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The road to where we belong

3 months had taken it toll on both girls neither had been in contact with each other. Both too scared of being hurt or rejected again, both too scared to take the risks. The day Joey left set in motion a self destructed button within Charlie. Charlie being the tough cop she had been before she had met Joey, it was inevitable that she would soon returned to being just that an emotionless cop who wouldn't let anyone in. her whole life had been this way until Joey had walk in to her life she had broken down the walls, Joey could see right thought Charlie she reached in to her soul, if only Charlie had, had the courage to take the chance to for once go with being happy and what felt right instead of caring about what everyone else thought because the only ones who mattered to Charlie had accepted her and Joey nobody else should have mattered. However by the time Charlie had realised this Joey was sailing away from her with so much hurt and pain in those once happy and beautiful brown eyes. To hide all the pain Charlie was feeling she once again let her cop mode commence.

Charlie had buried herself in her work and wouldn't let anyone in not even ruby which hurt her younger sister more than she could have ever known. So far the 3 months since Joey had left had been filled with work and tears and a total break down in coping from Charlie she pushed everyone away and put up walls that she was determined would never be broken again. Charlie was already on self destruct as it was but then after 3 months of not hearing a word from Joey a letter came thought the mail Charlie soon recognised it to be joeys she would have known the hand writing from anywhere.

After reading the letter Charlie broke down and all the tears she had done so well in hiding all the hurt she had surrounded by walls was seeping thought the cracks. 3 bottles of wine later and Charlie was passed out on the living room floor. She looked like all the life has been sucked out of her that there was nothing left just a broken soul and a empty body. Ruby stood looking at the women who used to be so strong the sister she loved so much broken beyond repair. Ruby noticed something in Charlie's had she creped closer dodging the wine bottles in order not to wake Charlie. Ruby slowly pull the piece of paper out of Charlie's grasp and made her way to her room. Ruby began to read the letter she knew straight away who it was from by the state of Charlie passed out on the living room floor.

Dear Charlie

These passed 3 months have been hell I thought by running away from are problems would have helped us both move on and get pasted this. Whether that meaning to be able to move on and rebuild are relationship or whether it meant move on and meet and fall in love with someone else. Your all I think about I pushed hard doing the best job I can on the trawler but I still cry myself to sleep. I am missing you so much . I thought leaving would help mend the hurt you have caused I thought going away would fix the heart that you broke. However all it has done is brake my heart all over again each day I wake from the nightmare of you and Hugo each day waking to find you not there its just a dream each day wishing I never woke up at all . I truly love you and I miss you so much. We have so much to talk about but it will never happen I cant come back to summer bay not now not ever I want you to move on find someone you really want to be with I know that it was too hard for you to be with me but I hope you finding your happy ending because its clear to see it wasn't meant to be with me.

Ill always love you

You will always own my heart Charlie

Love your Joey

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Ruby was now in her own state she couldn't see for the tears running down from her eyes to her cheeks why did this have to happen she wish Joey could see that by walking away she had taken Charlie with her. Ruby has lost her sister and Joey all because of a stupid drunken mistake how could this be happening and most of all there was nothing she could do to prevent this or stop it .