Cam Word Challenge by super67759
Jealous
I shouldn't be jealous; I have no reason to be. She's found someone who enjoys the same things as she does. It doesn't matter that she's been spending more time with her than with me. Or that she's finally found someone who can understand her, the same way I used to be able too. No, I have no reason to feel jealous at all.
Then why the HELL do I feel this way. Oh, that's right because I freaking love her.
Every time I look at them; I want to pull her off and tell her, I'm the one for her. But no I can't, because I'm the supportive best friend. Which is ridiculous, I should be the one she's holding, cuddling with, whispering sweet things and kissing me with her lips.
Her lips, god. I want to kiss them so bad, but I can't because it would probably damage our relationship and I can't have that.
I am a coward. There is no other way to describe what I am.
I am in love with Sam, and I'm a coward.
You want to know what the sad thing is she used to feel the same way about me, and I pushed her away. I was too scared, and now I've lost her. It's true when they say you don't know what you have until you've lost it.
Sam's happy and I'm still jealous.