean I know you guys are friends but just think you are living with a girl!" Embry sounded like a ten year old boy instead of a grown man.

"It's not like I am sharing her bed." Jake rolled his eyes. He knew his friends were disappointed that he hadn't moved in with them but they lived in a small cramped apartment over the garage over their place of employment.

"That is where you're a fool. If I had to live with a girl I would be receiving some benefits." Embry bragged.

Jake knew that Embry secretly had a small crush on Bella. Jake told him in the past to just ask her out but Embry refused to try. He said there was no way Bella would date any of Jake's friends. Hell she knew them almost as well as Jake did. No she knew too much about them and although she cared for each of them she would never do anything to ruin that bond.

"Shut up! You know I don't look at Bella that way." Jake snorted.

"Whatever man! I have eyes in my head dude. They work just fine. I have seen you watch her when she walks into a room. I have noticed the way you are constantly touching her. Dude it is easy to see that you're still crushing on her like when we were kids." Embry snorted back.

"I was twelve and full of hormones from hell. I am a man now. I know that Bella looks at me like a brother and protector. That is it. Get your head out of the gutter." Jake sighed heavily.

"So what are you saying it was just a phase?" Embry ask.

"Exactly. Now lets talk about something else before I hang up on you." Jake didn't like talking about the time in his adolescence when he did look at his best friend in a sexual way. If Bella ever learn that he once adored her in such a way she would have never agreed to move in with him.

She surprised him when she presented him with the idea of moving in together. He seriously thought she would want to move in with Angela or Alice. He planned on moving to Port Angeles with his buddies once they all got the job at the garage. He was going to be close to her regardless. Yet she came to him. He felt so honored by her request. He knew she was afraid of being on her own and he didn't blame her. Bella had a tendency of getting into trouble when you least expected it. Someone needed to look out for her and that had been his job for several years now.

"Okay. So are you up for a few drinks tomorrow? Quil and Collin are bugging me about going out again. It's funny since we turned twenty-one these two can't seem to stop drinking." Embry replied.

"Are you kidding me those two have been drinking since they were thirteen. Remember they stole those beers from Quil's grandpa's fridge." Jake laughed at the memory. Quil threw up for hours after he drank only two beers. They told Quil he was a wimpy drinker. So he challenged the rest of them to drink two beers. Being guys they could not walk away from the challenge without looking like pussies so they did it. Neither Embry or Jake got sick. Instead they had jumped on their bikes and ended up having an accident. Jake cut his leg open on the sharp rock he landed on and Embry received a big bump on the back of his head. Collin and Quil laughed their asses off at them. Still they got the bragging rights that at least they didn't throw up afterwards.

"Yeah I will be there." Jake agreed.

"K. I'm off to bed." Embry said good night and hung up.

Jake laid in his bed staring up at the ceiling. He wondered how Bella was doing with her first night in a new place? So far she had not come to his room so he took that as a good sign. He knew how she difficult it was for to accept changes, especially one like today. Moving was her idea but she still got anxieties about it. He knew once they began work on Monday and started their daily routines she would relax and enjoy her independence.

Jake was feeling his eyes closing as sleep came over him when he heard his door open.

"Jake." Bella whispered.

"Come on." Jake scooted over in the center of the bed allowing Bella to crawl up next to him. He smiled inwardly. He knew her better than anyone else.

"I'm sorry." Bella mumbled sleepily as she slipped underneath the sheets next to him.

"Don't be. I'm used to women begging to get in my bed." He grinned from ear to ear as she elbowed him.

"Damn that hurt Bella." Jake rubbed his side where her blow hit him pretty hard.

"You deserved it." Bella mumbled curling up on her side.

Jake resituated himself so he could get comfortable once again. It didn't take long to recognize the sound of her soft snore next to him. Rolling his eyes he placed his arm around her waist pulling her up against him. Finally he felt comfortable enough to fall into a deep sleep.

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A/N: Okay so I posted this story a loooong time ago and it's not one of my best written stories but when I came acrossed it in my documents I felt like I should put it back out there one more time. As it states in summary section, it's not Beta'd, so yeah mistakes will be found and secondly this story does lead to some serious violence/rape action and if that bothers you please do not continue to read it. I don't want to offend anyone. Thank you for reading/reviewing. Xoxo August