A/N: For those who read NO NEED, this is actually the original story that I made but wasn't posted because it was erased from my computer, thus to relieve that "Pointlessness" I just posted the very condensed version of it which was to one of the fanfiction population was the worst story ever read.
So I decided to remember this original plot and wrote it detail by detail, making it more enjoyable and giving justice to Shaman King. Writing not just a one-shot but a three chapter songfic.
Enjoy! And please review if you want to, I've seen that reviews are more than just a comment or a bundle of joy but it is also a motivator for writing, a very great motivator.
To those who have been alerted, sorry but I haven't updated "Being With You", I don't think I can make any more chapters for that story though because I just put too much gaps in it so the latest chapter would possibly the very last. Thank you so much Gakuen Alice Readers for supporting my fic though!
Now here is my right to a wrong.
Anna:The author doesn't own any of this
Me:I know Anna-sama,don't rub it in (*sobs in a corner while Anna watches TV*)
"Only One Star, Far Away"
Chapter 1
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
She sat on the couch in the living room staring annoyingly at the clock.
"Eleven O'clock, that baka promised to be back at Nine!"
She woke up that morning opening her windows to an unusual sight.
"YOH!"
"Oh! Hehehe…morning Anna!"
"What do you think your doing?"
"Mowing the lawn! I kinda did all my chores already and this is the last one"
"What you woke up at dawn?"
"Uh-huh!"
"Yeah right, what is it you want? Have another 'get-together' with those numskulls you call friends?"
"Uh, yeah"
"Hn" she said starting to close her windows
"Anna wait!"
"What?"
"Can I go? I'll be back at nine promise! We're just gonna check out that new burger joint and hang out at Ren's new house by the beach! You know to celebrate Manta's last day before going back to the U.S.!"
"Fine…"
"Great! Thanks a lot Anna!"
She sighed, she knew she shouldn't have let him go; she had something to tell him. She was struggling on how to say it but she knew she had to.
I feel so broken up
And I give up
I just want to tell you so you know
She stood up, and went upstairs to her bedroom. No one else was in their house, she was always alone. She was strong but she finally faced the facts, being alone here at their Onsen was proof enough.
She pulled a bag from her closet and started packing, not letting the tears fall down, blinking them back. But after a while she dropped it and sat on the ground letting them fall, she couldn't take it anymore.
"How stupid am I to think he'd understand anyway?" she punched the wall "This was a bad idea from the beginning. It wouldn't even have made a difference if I told him. If it did, it would only become a bigger problem. It's much better he doesn't know, much better he doesn't know the truth…of how I really feel"
She said to herself miserably. She wiped her tears frustratingly and finished packing. Then she looked at her vanity.
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
After doing what needed to be done she went downstairs with her things, throwing her bag on the floor carelessly and looked at the clock.
"Eleven Forty-five, he can't come later than Midnight, no one can't be that much of a Baka not even Yoh"
So she sat down again on the couch and waited patiently for the door to open revealing her fiancé. But thinking as well, of what to tell him. But she wandered back on the things she knew, on the things she did and debated on it again, to tell him or not to tell him.
Then she gazed back on the clock again, it was midnight, still no Yoh. She balled her hands into fists as she stood.
This was the last mistake she could take, this was the last sign she needed. Despite the tears that strung in her eyes, despite the fear of breaking apart, she picked up her bag and left. She didn't know if she could fully walk away unscathed but it didn't matter now.
And Anna Kyoyama, the Shaman King's trainer and fiancée left their Onsen, never planning to return again.
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
He arrived just after midnight, an hour after. He crept inside, hoping not to wake her up and get a shouting at, not knowing he didn't ever have to worry about that again.
He passed her room on the way to his and grinned at himself at how stealthy he was tonight, he never thought that dozing off at a Tao mansion could take so long. But he could doze all he wanted tonight because he thought he'd have hell of a morning to wake up in.
But he didn't.
The next day he woke up late, shocked that Anna didn't come barging in. He stood and went downstairs hurriedly, expecting a very angry Anna waiting but there was no one.
"Anna?" this time he felt that something was really wrong, he searched the whole house, and the whole outside of the house there was no sign of Anna.
"Her room!" He ran to her room and breathed in deeply, before opening it. When he did he almost dropped to his knees.
"Anna!" She couldn't have left, he thought. Not Anna, not his fiancée not…But his thoughts were cut off by his impulse to search all over her room.
"ANNA!" he kept shouting, she wasn't anywhere. He dropped to his knees and felt the pain, the anguish and the loss.
"She left…B-but why?" then he noticed her vanity, it shone in the light. He struggled to get up and looked at the contents of her mirror. Anna never bothered with make up, she didn't need it, Yoh thought sadly. All he found there was a picture frame on the bottom right side of the mirror, he plucked it and examined it. He smiled sadly as he touched the picture and tears started cascading down.
Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
It was a picture of him and her, she wasn't smiling, but when did she ever? He thought. But he had his arm around her and he was smiling. It looked like a picture taken on Christmas, they were wearing thick clothes and there were Christmas lights everywhere. He tilted it to make it clearer but then an envelope fell out of it. He examined the letter as he placed the frame back on the vanity. It had his name on it. He hurriedly opened it almost tearing it.
Dear Yoh,
As you can see I'm not at the Onsen anymore. I left before you got home. I know that I've made the right choice. You're probably crying tears of joy and jumping round and round right now. I have no other reason for staying there, you don't need a trainer anymore and I've already planned to send a letter to Keiko and Mikihisa to relinquish the terms of our engagement. I'm confident you'll find someone who you'll want to be with as time moves on. Never try to find me Yoh, its no good. No one needs me there; I should've left when you won.
I took all my things except that picture frame; it was the only one that has both you and I together, tear it, burn it, I don't care what you do with it. It's yours now. Well you can plan your thanksgiving party now. This is the last you'll ever hear of me, I can only imagine how that's as much as music to your ears as any of the songs you hear on your headphones.
From,
Anna Kyouyama
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
You are my only, my only one
He dropped the letter, tears falling as fast and as large as ever. Creating a small puddle of tears on her bedroom floor. She was wrong, he thought, so wrong to think he'd ever want her to leave, that she wasn't needed, that she was nothing more than his trainer and a forced fiancée. And that he wasn't going to cry joyful tears but shed miserably for his loss and his emptiness, he wasn't jumping for joy but he was paralyzed with grief and animosity, he wasn't going to throw a thanksgiving party for her departure but was going to wallow in an empty abyss of darkness and that never hearing from her again was far from sweet music but it was like the most painful sound that had ever befell on his ears in his entire life.
He squatted on the floor and thought deeply as he couldn't control the waterfall that was his tears. He thought he had more time, he thought that he could put off what he held most important.
To tell her she was wrong, to tell her how he really felt, that he was glad that he won the tournament, ecstatic he was sealing the deal of having to spend the rest of his life with her. He never knew she'd walk away feeling unwanted and unloved, he never wanted to hurt her, but most of all he never wanted her to leave, to be without her, because he loved her with all his heart and soul and also in his heart he knew, despite what she wrote that Anna Kyouyama was always and forever his…
ONLY ONE.
A/N:Now review!
No thats not the ending yet okay?
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