Lullaby

Takes place after "Revelations" . Derek wants to know what song Reid listens to the most.

Disclaimer- I DON'T own Criminal Minds. OR NickelBack

Derek's POV

I saw my boyfriend of 1 year get up and go the restroom, I saw his ipod and stole it cause I anted to know what pretty boy has on it maybe classical music I put the headphones in and go to the first song: lullaby by nickelback.

Well, I know the feeling
Of finding yourself stuck out on the ledge
And there ain't no healing
From cutting yourself with the jagged edge
I'm telling you that, it's never that bad
Take it from someone who's been where you're at
Laid out on the floor
And you're not sure you can take this anymore

Oh Spence I didn't know.

So just give it one more try to a lullaby
And turn this up on the radio
If you can hear me now
I'm reaching out
To let you know that you're not alone
And if you can't tell, I'm scared as hell
'Cause I can't get you on the telephone
So just close your eyes
Oh, honey here comes a lullaby
Your very own lullaby

Please let me take you
Out of the darkness and into the light
'Cause I have faith in you
That you're gonna make it through another night
Stop thinking about the easy way out
There's no need to go and blow the candle out
Because you're not done
You're far too young
And the best is yet to come

So just give it one more try to a lullaby
And turn this up on the radio
If you can hear me now
I'm reaching out
To let you know that you're not alone
And if you can't tell, I'm scared as hell
'Cause I can't get you on the telephone
So just close your eyes
Oh, honey here comes a lullaby
Your very own lullaby

Spencer comes out now and saw I had his ipod. "Derek give it back!" I put my finger up and said " Wait a sec baby"

Well, everybody's hit the bottom
Everybody's been forgotten
When everybody's tired of being alone
Yeah, everybody's been abandoned
And left a little empty handed
So if you're out there barely hanging on...

Just give it one more try to a lullaby
And turn this up on the radio
If you can hear me now
I'm reaching out
To let you know that you're not alone
And if you can't tell, I'm scared as hell
'Cause I can't get you on the telephone
So just close your eyes
Oh, honey here comes a lullaby
Your very own lullaby
Oh, honey here comes a lullaby
Your very own lullaby

I look up to him and I grab and pulled him into my lap and said "Baby I didn't you felt that way" " What song were you listening to just now" " Lullaby by Nickelback. Baby why didn't you tell me you felt that way?" 'Because when I was younger I was taught that if you tell your feelings to the ones you love it will only end in heartbreak and I didn't want to lose you like I lost my dad and my mom.' I sat there for a second seething about his so called FATHER. He just up and left without saying goodbye. " Baby I want leave you I love you to much." I kissed his tears away and took him to our bedroom to show him how much I love him.